ft @slaughter-tone-records 

She says I look dead 
I should lay here in her bed 
She know the way my heart races

She got snow all on her plate
She  got nobody to vent 
She got wounds all on her face 
No, no

She's in there just for the sex
She wanna meet me at my place 
She no longer got faith at all

I don't know why it's not that easy
Je n'sais meme pas pourquoi j'suis encore ici
Et Je contemple ton enfer
Ramene mes souvenir en arriere 

Bring me back to the day
Where I was something for u
Let this go away
I hate those white lines drawn in front of you 

I feel the pain looking at you
My name is stain with the things that you do 

Back to the time
Where you were not high with white lines
Back to the times
Where we were only drinking red wines 

Another day
Your eyes lost in emptiness
Another day
I feel this love is pointless

She says I look dead 
I should lay here in her bed 
She know the way my heart races

She got snow all on her plate
She  got nobody to vent 
She got wounds all on her face 
No, no

She's in there just for the sex
She wanna meet me at my place 
She no longer got faith at all

Snow

Snow w/ IBleedIcare (metlast)

i am always crying
i think im dying
all my songs are sad but
its a vibe bitch
get high so im flying
i feel when you're lying
all my songs are bad but
its a vibe bitch

smoked too much
and now im throwing up
i should quit the drugs 
but i dont give a fuck
im a waste of space
and im a hopeless case
i always get replaced 
i am always hated

and i cant even remember the last time that i felt okay
i cant remember the last time that i felt no pain
i get high when all the voices get too loud
means i am always high when you are not around bitch 

@wetbirthdaycard
got a place in her heart
swear i wanna be around

swear i wanna be around

am i really down bad as much 
i dont really wanna feel
i just wanna get drunk
fuck this
got our memories
got all of our pics
n now im hurting, i know i cant get back
all i had
visions in my head
every time i cry
know you wanna see me dead
drop right on the floor
put a bullet in my sad ass head
morning everyday
coffee n a fucking cigarette 
this dirty fucking place is my friend now
all i ever needed was a hand, you know?
cant manage my anger 
bloody knuckles fandom
think im slowly fading, yeah
another danny phantom
guess im really going mental
after all in the end

vibe w/wetbirthdaycard (shakkarrr)

Here a little cover of the song lose my mind by @sadtxnshi

Check out the original here : https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi/lose-my-mind

Lyrics : 

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

Lose My Mind Sadtxnshi Cover ( Prod. 5Head X Metlast )

wake up hit my wake and bake
i love the things she hates
my feelings start to fade
but the pain it stays
i wanna be the one
you always dream about
im prolly not enough
its fine

but believe me i would die for you
if you leave me ima just let you do you 
i wont chase you
if you wanna be free, you're free
i wont hate you
im just gonna bleed in peace
but believe me i would die for you
if you need me i'll be always there for you
i wont chase you
if you wanna be free, you're free
i wont blame you
im just gonna bleed in peace

wake up hit my wake and bake
i love the things she hates
my feelings start to fade
but the pain it stays
i wanna be the one
you always dream about
im prolly not enough
its fine

die for you (pinomin)

I don't how you would save me
You're only the demon that talk to me

I know you'll never save me
I see the demons talk to me
You showed me the paradise 
where I wanna die
I'm lost I'd never thought this was all a lie
Now I can not see myself in your eyes 

I don't want to fall again 
I'll talk about this way too much
I don't really know if I miss your love and touch

It's easier in the movies and songs
I wish they could understand how I feel
When they sing along

Heart break, you see my tears behind my eyelid
I hate thinking it was easier when I was a kid
It's crazy how my fears 
Are drowned inside my tears

[ Chorus ]

I know you'll never save me
I see the demons talk to me
You showed me the paradise 
where I wanna die
I'm lost I'd never thought this was all a lie
Now I can not see myself in your eyes

Talk to me I know
Im buried deep below
Cant find a place to go
Please help me 

Talk a lot but your still so dead to me 
I know you still try so desperately 

Get out of my head this last time 
Slowly decompose without me 

I think we talk to much
Gotta my headspace right   
desensitize what doesn’t feel right 
Ignore the red flags when their in sight 

(Ignore the red flags when their in sight)

Talk To Me Ft Nevrwrld ( Prod. Jolst X IBleedIcare )

Mix & Master : IBleedIcare 
Featuring @luwonderland and @failure404

Pre-save

IBleedIcare - Poison ft Lu Wonderland, Epitomeoffailure( Metlast )

prod unlucky : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCe9bZ0AsaR-YtKRvNV9WOHQ

follow bird app: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

sc only rn will put on other stuff if i feel like it idk

lyrics:

be it heaven or hell
i won't do well
i stood and fell
oh baby can't you tell
i feel the life fade away, i'm just a shell
so please excuse the smell
i spent the night trapped away inside a cell
it's probably for the best, wouldn't wanna hurt myself

i thought that i had learned as well
i was wrong
whoulda thought?
guess i shoulda seen this from the start
once again i've burned myself
cut it off
'fore it spreads
cuz i'm doomed if it hits my heart

and now i'm on my own
god the way the look at me just chills my bones
could i stay with you? cuz i'm not going home
all that trouble and i got nothing to show

cancel all my plans for the evening, crazy
how i make excuses for myself before i blame me
how i turn a blessing to a stressor 
i surprise myself
7 in the PM and i just woke up so
please ignore my attitude, i'm feeling kinda fucked up
i been medicating in my own way, please don't tell

be it heaven or hell
i won't do well
i stood and fell
oh baby can't you tell
i feel the life fade away, i'm just a shell
so please excuse the smell
i spent the night trapped away inside a cell
it's probably for the best, wouldn't wanna hurt myself

from the start (unlucky)

prod by noxiousnights

les fleurs ont fané
pourtant il pleut encore
le coeur est gelé
pourtant tout brule encore

j'vois qu'un bouquet de lames
les pieds dans l'vide et les flammes
du bord du toit j'pense aux drames
des petales de larmes

tout est noir tout est blanc
des lycoris et du sang
les chrysanthèmes dans ma chambre
des chaines qui dechirent mes jambes

une rose sans epines qui meure
les rayons d'lumiere ont peur
mais ils ont pu te voir
ils ont voulu te croire

Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

la dissonance de la vie
j'perds des amis
plus aucune harmonie
t'es ma seule mélodie

j'nous compose un meilleur avenir
j'nous vois deja partir

vasy prends ma main
pour un meilleur demain
j'ferai d'mon mieux pour te voir
et sur ca tu peux me croire

Des centaines de kilometres j'les parcourrais pour sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, une odeur d'espoir il n'y aura plus de malheur
Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

Un Jardin d'Espoir

Un Jardin d'Espoir <3

Grimoire

IBleedIcare ft Noxiousnights - Grimoire

insane [holaY]

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

missing all my friends (prod. loopy!)

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

Snow w/ IBleedIcare (metlast)

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