i miss you..

all of my tears
i spent
sleepless nights
grown to resent-

why am i
falling in love
when i know
im not enough (enough)
i thought i could be the one
for you to (for you)
fall in my arms
i thought i could be the one (for you)
but i'm not.

i thought i could be the one
but i'm not.
but i'm not. (i'm not)

don't become a stranger
'cause i just wanna know you
(just wanna know)

i just wanna know

why am i
falling in love
when i know
im not enough (enough)
i thought i could be the one
for you to (for you)
fall in my arms
i thought i could be the one (for you)
but i'm not.

ooh woah
ooh woah
ooh woah (but i'm not)
ooh woah

all of these tears
i spent
sleepless nights
grown to resent
myself

i thought (feat. TheConverseKid)

ascending down
this road alone
what i wouldn't give
to watch you-

burn
it all to the ground
and turn
your world upside down
and face
what i never said
erased
you left me as i bled

i find it funny how you
think you "re-invented yourself"
i built you brick by brick
the best way that i knew how

don't talk dirt on my name
like you ever owned me
when the old me
is the only way you'll know me

burn
it all to the ground
and turn
your world upside down
and face
what i never said
erased
you left me as i bled

burn!
it all to the ground!
and turn
your world upside down!
and face
what i never said!
erased
you left me as i bled!

burn

leave me
get under my skin and away
and you don't
even want me to stay
so just think
of all of the things i said
whenever you needed

trust me,
i'll lie here awake
and i won't
give you one second to think
that i don't
care if that's not the case
and i'm here if you need me

until then i'll let you go
until then i'll let you go
until then i'll let you go
until then i'll let you-

leave me
get under my skin and away
and you don't
even want me to stay
so just think
of all of the things i said
whenever you needed

trust me,
i'll lie here awake
and i won't
give you one second to think
that i don't
care if that's not the case
and i'm here if you need me

until then

you said its all my fault
but i wished you well
now im praying on your downfall

and you could never be wrong
you wont hear me now
almost like i cut the sound off


leave me all my own
and i'll pick up all the pieces
that i never even asked for

now i'm beaten and i'm bruised
'cause you threw me out
and you left me like a ragdoll

-

and i want it really bad like,
you only loved me when the flatline came

think i knew you in a past life
cause baby this ain't you it's all my gain

think i want it really bad like,
you only loved me when the flatline came
think i knew you in a past life
maybe this ain't true it's all my game

-

you said its all my fault
but i wished you well
now im praying on your downfall

and you could never be wrong
you wont hear me now
almost like i cut the sound off


leave me all my own
and i'll pick up all the pieces
that i never even asked for

now i'm beaten and i'm bruised
'cause you threw me out
and you left me like a ragdoll

ragdoll

not even a song i'm just coping.

I wrote this song when I believed I wasn’t going to be around longer than another week. It’s not great but it’s raw and real.

novhul.

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