@josuanatanaelll
@remiliaxd

note: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Art by me btw <3

Lyrics:
Noya:

i just wnna breath
but i dont wnna live
want 2 give u hug but u kiss my friend
(give u hug but u kiss my friend)

i cant see the world
cuz my eyes was closed
and i start crying and screaming, telling you "where's my mind"

Jnz:

I cant go on with my life
seeing you with him is the last thing i wanna see
doesnt matter what you do 
doesnt matter what you choose
i just cant just cant hate you

then i think to myself everynight
will u still think of me if i die
cause i know that u still want me
u just act like u hate me so i can make the first move

*Hook

Remilia:

and i don't know
where my mind is at, i'm starting to lose control  
stole his heart and leaving mine
it hurts its painful
i don't want to see your face because it is painful
baby it is shameful

but was your love true
i had feelings for you
i don't know what to do
it hurts whenever i think of you

*Hook

Kiara ft. Jnz, Remilia (lileffort)

it was okay until you left

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa
@7ick
@echichi
@class_shift
@yukiriito
@wistual
@jrova

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remilia:
yeah, show me love now
baby this is not a couple it's a showdown
cut my wrist, let it flow out
all this pain washing away i'm letting go now

yeah, never thought i'd go so far down
been hurting the ones around me for too long now
yeah, i've been wondering if i'm wrong now
maybe this is what it feels like to be heartbound

noya:
yeaaa i just wanna be the one
cant control myself and now i lost my mind
i just wanna b enough for someone
and i know i cant be the one

find myself in the mirror
u break my heart, i cant take this anymore
baby can you save me from this bad dream?
baby can you save me from the abyss?

lick:
i been so scared
theres a goblin in my closet
im jus paranoid
all the drugs i been off it
i can n0t stop omg im feeling nauseous
its all that i know 
oh
im staring at my phone
feelng so alone

echi:
i really dont know what to tell u 
i just wanna be here with u 
realized it should be with u
realized it should be with u

felt alone in the dark i just wanted ur heart
didnt take too long for u to scare ur heart
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now

class_shift:
im still falling down 
from the nest that i 
green fields and blue skies

i think im still holding on
even though you were gone

it's a dome we're part of it
before you're gone

kinji:
n i built it all, now i wanna end it all
i turned nothing into something
but im still feeling empty
omg everyday shit omg i can not breath 

idk whats wrong with me today
im ready to meet my fate
n im sorry for the other day
its not my fault i know im not okay

wistual:
but im not okay 
 
i just want you to stay

i just hope that one day 

you be in my arms
hold you tight
everything is okay okay

please dont away

things dont go my way

i just that you find love 
leave me in the dark 
i will be okay

before you're gone ft. remilia, noya cl, lick, echi, class_shift, kinji, wistual (remilia x jrova)

Note 1: this song i made for someone <3
Note 2: the lyrics is akward but... yeah :D

lyrics:

I'm getting high
when i need sometime
i just got you
i need some time

play with you round a round
be with you round a round

i just like you
in the night i hope i can be with you
no shame no lie
i will bring our love to the sky

i just wanna know
how hard could that be when i love you
I'm so confused
afraid to got rejected by you

i just only need somebody
i just wanna live with lighty
can you give a better light
to my life when i live with you lighty

(with you lighty ×4)

Lighty (K4nji)

https://soundcloud.com/jacynyte
https://open.spotify.com/track/0SprF1IIU7TX7nvnqp8YY6?si=900b1b73070046a2
https://youtu.be/Q4fehQQOOjA
yayaaa
<33

prod me :]]

[me]
anxiety is kilin me
dont talk to me dont help me live
reality is confusing
dont wanna be a burden to you
dont get me wrong i always loved u
ill tell u rn n u know it's tru
n im lost right know thinkin about u
but ik im not perfect for u

n im not perfect 4 u
n i thought tht u already knew
with u around all i think is happy things
but idk why i always hurt u so bad

oh i tried my best to keep u safe
n i tried to bring us to a happy place
there's smthing wrong with me and i cant change
always fail to keep u safe, i wish im dead
tried to go high, but i keep fallin 
and now im sad without you just wanna cry
oh please let me out of this ghost town
oh im done with this life i just want to end it all 
i just want to end it all
but i cant end it all
cause all i have, is for you, to you
and my heart, is for you, to you

[jacy]
im not perfect 4 u but know im still here
worthless undeservin on the surface
but whats it feel like on the inside 
would it be different if i been right
and ive been up for like six nights
im not this or that or yours or this type
bring me way back or more or thats fine
im just another lost cause to find
forgot what you told me
dont be surprised 
if i leave ill be fine
youre meant 4 me but im not meant 4 u
maybe i should give up
do u get the message just know
i wont be confessing cause...

for you, to you

for you, to you w/ jacy nyte

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 3 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

(Break my bones 5×)

