Miracles (Prod. Ahnboi)

Truxican Standoff (feat. Blazeman Biff, Chedda Chuck, and Killa Kobra)

Fallen down on hard times
It's torture
Alone in a crowded room
It's torture

Who can you count on
When the time comes?

Marrow dancing on your face
It's torture
Stuck without a time or place
It's torture
Plummeted from grace
It's torture

Fallen down on hard times
It's torture
Alone in a crowded room
It's torture
Told you all the wrong things
It's torture
Pinned down with no place to move
It's torture

Fraught times bless the years as I isolate myself in an effort of preservation fueled by abundant cortisol. I yearn for the warmth of another person but the thought of being hurt or doing the wrong thing makes me sick. It's this very conflict that causes me to continue wondering where do I go from here? I could continue to isolate myself in a comfortable hell, or rather I could attempt to put myself out there and get thrown to the wayside by those I seek connection with by no fault of their own nor fault of my own.
(Additionally, sometimes it is just the way things go and no matter whether your play your cards the right or wrong way the hand may just not be that good. Despite this, I don't want to let these circumstances shape the way I approach life because if I let that happen, then I've already lost.)
((The fear may take over your life if you let it but taking it lying down would be nothing beyond the move of a coward. Maybe allowing myself to see how things pan out and pushing past the risk of the potential harm I may receive for being vulnerable is the only real way to live life. I have been tired for so long but regardless it is time for me to wake.))

Who can you count on
When the time comes?

Fallen down on hard times
It's torture
Alone in a crowded room
It's torture
Told you all the wrong things
It's torture
Pinned down with no place to move
It's torture

Torture

I dreamt I fell through the fire
And I drowned in your restless eyes
I wallow in the flagellation
hoping this time that I'll swallow my pride once more

Once more

Hoping this time I'll find the words to say

I've traveled the fog and the night
A world of darkness in a sea of light 
The ghosts of yesterday's towering height
It feels so hopeless, Their words can't be right

I dreamt I fell through the fire
And I drowned in your restless eyes
I wallow in the flagellation
hoping this time that I'll swallow my pride once more

Once more

Truxican Standoff (feat. Blazeman Biff, Chedda Chuck, and Killa Kobra)

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