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too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving
and you won’t find a note
fuck all this second hand smoke
cause it seems i attract a fucking crowd i can’t deal with

and time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

now it’s saturday night
you cope with drugs by your side
i cope by singing goodbye :D
and yeah it’s lonely alright
but truly i’m doing fine
despite temptations to die :(

just say my name so soft
you never want anyone to hear your thoughts :x
but i know every single word that crossed your mind
cause when you looked at me it all felt right :)

oh
when you looked at me it was alright

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you :(

spotify

i will never be happy with you [erlax]

prod hira :)

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

i heard u talking shit
so baby come a lil closer
tell it to my face so i can use it for some closure
god shes so embarrassing 
pretend i didnt know her
stabbing thru my chest 
i cant believe she said it wont hurt

that boy gonna piss from his eyes
u told me there's comfort inside
but ur presences still hunting me down
even my shit wanna drown

gimme some time 
i just need some patience
bodys on the floor 
i make em seem weightless
if he wanna die 
then we can arrange it
wasting all my time gambling my wages

gimme some space
i just need a minute
i left my soul on a bridge hoping that youd save it
you told me jump
so i did
and i hit the pavement
ive got nothing to give 
i dont think youre safe yet

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

prod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
i bet you’re staring at stars
living your dreams where u are
i’m chasing mine they’re so far
oh oh :)
i hope you’ve healed from your scars
found love that’s worth your whole heart
just hold on tight and never let go...

i’m a mess but i guess i talk about it often enough
and i’m depressed but let’s be honest like who isn’t my love 
the confidence is all a front behind this mask i’m so lost
and i detest my very being for still giving a fuck :/ 

so walk all on me
spit on my virtues...
i don’t hate you
i still miss you :( 
oh come baby
this love i can’t lose
i don’t hate you
i still miss you
darling i will never be happy without you :/ 
i don’t hate you
i still miss you...

you talk about me like you still love my name
like there’s still hope in your veins
like you didn’t choose to walk this road
and every time we tried, it’d all end the same
and i’d still do it again
for every second of your love :/ 

don’t watch it rip me apart oh baby 
i can’t take this feeling anymore :( 
i wake up anxious, my heart is aching
if you’re not here then i don’t have a home

oh
i can’t wipe this feeling of regret
no
you’re moving on but please never forget...

i will never be happy without you

i will never be happy without you [tnvr]

nightlight w/rivoices

fields of hope w/ novermberxx

Lyrics:

Dance 

Dance

————————————————————————
Another night at the club
bumpin 40s it wont stop
tonight Im on top
no one can make me stop

going hard and Im staring at the wall
I feel like bladee
how could i ever fall
two close calls 

————————————————————————
Got the room shaking
I swear ill make it 
theres no mistaking
legend in the making

feel the 808s pumpin 
now jump it
are you ready?
3, 2, 1 takeoff!

I dont want to make a scene 
but there is no one as clean as me
body you could only dream
sculptured by unhuman means

I dont want to make a scene
but tonight ill be your queen
there might be no one quite like me
Im the one with my team

————————————————————————
Another night at the club
bumpin 40s it wont stop
tonight Im on top
no one can make me stop

going hard and Im staring at the wall
I feel like bladee 
how could i ever fall
two close calls 

Im a machine 
built from human needs
tell me your desire
ill put your world on fire

Im your dopamine
ill fix your every need
tell me your desire 
ill make your world brighter

————————————————————————
Got the room shaking
I swear ill make it 
there is no mistaking
legend in the making

feel the 808s pumpin 
now jump it
are you ready?
3, 2, 1 takeoff!

————————————————————————
I dont want to make a scene 
but there is no one as clean as me
body you could only dream
sculptured by unhuman means

I dont want to make a scene
but tonight ill be your queen
there might be no one quite like me
Im the one with my team

tell me your desire
ill make your world brighter
Im your love machine
ill fill you with ecstacy

Im your dopamine
ill fix your every need
be it fake or real
now dance with me

————————————————————————
Dance

Dance

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