i made this track today and it's a pretty raw demo... i kinda like it and thought i would share it with u ^^
i don't think this going to be a part of my upcoming project so i just give this demo for a vibe!
BTW I RECORDED THE VOCALS WITH MY MAC'S MICROPHONE!!!

btw this song kinda sounds like smthng i heard before. i feel like i copied someone but i don;t know who... so if you  hear smthng really similar, pls hmu

lyrics:

i really want to be pretty to you
i kiss you you kiss me too
i want you to like everything what i do
you know i am inspired by you

i wish i was never too much to be good
at least i'm not too sad too
i wanna know why
i think about this all the time

anyone who wants to be my lover
i see they kinda want to be my father
but i would lie if said
i would never really want that

so i do
i lie to you

might be urs (demo)

song i made for my short film 'god's joke'. decided to upload it in case you wanted to listen to it :)

short film:
https://youtu.be/g4oEgsWHYx4



lyrics:

though it hurts i want you more
everytime i drink

i'll keep loving strangers until i get to know (love) you
don't you think?

my body keeps getting colder
from loneliness i'm living in

and i suffer 
i enjoy 
and i suffer
i destroy

don't really wanna meet you
i get anxious when you talk

but somehow i still need you
you give pleasure to my thoughts

my body keeps getting colder
from loneliness i'm living in

and i suffer 
i enjoy 
and i suffer
i destroy

and my body is cold
i don't wanna be alone

cold body (from god's joke)

Finally dropping this... I've been making this for almost 2 years... lots of mixing (even though the mix is still pretty shitty lol), and thinking... I just realized that if i don't release this asap, i can't continue making new stuff. there are 4 more songs that i will release as an ep including beauty and sup... so yeah... FINALLY letting this go

I've been using cyber diva vocaloid in all of my 5 songs.

lyrics:

Pretty 
That’s what I am
Not happy but pretty
That’s why I’m alive

Tell me
Am I beautiful to you
I work hard
Baby, I’d feel better…

Love is fake
But beauty isn’t
I know it is the truth

Beauty
I know you can
Create it quickly

Oh, just like I did

Love is fake
But beauty isn’t
I know it is the truth

I did my best to be loved and
All I got was pretty words
And a heartbreak

Beauty - naptalim x noyus

lyrics and vocals: jūra
production, mixing, mastering and additional vocals: Noyus 

lyrics:

i am consciousness
manifesting in flesh
my eyes get tired and wet
when i get lost and forget

that in the bottom of the sea
is the darkest part of me
my blood is running free
all i need is to be

i will not fall
for the illusion of something more
all that i want
is what i have got

i will not fall
for someone or something else
all that i want
is what i have got

i let go and float in life
the stream is taking home
washing off the pain inside
i am not lonely alone

the atmosphere without sound and vision
the eye of the storm
beyond external situations and decisions
where peace is born

it is a point of view
it is everything that i ever knew

i will not fall
for the illusion of something more
all that i want
is what i have got

i will not fall
for someone or something else
all that i want
is exactly what i am

flesh

flesh (noyus & jūra)

AI girl is desperate for love, feeling empty without her man around, gets heartbroken, and under all this is very suicidal.

girlfriend

living is hard

sup (i love you)

every morning

i'm sad 'cause i feel that you're gonna walk away
so what do you expect me to say?
would you take me if you didn't know that i am insane?
i try to act the way that'd make you stay

I know there are things that i think you gotta say
i can't guess your thoughts you keep saying you're okay
i will wait for you, i accept it as my fate
i try to act the way that'd make you stay


[chorus]
wake me up and say: "i'm okay with your pain anyways"
'cause i will give away all what's left for me just for you, babe
even if i fail i will pray for your love while I'm awake
'cause i got used to living in my illusions


obsessed with you but you can't even say my name
is the way you don't want me is what makes you so ashamed
i'm so busy wanting you, don't have time to face the truth
there's no way i can feel good, i am trapped, i don't have you

