💕 Noya Clarissa - i h8 u 💕

💕 Listen To i h8 u 💕
https://youtu.be/THiDqphpe6g

Music/Lyrics/Mix/Mastered: Noya Clarissa

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💕 AMV 💕
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💕 Prod. odece x jeremyy 💕
https://youtu.be/kP-F2t8GMEw

💕 Lyrics 💕
I dont like you, i dont wanna see you
I just wanna live this life without you
I just hate you now i dont trust you
I just wanna live this life without you

Cuz she to far above me and
I can't even reach for it
Cause i just wanna leave for it
And i just wanna get away from it

You love me? Its a lie!
You just made me want to die
You just hope this wasn't real
Huh? Thats it what you feel
I cant believe
Everything you said is a lie
Want to give me one more chance? Oh c'mon!

#Hyperpop #Noya #Glitchcore

I h8 u (Odece x Jeremyy)

lyrics:

i just wanna feel that uh
i just wanna leave that uh
i just wanna be with you so i know what you gonna do

i said pls dont let me go
i just cant live without you
i just want you by my side so i wont be a broken tool

broken tool, i just wanna speak up with you only too
only too, i know you love me cuz im a lonely too
its that true? hold me close so i wont be a broken tool
broken tool, i just live this life happy with procedur <3

I Like u a Lot (Johnnyfriend)

Prod. @astralproperties

hehe <333

Lyrics:
7 books in my bag
Never wanted get it back
Thinking bout u in my head
Want to leave me? Go ahead

Like you hate you, close enough
Like you hate you, thats enough
Thats enough
That that that that that that thats enough

Feels so bad
The pain u gave me, that feels so bad
Really miss u, feels so bad
Really want u, feels so sad

Runaway
Thinking bout u everyday
Never ever feel alone
But now im alone

New game? No, its a new shame
Someday its just i cant even remember my own name
All memories in my mind, its just gone and disappears
uh.. Honestly, i dont know why it disappeared

Haha hahahaha hahahahahahahaha~~~

Disappear (Astral)

w/ @remiliaxd :u

Note: special song cause this the first my song that i prod :u

Thankful

Rinne:
scape our world
glowing skies
during midnight

shining stars 
shine so bright
draw out our timeline

share our thoughts
share our fears
on my knee hoping it's fine

bless this world
hold my heart
then i realize

where'd the time go
baby you're my angel
caught up in this moment
no regrets, you make my mind slow

break down all these feelings
blurry thoughts, it's not a drill, no
you show me your light
and i show you that i am thankful

Noya:
Lost Control

I dont need a fail, but i need a goal
I dont care what she think, and i dont care what she told

Telling me to leave, i should tell you that im close
I dont remember her name again

Rinne:
and at the times you were down
i was there for you
even though i started this whole mess
i never wanted to

i wish i had known that we're the same
i figured that i knew
taking meds just like im sonozaki
just to feel for you

Noya:
And everyday has been a mess
When i think 'bout you
Try so many times
But i always dont know what to do

Everybody like that im alone
I know we cant get along
And this feelings will never done
I just wanna be the one

Never wanted let you down
Get you down
Im grateful
Im thankful

Thankful w/ Remilia

@wistual

Out on Spotify now :D
https://open.spotify.com/track/2hBhkqp4QYlUBcgdcQa6H5?si=5Is64bvSSKS7ha_TXHCDHA&utm_source=copy-link

Note: today its my birthday, now im officialy 15 :u

Lyrics

Noya:
Everybody like that im aloneee
I must to get a new one and now calling on my phoneee
Now i pop some first to feel at homee
Im so rich, but im sad, i let everybody know

Wistual:
she calling my phone
but she dont want me 
im felling so lonely 
my heart is her toy nah 
i know what she wants really

all the these racks and 
she hold me tight
she want all these bags 
man my minds not right  

im wit noya
and she said she dont like you 
break her heart again 
thats your bad dude
wit the money that we gained 
we dont have to 
play your games
say good bye ooh


Alone w/ Wistual (lileffort) *OUT ON SPOTIFY!!

