it's never been real. since the beginning, it was just a lie

Why why why why why why???? why do I wanna cry so bad but I cant I feel horrible I wanna explode im so fat and annoying i wanna fall of a cliff omfg omfg nothing makes me happy everything is shit and I wanna die die die die I hate this shit so fucking much I dont feel happy I binge eat so fucking much why is my face so fat I really wanna cut trough my skin so bad but there will be scars forever

кто вылижет мои месячные пиши я

this song is so calm it makes me feel cozy lolz :D

I'm perfect he's perfect  i promised he promised i kept my promise he didn't...

scars

fear //current joys

sarah - alex g - slowed

art is lain iwakura, by @kglo66 on pinterest:)

all song credits to cocteau twins!!
spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Wabl1lPdNOeIn0SQ5A1mp?utm_source=ms_bing&utm_medium=listen_results

𝙨𝙚𝙖, 𝙨𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙚 ( 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 )

tired

Heavenly (instrumental/intro loop/reverb)

Zelda's Lullaby Beginning Part Looped (Slowed)

cigarettes out the window - TV Girl (If i betray u, i betray myself) Dangerously yours

Cigarettes After Sex — Heavenly [intro looped; slowed to perfection]

Alex G - Sarah but looped intro slowed

Serial Experiments Lain x Sea, Swallow Me (slowed & reverb)

𝙄𝙩 𝙁𝙞𝙩 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙒𝙖𝙨 𝘼 𝙆𝙞𝙙 - 𝘾𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝘾𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙡𝙚𝙨 // 𝙎𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙

𝙄𝙩 𝙁𝙞𝙩 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙒𝙖𝙨 𝘼 𝙆𝙞𝙙 // 𝙎𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗

heavenly (cigarettes after sex slowed instrumental loop)

Dove(Doll Ver) || Instrumental (Looped & Slowed)

American Anti-Music Designed and Performed by Stark Hunter 

Stark Hunter- Keyboard, Special Musical Effects, Producer. 2025

Kindly use earbuds or headphones for best audio results.


Many thanks to the guys in the band for this recording. It required a half dozen “takes,” but we finally achieved the sound we were shooting for.  

For this program music, imagine being locked inside an old mausoleum at 2 in the morning, when suddenly spirits of the dead appear with their dead lovers. When the guys start jamming, the dead begin to materialize and dance like they did when young in 1967.  Floating candles of fire hover above the dancing dead as the wild moaning music plays on until dawn., unheard by anyone alive in the entire world. 

Thanks for listening. It’s true. There is no music in the entire world like this music. SH

Live Mausoleum Music

Poison Tree By Grouper (slightly Slowed)

GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD. Rest in Peace, Reita

Heavenly (instrumental/intro loop/reverb)

R3ita_G4zette

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