12. 12. Kevlar Soul - Left for Dead

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner

Lyrics:

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

Denial.
Strong thing to abuse
when you aint liable. 
As long as were viable to speak it,
You can see it.
Truth blurred through the glass vial.
Die young , so we live by the fast dial.
Money continuous like pi sum.
Circle remain tight till the noose
of life takes my life. One day ill make it right
We keep saying it , celebrating it
like we got nothing to lose , I guess I won.
When life gave me my flowers , it was thorns and all.
Been living with anxiety since them Joyner calls.
That’s still my dawg , but work dont mix with friendship nah , 
I’m happier living modest with my daughter and all.
I got my placements , now I am the placement.
Launching solo careers past 30 like age dont exist
and I could take a shit on anybody locally,
thats probably why they act like they dont notice me.
Haha , I don’t needa post shit , why even why 
We’re a different weight class , I got high BMI.
6 figure pub checks , whats next?
Multi platinum plus , yall upset.
No nominations for local awards , and I laugh harder every year at that.
I don’t rep new england no more cuz of that.
We going worldwide once again 
fuck a friend , thats just a button , I need brothers till the fucking end.
That’s a real one , that’s a  real friend 
with a real gun , to your fucking head.
I’m going after anybody leave me left on read 
don’t you come back when I rise , you been left for dead.


I been left for dead , don’t read my rights
When right is wrong and wrong is right
I take my meds to feel alright
and pray that we make it through the night
Nothing’s ever promised in life.


Kyle CE -

Looking back when my life took a turn
the hard way was how I had to learn .
It was Music that took away the pain 
where I was to the roads that I’ve sustained.
Wasn’t for God I never would’ve remained 
Look up to the sky, nana watching over.
Timeless , those memories keep me alive.
Family , a precious thing that you never defy.
I walk through the valley, the shadow of death.
Swimming the depths, till my last breath.
Lay me to rest, but only once, I help those I love, 
expose our demons so we rise above.
Break the sequence, follow your sense,  
stop wishing, put in the action.
Plant the seed, results take passion.
Long run endurance needed if you wanna last
In this world , it ain’t easy.
The change you want is in you.

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

I been left for dead , don’t read my rights
When right is wrong and wrong is right
I take my meds to feel alright
and pray that we make it through the night
Nothing’s ever promised in life.

I don’t want to live no more
I don’t 
I don’t 
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t

Beyond The Stream

Left for Dead

KVLR SOUL - Left for Dead

11. 11. Kevlar Soul - Parasite

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner
Kyle CE 

Lyrics:

Kyle CE -
Let me detoxify, too many parasites.
 
You are who you surround
Very few around
Far is where I’ve come
Truth in plain sight
Bizarre how I play dumb
Alive but always numb
I strive by taking strides
I say that I’m alright , cuz
These leeches strike day and night.

These leeches strike day and night. No

Brian “Nox” Eisner

Take chances

I wasn’t born in this world
to give it away to you.
I covered my eyes you opening your (Parasite)
Now I’m not able to.
You forced close , now Ableton force closed.
Vibes thrown off like a whores clothes.
Too many opps and doors closed 
I open thy 3rd eye.
Release disguise , release these guys
more than nft packs.
Big Bang the Metaverse , and atomic heat death
in one breath to get freedom back.
Zucka Zucka Zucka Zucka Zucka.
Who you take us as?
Never seen a dream in person 
Never met a god 
Never felt the past
Never been so sure
this isnt gonna work
more than now. It took a few months 
to unravel hundreds of years. Hoods off
like retired Ku Klux. We tired and need
beds , spikes for the homeless in the mix
no Stent , no heart like a stent.
I’m in this to win , even if I lose 
everything doing it.

Kyle CE -

We run from what’s real to stay in our own fantasies. Truth is stranger than fiction. What the fuck is reality?  Political fallacies, what is freedom? 
We seem to lose it more and more causally, 
they lie to us causing tragedies.
We just blind living happily, till shit hits the fan from all of the blasphemy.
No one to depend , too much apathy. Yeah yeah
We on a verge of a catastrophe if we don’t learn to change rationally.
The clocks ticking brainwashed lost within, Yeah huh.
They profit off feeding us toxic tendencies. Exhaustive, strings locked, too agnostic from the beast. 
This process took centuries, this evil ain’t human being.
Heads off, guillotine. 
The devils better off dead, either us or them, there is no in between.