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

:D

lyrics:

I fucked up
I cant see anything, turn the light yea
Luck up, bitch im on the edge, im not alright yea
I cant move anything yea i cant change anything
I might stop all my crying, but girl i cant feel a thing

But girl i cant feel a thing
Yea but girl i cant feel a thing
I-i-i cant feel a thing
I-i-i cant feel a thing

So fuck you
I hope you forget about this day yea
I hope you can feel about this pain, just go to hell yea
I waste all my time, all my money, just care about ya
But now i finally know that you a fake, and i dont care yea (2x)

"sorry i missed your call"
Nah, you missed all my call
Yea you said in the mall
But i dont care at all

Girl i-i-i know you're lying
So please dont say anything..

So please dont say anything
Yea so please dont say anything
So please dont say anything
So please dont say anything

So fuck you
I hope you forget about this day yea
I hope you can feel about this pain, just go to hell yea
I waste all my time, all my money, just care about ya
But now i finally know that you a fake, and i dont care yea (2x)

I Dont Care (Johnnyfriend)

@josuanatanaelll
@remiliaxd

note: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Art by me btw <3

Lyrics:
Noya:

i just wnna breath
but i dont wnna live
want 2 give u hug but u kiss my friend
(give u hug but u kiss my friend)

i cant see the world
cuz my eyes was closed
and i start crying and screaming, telling you "where's my mind"

Jnz:

I cant go on with my life
seeing you with him is the last thing i wanna see
doesnt matter what you do 
doesnt matter what you choose
i just cant just cant hate you

then i think to myself everynight
will u still think of me if i die
cause i know that u still want me
u just act like u hate me so i can make the first move

*Hook

Remilia:

and i don't know
where my mind is at, i'm starting to lose control  
stole his heart and leaving mine
it hurts its painful
i don't want to see your face because it is painful
baby it is shameful

but was your love true
i had feelings for you
i don't know what to do
it hurts whenever i think of you

*Hook

Kiara ft. Jnz, Remilia (lileffort)

Note 1: this song i made for someone <3
Note 2: the lyrics is akward but... yeah :D

lyrics:

I'm getting high
when i need sometime
i just got you
i need some time

play with you round a round
be with you round a round

i just like you
in the night i hope i can be with you
no shame no lie
i will bring our love to the sky

i just wanna know
how hard could that be when i love you
I'm so confused
afraid to got rejected by you

i just only need somebody
i just wanna live with lighty
can you give a better light
to my life when i live with you lighty

(with you lighty ×4)

Lighty (K4nji)

note: I'm gonna drop ep in December :D, hopefully it's done at December
note 2: saranghae is god

lyrics
saranghae:

*He just freestyle it XD, he is a pro

noya:

I've been losing all my mind
I hope everything's alright
U only care about urself
U only care about urself

I've been losing all my mind
I hope everything's alright
U only care about urself
But not a-a-a-a

I feel like I'm doing right
But someone still think that I'm not fucking right
still not fucking right
I think it would be better if I just died

always wrong ft. Saranghae

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 3 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

(Break my bones 5×)

Just tell me what u want, girl
Tell me what u need, girl
I can't take this anymore
Girl, my heart feels so sore

I don't wanna be alone
I always stay at my home
No one's calling on my phone
Sticks and stones may break my bones
Yeah

Remilia:


yeah, and i can't let you down
the words i said, they have not been found
take your thoughts and put them in the ground
take my words and spread them all around

i dont wanna fight, everyday of my life
if it's fun to you, they you'll run out of time
everyday is fine, until you remind
me of the times, when our stars aligned

Break My Bones ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 2 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

In the night I'm always cry
In the morn I want to die
Have a knife stuck on my body
Heal the pain, no I can't heal that

U just wanna see me die
Just wait until I die
Hoping for me to die
Laughing and smile when I die :)

