EXIST TO LOVE SOMEONE BUT NOT TO BE LOVED

Hyperpop

@omfglick
@noyaclarissa
@remiliaxd
@wistual

mystery ft. lick, noya clarissa, remilia, wistual (remilia)

w/ @remiliaxd :u

Note: special song cause this the first my song that i prod :u

Thankful

Rinne:
scape our world
glowing skies
during midnight

shining stars 
shine so bright
draw out our timeline

share our thoughts
share our fears
on my knee hoping it's fine

bless this world
hold my heart
then i realize

where'd the time go
baby you're my angel
caught up in this moment
no regrets, you make my mind slow

break down all these feelings
blurry thoughts, it's not a drill, no
you show me your light
and i show you that i am thankful

Noya:
Lost Control

I dont need a fail, but i need a goal
I dont care what she think, and i dont care what she told

Telling me to leave, i should tell you that im close
I dont remember her name again

Rinne:
and at the times you were down
i was there for you
even though i started this whole mess
i never wanted to

i wish i had known that we're the same
i figured that i knew
taking meds just like im sonozaki
just to feel for you

Noya:
And everyday has been a mess
When i think 'bout you
Try so many times
But i always dont know what to do

Everybody like that im alone
I know we cant get along
And this feelings will never done
I just wanna be the one

Never wanted let you down
Get you down
Im grateful
Im thankful

Thankful w/ Remilia

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

? w/red uzi

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

xiaomi 📱 ft noya clarissa

Written By : Skesh x Loch
Mixing & Mastering By : NG TY VERY MUCH!!!
Prod By : warheart / @ripwarheart / wintfye

Follow at :
Instagram - @skeshbtw / @loch_sa / @ananggasd
Soundcloud - @skeshbtw / @lochwastaken

tell me mira!!!

Lyrics :

(Loch)

tell me
baby tell me that you love me
cuz im
waiting
waiting for you to answer my shoot
cuz i just want you and i know that you
you love me
you cant lie to me

(skesh)

baby i miss u i wont lie
i cant see the fucking light
when youre not by my side
i dont feel that im alive

and now im here just waiting for you
tell me that all the words that u said is all true
cause i cant believe when u said "i love you" (girl i love u too)

i gave u all my heart girl
i gave u all my love now
baby dont u cry, no
youre not alone now

tell me anything if u want (yeah)
ill buy everything if u want (yeah)

i gave u all my heart girl
i gave u all my love now
baby dont u cry, no
youre not alone now

tell me that u really love me (yeah)
cause youre everything to me (yeah)

(Loch)

woaahhh uwoahhh
dont have to hide it no more
your feeling to me
just say the word right now

cuz i really really love you
want you stay right by my side
you been with me for so long

baby stay right here
dont leave me alone

(flying moment)

baby, what you waiting for
you don't have to wait this long anymore
there's nothing to worry about
like i said

IM ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE!!!!

tell me
baby tell me that you love me
cuz im
waiting
waiting for you to answer my shoot
cuz I just want you and i know that you
you love me
you cant lie to me

Tell Me! w/Skesh ( p. warheart x wintfye )

Hi..

yt mv : https://youtu.be/Mou5jj8Z0vg

prod me.

@noyaclarissa

lyrics :

hey, inikah yang kau mau?
(hey, is this what u want?)
kau tinggalkanku
(u leave me alone)
merelakan diriku pergi tanpa kamu
(u let myself go without u)

kau lukai diriku
(u hurt me)
kau membenci diriku
(u hate me)
ku seperti burung, terbang tanpa arah nan jauh 
(im just like a bird, flying without knowing where else to go)

pada hari itu
(at that day)
ku bermaksud menemuimu
(i was going to meet u)
namun aku melihat gadis lain sedang bersamamu
(but I see another girl is with u)

aku tak tahu..
(i dont know..)
apa aku harus meninggalkan kamu
(should i just let u go?)

Noya clarissa - Inikah Yang Kau Mau (Arisu)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

Prod by : Seyren & Arisu
Artist : Noya Clarissa

saat ini aku ada dikamarku
merenungkan dirimu
dan berharap dirimu

'kan menyayangi aku
perhatikan diriku
namun semua itu hanya khayalan
aku hanya berharap

sesuatu yang tak mungkin
mengharapkan cintanya itu semua sia sia

kuberikan semua yang kau inginkan
tapi ku disalahkan
sebenarnya apa yang kamu mau?
tolong britahu aku

i dont know what to do
caught up in a loop, now im feeling blue
like a broken tool
hoping for a chance, but im just a fool

akulah yang disalahkan
hatiku hancur terluka
dalam keputusasaan
dan dalam kehampaan

Noya Clarissa - Khayalan (seyren & arisu)

Produce and Mastering by @ronnie-setiadi
Mixing and Lyrics by @noyaclarissa

*If you're looking for the best, I'm not the one :)*

Lyrics:

ku tak mau sendirian
(I don't want to be alone)
ku tak mau kau pergi meninggalkanku
(I don't want you to leave me)
padahal kamu tahu
(even though you know)

kalau ku suka kamu
(that i like you)
kalau ku cinta kamu
(that i love you)
tapi kamu malah panggil dia "sayang"
(but instead, you call her "babe")

pikirkanlah diriku
(think about me)
jangan sakiti aku
(don't hurt me)
kita berdua janji kan untuk terus bersama
(we both promised to stay together, right?)

ini bukan salahmu
(this is not your fault)
bukan juga salahku
(nor my fault)
mereka bilang tuhan akan memilihkan orang yang terbaik untuk dirimu
(they say God will choose the best person for you)

ingatkah waktu itu
(remember that time)
kamu bilang kepadaku
(you told me)
agar kamu selalu
(so that you always)
menjaga perasaanku
(take care of my feelings)

tapi apa yang kamu
(but what are you)
t'lah lakukan kepadaku
(have done to me)
jujur ku tak tahu
(I honestly don't know)
kenapa kau malah begitu...
(why are you even like that...)

kau mau yang baik hati?
(are you looking for someone who kind?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kau mau yang perhatian?
(are you looking for someone who cares?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kau mau yang tidak cengeng?
(are you looking for someone who isn't a crybaby?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kamu mau yang terbaik?
(are you looking for the best person?)
jangan pilih diriku.
(don't choose me.)

ありがとうございます！

Jangan Pilih Diriku (Prod. Ron)

ALL OUT ft. ST. DARKZ

18 | She/Her

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@scarletdevils
@tsunamiwaves
@01wintrrs

treat u like a lover, treat me like a loser

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Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Noya Clarissa

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