Name: Anhedonic by v i s i b i l i t i e s
Duration: 3 min 14 s
Description: This track originally appeared on "Public Entities", a compilation of original music compiled and curated by Empathic Window of the netlabel Value Exchange. Please listen to it here: https://valueexchange.bandcamp.com/album/public-entities-ve14

saltburn

ice cream

Very rough version of a new song that I wanted to just share with a few friends until I got a better recording and practiced some more, because I don't play piano but it's not a guitar song. I realized that this is how it is meant to be though. Sloppy and dark and raw and sad and mad. I spent 5 years writing it. It's about messy messy things. All my love to the families and friends of the murdered and the many people fighting everyday for Black Lives and to end police brutality. 

LYRICS on Tumblr: http://kimyadawson.tumblr.com/post/127014339125/


Black Youth Project:
website http://byp100.org/about/
donate https://www.kintera.org/site/c.mjJXJ7MLIsE/b.8729691/k.4248/Make_A_Gift__Black_Youth_Project

At The Seams

live at the Galaxy Hut 1-10-16

First ever recording of computer music

I was gonna quit music this weekend. From day 1 it was clear i was an accidental pop star. I loved the idea of it, i mean who doesn't? Still the wear of staying polished with how im presented and how my music was presented took a huge toll on me mentally. I started to hate music, the thing i loved the most! When i would listen to immaculate recordings with my friends their praise over the quality of the art as opposed to the art itself made me feel really sad for music as a medium in general. My music only feels exciting for me if its in the moment, and thats what this album is. I made this album this past weekend stuck in my room with just a 4 track feeling hopeless about my love for music. Im not gonna lie, this album is hard to listen to, but it was even harder for me to share. I love pop music, i love outsider music, and i love lofi music, this is my way of combining all 3. Anyway I played, wrote, produced, and mixed everything and big thanks to Kieran Ferris for Mastering an album with an hours notice! its free! Enjoy! Love Yall! Still more 2 come!!!!!!!
Tracklist:
Hope
What Else 
Ignore Everything 
Tom Kelly
Easier 
Like A Bird
One More Time Won't Kill You
I Fucking Hate You
Rain (Blake Babies Cover)
Bleed It Out

Vinyl Pressings of Hope:
https://app.vinylmeplease.com/products/store-exclusives/shamir-hope-peach-marbled-vinyl-ltd-to-500

Hope (Full Album)

Pear and Pink Magnolia

cover art by Gabe Howell

how to dress as human
what like a skirt and.. like some heels?
now i look stupid...
is this how every human feels?
better go with vans
im never gonna pass
i should stay home
why did i make plans?
drunk in the bathroom
messing with my skirt
ive got hair in my tights and
nothing in my shirt
if i paint on some lips
will they come off with a kiss
and tell?

how to dress as human

This track originally appeared on "Public Entities", a compilation of original music compiled and curated by Empathic Window of the netlabel Value Exchange. Please listen to it here: https://valueexchange.bandcamp.com/album/public-entities-ve14

Anhedonic

in the style of the artist formerly known as wackshit, mike boyle

requiem for a newborn
beats a sailboat through the current
of your dainty veins

shakes and shudders
moaning it's not worth it
unfurling it's a sea of lies

acrid tasting spills
crawling through a sheet
and staining blood with love

eyelids become scars
from a sweetheart
who bled your purity gone

requiem for a virgin
lost himself in the pleasure
couldn't struggle with the sand

tacks and photos
remitting the nostalgia
of a torn first verse

cringing with a tension
of an underage chill
realizing the consequences
of a baby born still 

why do your hands
belong to your body
more than they belong to mine

Anhedonic

v i s i b i l i t i e s

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