Parasite

KVLR SOUL - Parasite

10. Kevlar Soul - Butane

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner
Kyle CE 

Lyrics:

(AI Voice)

I’ll sell you something.
Something that you didn’t need.
But I want you to need it.
I need you to want it.
I need your complaints and passions ,
Your love , and to show you care
about the things I don’t.
If this didn’t matter , then the fire
wouldn’t burn through the skin so fast
And lies wouldn’t cut through our hearts with vigor.

Kyle CE -

All of these illusions
Started to seem delusional.
What is life when all we do is get lied to?

All of these illusions
Started to seem delusional.
What is life when all we do is get lied to?

(AI Voice)
So we sharpen our knives , and refill our butane.

Butane

KVLR SOUL - Butane

09. Kevlar Soul - Placebo

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner


Lyrics:

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

I found god by mistake.
Panic attack on the floor.
If everything is meant to break
then why do I want more?

A delicate string holds me up to my hopes
tied so tightly no sound can come out my throat.
Lost my ways , my ground is gone I bounce in space
bound by tape , these thoughts , these words they suffocate.
I’m in danger , dose me your placebo , 
I don’t need ya , but I dont want to let you go.
I’m in danger , dose me your placebo , 
And I’ll just call you when I need ya.

Kyle CE -
Ooo

Placebo

KVLR SOUL - Placebo

08. Kevlar Soul - Western Front

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner
Kyle CE 

Lyrics:

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

Going back to the days I used to play Western Front.
Ya bitch do what I say  , Koolaid in cults ,  shake it up. (Shake it up)
They had me locked in Nick Cage , I took the bitch face off.
Face off , superbowl pressure , till I blew in her napalm.
It was back in the days when I was in the group AWOL.
We had suburbs on lock before there was Asher , 
I was bashful , I had acne scars and no tattoos. 
Drinking 4 packs of energy drinks and overweight.
Developed a knack for a beat showcase
while my friends was beating case.
The back of the laptop lit up apple ,
closed out panel;
Three zero.
Look mama I made it till she passed away.
So I had to remap the entire strategy.
I can’t front.

Mama I don’t want to die I want to grow up
Ya’ll don’t act too surprised when I blow up
Shit been live since Western Front.
Now I’m inside getting Western.

Mama I don’t want to die I want to grow up
Ya’ll don’t act too surprised when I blow up , Huh
Shit been live since Western Front. 
Now I’m inside getting Western.

Kyle CE -
Hard times taught me the most, had to learn to play my cards right.
Flashbacks are the reasons I’m lost at night.
Soul Kevlar from the past, rise up facing  demons day and night.
PTSD, anxiety, depressed but always smiling.
Nobody seeing it, scars in plain sight.
My repertoire, lack of confidence, pain that festers, I still hold on.
Had to be still to go on. 
I remember overdosing on them pills , white lights.
I was too afraid to use a pistol. 

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

Mama I don’t want to die I want to grow up
Ya’ll don’t act too surprised when I blow up
Shit been live since Western Front.
Now I’m inside getting Western.

Western Front

KVLR SOUL - Western Front

07. Kevlar Soul - Otherside

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner

Lyrics:

Kyle CE -

I Don’t want , I Don’t want you to see my other side, it’s always better when there’s sunshine. I 

I Don’t want , I Don’t want you to see my other side, it’s always better when there’s sunshine.

I Don’t want you to see my other side, it’s always better when there’s sunshine.

I Don’t want you to see my other side, cuz it’s always better when there’s sunshine.