It's not fantasy, it's a reality
And I suffocate, hope I will die peacefully

Remilia:

moving on
singing songs towards the dawn
take care
I'm aware that you're gone

and I know
that you want me all alone
oooooh
why'd you even call my phone

and I know, it was wrong
what'd I do, sing along
all the things you said were true
but I've been hurt for too long

and I knooow 
it  was  over
cause all I wanted was something I could've shown her

I Just Want To Die ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 1 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

So stay with me
Yeah I know all I see it's just a fantasy
All I wanted is a love, only u and me
Holding hands together just like in the movie

I love you

Everything that I wanted is you so gave it back to me
Just count a number yea like one two three
I'll stay awake at night, drink a coffee
Fantasize, all I want is only u and me

Remilia:

you and i
in this life, can we handle it
don't care what it takes, can u handle it?

fantasize, crystallize
our hearts are frozen still
looking down, can we make it?

break inside of you
and break inside of your heart
looking back in time
why'd we fall apart

idk where to go
why are we still alone
the thought of u makes me anxious

ooooooh
i tried to face it
you tell me all your lies
i cant forget
you tell me face my problems 
i cant face it

Stay With Me ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

i cant.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3FYNpN6djd6SrR79qzRs3U?si=t5AQa0KJR0ybJlqkH_SISg

lyrics video on youtube: https://youtu.be/kLdpn2YnAhk

Prod. @kuusune7

lyrics (wit translation to english):

Bangun di pagi hari
(wake up in the morning)
Ku persiapkan diri
(i prepare myself)
Tuk bertemu denganmu hari ini
(to meet u today)

Namun ku ingat lagi
(but i remember)
Kejadian kemarin
(the things that happened yesterday)
Air mata mengalir, Ku sakit hati
(my tears flowed, my heart hurts)

T-t-tak bisa
(i cant)
Kupaksa pun tak bisa
(even if I force it, I can't)
Walau aku mencoba
(even if i try it)
Kau tetap tak menganggapnya
(u never think about it)

T-tak bisa
(i cant)
Aku tetap tak bisa
(i still cant)
Kamu memilih dia
(u chose her)
Pada akhirnya aku kalahhhhhh
(at the end, im the one who lost)

Aku mencoba 'tuk melupakannnnn
(ive try to forget)
Semua kenangan indah kita :(
(all the good memories)

Tak bisa
(but i cant)
Semuanya tak bisa
(everything's not working)
Karena pada akhirnya
(cuz at the end)
Aku tetap 'kan dilupakan ...
(i'll still be forgetten)

Wajahmu, ku melihatnya setiap hari
(ur face, i saw it everyday)
Bertemu di sekolah setiap hari
(i meet u at school everyday)

Namun saat itu ku lihat
(but at that time i saw u)
Kau berbincang dengannya
(talking to her)
Saat pulang di belakang sekolah
(in the garden behind the school)

Ah ... Andai saja aku menjadi dirinya
(ah ... if only i were her)
Ah ... Andai saja dia tak pernah terlahir ke dunia
(ah ... if only she had never been born into the world)

Aku Tak Bisa (Prod. kuusune7)

At least u're happy :)

Thanks to everyone who helped me in this project.

Prod:
@txqiio
@prodarisu

with my friends:
@josuanatanaell
@lilcometboi

lyrics:

[Pre Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Terakhir ku lihat
Kau bersama dengannya
Saat kau bilang kau sendirian
Aku menangis di tengah malam
Ku menangis di tengah malam

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

[Verse 1: Josua Natanael]
Antara kamu dan dia
Kamu melupakan kita
Di pojok kamar ku menangis
Aku merasa sendirian
Saat kulihat kamu bersamanya berduaan di sekolah
Gak bohong itu sakit
Namun tak ada yang bisa kulakukan

Jadi ku lupakan saja
Semua cerita kita
Ku lupakan semuanya
Supaya bisa hidup tenang