Just tell me what u want, girl
Tell me what u need, girl
I can't take this anymore
Girl, my heart feels so sore

I don't wanna be alone
I always stay at my home
No one's calling on my phone
Sticks and stones may break my bones
Yeah

Remilia:


yeah, and i can't let you down
the words i said, they have not been found
take your thoughts and put them in the ground
take my words and spread them all around

i dont wanna fight, everyday of my life
if it's fun to you, they you'll run out of time
everyday is fine, until you remind
me of the times, when our stars aligned

Break My Bones ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

//loserboi

prod. qiio
https://instagram.com/1toqiio

art by dhevin
https://instagram.com/gyroxtry_

lyrics
[qiio]
stay with me for a while
here with me by my side

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

i dont want you go
i dont want you leave
you are all i need
i want you believe

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

rasa ini, takan pernah berhenti
sakit ini, slalu ku pendam sendiri
hanya kamu (hanya kamu)
cuma kamu yang bisa mengobati

Need U RN

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

certified josua type beat

with https://soundcloud.com/noyaclarissa https://soundcloud.com/phxlxppp & https://soundcloud.com/xora09

eng x idn x jpn

(me)
ill admit it im a little jealous of u
when i see u two together, u look so good
i rlly wanna be w you but i dont want to
ruin your story that's being written

and i confessed b4 tht i wnt u
i told u b4 that i wnt u
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)
sometimes i feel like i hate myself cuz im full of myself
oh my god..
but i wnt you
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)

(noya)
malam itu
(that night)
ku melihat dia sedang asik bersamamu
(i saw him spending time with you)
satu sisi aku sedih saat aku tahu
(i was sad when i saw that moment)
kamu tak tertarik denganku
(and the fact that youre not into me)
tapi kau tahu? ku bahagia saat melihat senyumanmu
(but u know what? im happy when i see you smile)

ku tak peduli walau aku harus
(i dont care even if i have to sacrifice myself)
berkorban demi dirimu, sayangku
(just for you)
namun ingatlah saja bahwa aku,
(but please dont forget that i)
mau kamu :)
(still want you)

(philip)
here we go again, 
i thought we were more than friends,
guess it's time for me to let you go, 
go away with him,

i find it hard to believe you don't,
want to make amends,
you think that you're not so good for me,
but you're good for him,

i said,
baby, i be losing my mind,
going mental,
you're taking, everything i once thought,
was essential,
breaking, everything we had,
was incidental,
you're making, my heart fall apart,
from the middle,

(xora)
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
君の事、大好きだよ
Really loved you
これかも幸せでいてね
Hope u have a great life

今までの時間ありがとう
Thank you for the time that u gave me
君の事が忘れないよ
Cant forget about u
ほんの少しだけ,君に愛されたかったよ
I wanted to be loved by u just a little

cheers2u w/ noya phxlxp & xora

i cant.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3FYNpN6djd6SrR79qzRs3U?si=t5AQa0KJR0ybJlqkH_SISg

lyrics video on youtube: https://youtu.be/kLdpn2YnAhk

Prod. @kuusune7

lyrics (wit translation to english):

Bangun di pagi hari
(wake up in the morning)
Ku persiapkan diri
(i prepare myself)
Tuk bertemu denganmu hari ini
(to meet u today)

Namun ku ingat lagi
(but i remember)
Kejadian kemarin
(the things that happened yesterday)
Air mata mengalir, Ku sakit hati
(my tears flowed, my heart hurts)

T-t-tak bisa
(i cant)
Kupaksa pun tak bisa
(even if I force it, I can't)
Walau aku mencoba
(even if i try it)
Kau tetap tak menganggapnya
(u never think about it)

T-tak bisa
(i cant)
Aku tetap tak bisa
(i still cant)
Kamu memilih dia
(u chose her)
Pada akhirnya aku kalahhhhhh
(at the end, im the one who lost)

Aku mencoba 'tuk melupakannnnn
(ive try to forget)
Semua kenangan indah kita :(
(all the good memories)

Tak bisa
(but i cant)
Semuanya tak bisa
(everything's not working)
Karena pada akhirnya
(cuz at the end)
Aku tetap 'kan dilupakan ...
(i'll still be forgetten)

Wajahmu, ku melihatnya setiap hari
(ur face, i saw it everyday)
Bertemu di sekolah setiap hari
(i meet u at school everyday)

Namun saat itu ku lihat
(but at that time i saw u)
Kau berbincang dengannya
(talking to her)
Saat pulang di belakang sekolah
(in the garden behind the school)

Ah ... Andai saja aku menjadi dirinya
(ah ... if only i were her)
Ah ... Andai saja dia tak pernah terlahir ke dunia
(ah ... if only she had never been born into the world)

Aku Tak Bisa (Prod. kuusune7)

16 | She/Her

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@scarletdevils
@tsunamiwaves
@01wintrrs

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