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

There’s 3 sides to the story
2 sides and the truth
1 life to live , and 0 zero fucks to give , 
my pride is my muse.
I couldnt choose between pressing record and putting mogul after it.
Couldn’t handle getting 2 tracks of beats wacker than me , the folder im trashing it.
Pack it up , this aint a public studio , that’s enough , that’s enough.
I sabotaged my 20’s believing the artists I worked with would have the love.
I had for them , but little mentions , and big checks I cashed in to
be hidden in the back and disrespected by their lack of presence in my personal life , or commercial life.
I’m feeling apprehensive 
and stagnant towards any solo path I intended to map out in my adolescence.
I switched paths and never turned back , now i cant even get the 
decency for these motherfuckers to send me my plaques , what the fucks with that shit?
Got a crooked pinky from working with a cast this is 
the pay back I get? Album season over , gotta pay my mortgage 
, I gotta book up local acts again?
Guess the dark sides the only side that I feel passionate 
to reside in , cuz the sunshine dont shine when your always cappin’ it. 
I’m Rodney. No respect. Those with success left me on read 
but go back in time , those same people said they’d break some bread.
spark it off , roman candle , when things looking grim , Aldi
the food chain , I don’t need me (Neiman) marcus , to cop my bitch a new bag.
I’ve drove (Dhruv) myself crazy enough , thats why I ain’t working with some.
Cuz this is working for me , sunshine always will come.
Sometimes you gotta lose (Lous) first , but I’m coming for that.
Fake friends ain’t acquaintances , to win , I had to lose that.

Otherside

KVLR SOUL - Otherside

06. Kevlar Soul - It’s You

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner

Lyrics:z

(AI Vocals)

Kyle CE - 
Oooo

Brian “Nox” Eisner -
It’s You
It’s You
Who’s that following me?

I don’t want to waste my time.
Forgetting where the time went , 
i just want you to waste my time.

Show me what im missing 
Show me what im missing 
cuz of everything i missed.

It’s You

Kyle CE -

Imma cut off the strings that you pulling on.
All you want is control and my soul.
I won’t fold imma go til I’m gone.
Take your shot, I won’t need it.
All the blood sweat and tears they can’t see it. 
I don’t need nobody’s approval.
Can’t listen to what I don’t believe ;
false narratives all you wanna do is deceive.
Those messages I can’t receive, 
I can’t feel the shots they take at me.
Life is what you make of it.
Life is what you make of it.
Yeah

Brian “Nox” Eisner -
It’s You
It’s You

It's You

KVLR SOUL - It's You

03. Kevlar Soul - Living

Written by:
Brian Eisner
Kyle Crosby English

Produced By:
Brian “Nox” Eisner

Lyrics:

Hook - Brian “Nox” Eisner -

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

Brian “Nox” Eisner -

Don’t know my name , been through too much.
Don’t know my pain , cut into arms.
Drew too much blood , some say im insane.
Pictures painted , taken in vein.
They don’t accept me , I’m taking my place.
Breaking their face , with anger and bass.
I’m patient but waitings wasting my haste.
Complacent till death , saving no grace.
I’m based  in NH , nope no LA.
Trust me this fire ain’t friendly y’all fake
like every single person that I meet up in 
LA.
Tell me that I’m hot , but you cold when I’m away.
Leaving me on read , so I got some shit to say.
You didn’t hear me out , so I’mma scream in ur face.
Imma see this my way , changing the fucking game.
10x platinum , but y’all don’t know my name.

Hook - Brian “Nox” Eisner -

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

Kyle CE -

Who am I? What am I waiting for? 
Wasting time losing my mind, always high in the sky. 
Living , stuck in a prism , new world order cataclysm, fuck am I afraid to die for?
I don’t bow down. If you wanna take my freedom we gon’ have a war,  full course bull in china shop , time to drop 12 o clock , loyalty on lock. Fuck your secret societies ,  we higher than deities.
This energy can never be depleted for those conceded will feel defeated ,cold shoulder what they will be receiving.
Signals misleading , force to be wreckoned with , run into ya stampede they can’t see we the epitome.  
Hate now but this ass is what you’ll be kissing bitch. 
(Listen)

Hook - Brian “Nox” Eisner
I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you. 

I don’t know my own damn name
I don’t know why I’m living for
when I’m living and loving you.
When I’m living and loving you.

Living

KVLR SOUL - Living

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The W.O.M.B Cypher. A Track detailing the depths of drug addiction scripted from every perspective from those who have suffered from either end of it.

Track features in order:
Production By Nox Beatz (Sampling Ed Sheerans "I See Fire" cover by Jasmine Thompson)
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jedi kush
high grade
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d nota 
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dwizzy
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2delinquent 
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