Aku mau pergi saja
Menjauh dari kalian
Dari kalian...
Oh, oh

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

[Verse 2: suisei]
Jangan panggil aku "baby"
Kalau kau mau bohong
Tak bisa begini
Cause the truth is I don't wanna leave you alonе
Aku udah tahu
Mengapa aku masih tak bisa
Lupakan semua kenangan yang tak sеmuanya indah

But I get right back to it in the morning
Your beck and call when it's raining and pouring
Lots of emotions I'm not showing
I hide it all cuz boywontcry

Tolong jangan kasih ku alasan
Dia beri yang kau butuhkan

Cukup kasih tahu yang sebenarnya
Don't wanna be stuck in the middle of it all

[Chorus: Noya Clarissa]
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia
Kupikir lupakan saja...
Sayang, lupakan saja...
Ku tahu aku yang salah
Walau sebenernya tidak

Kubiarkan kau dengannya
Asalkan kamu bahagia
Dulu kita bercerita
Sekarang hanya cerita
Antara kamu dan dia

Asal Kamu Bahagia w/ josua natanael, suisei (Prod. arisu, txqiio)

Happy Birthday to Myself! i'm very excited 'cause i finally get my laptop and my phone back.

i know i've been missing for quite sometimes, it's life after all so i need to get things done first :)

but i'll comeback soon, i promise.

producer in the clip:
@prodarisu
@txqiio
@xora09
@kuusune7

List:
Noya Clarissa - Aku Tak Bermaksud (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Fucked Up (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Salahkah Aku Terlalu Cinta (I lost the project)
Noya Clarissa - Don't Stop (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Mau Kau Cintaiku (Unreleased and it's still demo)
Noya Clarissa - Janganlah Kau Membenciku (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Lelah (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Berbuatlah Semaumu (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Karena Aku Cinta Kamu (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Apapun Yang Kau Mau (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Ingin Kamu (Unreleased and it's a vocaloid!)
Noya Clarissa - RATATATATA XD (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Jangan Berbohong (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Tak Rela (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Kau Tak Percaya (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Mungkin Aku Yang Salah (Unreleased)

thank you for always remembering me.

BIRTHDAY CLIP!!! I'M OFFICIALLY 18 NOW :D THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS REMEMBERING ME!!!

Produce and Mastering by @ronnie-setiadi
Mixing and Lyrics by @noyaclarissa

*If you're looking for the best, I'm not the one :)*

Lyrics:

ku tak mau sendirian
(I don't want to be alone)
ku tak mau kau pergi meninggalkanku
(I don't want you to leave me)
padahal kamu tahu
(even though you know)

kalau ku suka kamu
(that i like you)
kalau ku cinta kamu
(that i love you)
tapi kamu malah panggil dia "sayang"
(but instead, you call her "babe")

pikirkanlah diriku
(think about me)
jangan sakiti aku
(don't hurt me)
kita berdua janji kan untuk terus bersama
(we both promised to stay together, right?)

ini bukan salahmu
(this is not your fault)
bukan juga salahku
(nor my fault)
mereka bilang tuhan akan memilihkan orang yang terbaik untuk dirimu
(they say God will choose the best person for you)

ingatkah waktu itu
(remember that time)
kamu bilang kepadaku
(you told me)
agar kamu selalu
(so that you always)
menjaga perasaanku
(take care of my feelings)

tapi apa yang kamu
(but what are you)
t'lah lakukan kepadaku
(have done to me)
jujur ku tak tahu
(I honestly don't know)
kenapa kau malah begitu...
(why are you even like that...)

kau mau yang baik hati?
(are you looking for someone who kind?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kau mau yang perhatian?
(are you looking for someone who cares?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kau mau yang tidak cengeng?
(are you looking for someone who isn't a crybaby?)
jangan pilih diriku!
(don't choose me!)
kamu mau yang terbaik?
(are you looking for the best person?)
jangan pilih diriku.
(don't choose me.)

ありがとうございます！

Jangan Pilih Diriku (Prod. Ron)

18 | She/Her

@1aprilshowers
@scarletdevils
@tsunamiwaves
@01wintrrs

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