"I always end up blocked" So real😭😔🙏

i love you so sample @webdiary

problems on my shelf 
better keep it to myself
i got all the hands to help
still there's no one who could help

i got problems 
i got issues 
i got so much more than that 

grab me tissues for my face
and a toaster for my bath :3

im turning 29 
everything's a waste of time
when i look at u
u glare at me
with hatred in ur eyes

do u want for me to die ?
while u laugh at my demise ?

i'll be in my coffin with a smile
no flowers by my side


problems on my shelf 
better keep it to myself
i got all the hands to help
still there's no one who could help

i got problems 
i got issues 
i got so much more than that 

grab me tissues for my face
and a toaster for my bath :3

better keep it to myself demo

till death do we start - surf with u

probs gonna use this acc for vocaloid again, i just need some time to work on it 

prod me

lyrics:
she hates my guts
and i hate hers too
she makes me feel blue
i wanna fucking die
theres no point to try
all i do is ask why
we are so done

she is so gone
its all over again
we are so done
she is so gone
its all over again

when i try to talk
i always end up blocked
its not fair i just got got
if you only knew
how much i cared for you
even proved youre still blind 

we are so done
she is so gone
its all over again
we are so done
she is so gone
its all over again

 i was thinking about you all summer
and i just think its a bummer
that you dont seem to care 
and ill write your name on my walls
if it means youll pick up my calls
and ill show up to your front door
so you dont get bored

its all over again

I'll Always Wait (Sadly)

Why couldn't you wait till I came into town?
tell me how to breathe knowing you're not around
I plead and I plead but you cant hold me down
held onto my dreams now you're ripping them out
words on the page, I cant scream this pain out
the things that you'd say like you weren't lying, how?
one slit on my arm 'cause I've been crying out
maybe when I'm gone you might hear my shit out

Page 1, This Is How I Convince You To Stay, Even Though I Know You Won't.

Prod @ineverhealed

i might never be enough
lurking by your window, ill make sure you feel my love
i wont do you bad, but first ive got to gain your trust
get inside your house and now its time to have some fun
grinning ear to ear while i watch you try to run
you keep pushing on me screaming baby yk im not done
you wouldn't believe the weight of bodies, bae, your corpse it weighs a ton
i slip my fingers through your brains 
im thinkin you night b the one <3

Zombieloveee ( :/ )

Prod me

You're pretty Inside And Out, I made this about us before we started this stupid argument :/
why worry about internet bitches when ive literally had  you in my arms

Page 3. hormones ( :/ )

yayyy songg + @bloodsekai

prod me and sekai

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
i wanna come over
even tho i barely know her
standing by her house 
looking like a fucking lunatic 
please open the door
I will not be a bore 
im not having any fun
i just wanna die 
wanna die

bed rot girl
shes so fucking lazy
bed rot girl
she drives me crazy
bed rot girl
the one that could save me
otherwise id be hanging

(bloodsekai)
woke up at ur house
idk what i'm doing here
showed me my way out
now ur looking thru ur car mirror

think i seemed to piss u off
didn't mean to do u wrong
would u say ur better off
if we hadn't met at all

got the sense that i could try
(i can try to try)
in ur life i'll say goodbye
(i'm really bad at lies)
tell my mom i'll be back
(i'll be back)
when u don't want me attacked
(and i'm still intact)

bedrot girl w/ bloodsekai

-----

saturday
i finally found a girl
who would
want me

cos shes a girl
ill never have
cant even get
a text back
shes so perfect
im a runt
why cant she 
accept my love
x2

its been a dream
im seventeen
with no girlfriend
just fucking me
i think its time
i make u mine
girl wont u just
hit my line
and im on my phone
and ill never know
why i cant get calls
from women at all

cos shes a girl
ill never have
cant even get
a fucking text back
cos shes perfect
and im a runt
why wont she just
accept my love

shes a girl ill never have

this was supposed to be punk but i made it acoustic for some reason


i saw ur text said i never was enough
i really hate how u treat me like a dog ooooo
make me feel worthless im really really stuck
might kms casue my life is getting rough
tear me down break me to ashes
i dont even know what happened
theyre all staring theyre all laughing
really soon ill end up passing 
oooo
oooooooooo
hoe
oooooooo
oyaoyaooyaoyayoy
thats it okaia bye

my life is getting rough

yea
real pro musician
discord: angelhartz

its all over again

nowie

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