I know there are things that i think you gotta say
i can't guess your thoughts you keep saying you're okay
i will wait for you, i accept it as my fate
i try to act the way that'd make you stay


[chorus]
wake me up and say: "i'm okay with your pain anyways"
'cause i will give away all what's left for me just for you, babe
even if i fail i will pray for your love while I'm awake
'cause i got used to living in my illusions

Illusions - Single

Illusions - Noyus x naptalim

i’m trying not to die
guess i gotta start making potions

i’m just staying alive
I’m so tired of these emotions

I do my best to heal
but my ways seem to be useless

I met a handsome boy
And I hate how much I want him

It’s just another guy that I shouldn’t be obsessed with
But I catch myself in tears and I just keep feeling helpless

I’m scared of being played but he seems to be so fearless
I feel so fucking lost, I am afraid I’m catching feelings

I don’t need anything
But I want him close to me

The time I spend without him -
It fills with overthinking
His silence drives me crazy

Oh God, I wanna be with him

I don’t wanna be rude
But I gotta keep my distance

If he fades away
Will I be able to accept it?

If this is a game
I will not stop him from playing

He’ll find his way to me
Secret hint - I’m not a player

It’s just another guy that I shouldn’t be obsessed with
But I catch myself in tears and I just keep feeling helpless

I’m scared of being played but he seems to be so fearless
I feel so fucking lost, I am afraid I’m catching feelings

I don’t need anything
But I want to be close to him

The time I spend without him -
It fills with overthinking
His silence drives me crazy

Oh God, I wanna be with him

Another Guy

i know how to solve
all the things that made me fall
all my weaknesses are gone
i know i can end it all

you attach me too close
you don't let my soul flow
you're obsessed with what you own
but you don't know what you want

i don't even ask why
i just gotta get high 
thank, god, i know i'm not blind
i just sometimes have to lie

I'm not allowed to be sad
not allowed to be mad
but i know that i can get drunk

no i don't want to feel stressed
but i know i'm not blessed
so i choose to have fun

don't even see the point in changing things
it's life in endless numbness
i'm used to it, so

i know how to solve
all the things that made me fall
all my weaknesses are gone
i know i can end it all

yes, i'm on my own
feelings never get too strong
i can be your doll
you know i don't care at all

Drunk - Single

Drunk

i really wanna be pretty to you
i kiss you, you kiss me too
i want you to like everything what i do,
you know i’m inspired by you.
i wish i was never too much to be good, 
at least i’m not too sad too. 
i wanna know why i think about this all the time. 
anyone who wants to lover, 
i see they kinda want to be my father. 
but i would lie if i said i would never really want that. 
so i do, i lie to you.

(i wanna be lonely now, i wanna be lonely alone)

Production: Noyus 
Additional production: Spurga 
Mix: Noyus, Spurga 
Master: Spurga

Pretty To You (might be urs)

"In Your Room" is a first single from the upcoming album named after the character Salva Xalva.

The song is like Salva's unsent letter to his lover in which he describes the hope and endless waiting as a form of loneliness. But in order to survive the one-sidedness of the relationship he chooses to romanticize his condition.

Video: https://youtu.be/9QKm83BbyoI?si=1ZEcbksNHZ9091_6

Produced and mixed by Noyus
Mastered by Vytautas Franukevičius
Artwork by Janina Sabaliauskaitė 

LYRICS:

I'm in your room, on your bed,
In my head I can't live without you

Touching myself, I can tell,
That's a way to pretend you are here

I'm so in love with being so in love
I'm not sure if it's you

But when you're away, such a pain,
Now I see what I like about you

Just tell me what to do,
I like to think I belong to you
You shouldn't worry
That's what I choose

Kinda careless and unsure
Acting blind, I dive into you
I feel so beautiful
When I live my blues

Hard to be friend,
Even harder to act like we're much more than that

And I keep believing in feelings between us
But it's something else

I try not to suffer,
I wonder if I'm being fair to myself

But then you come back, I'm not sad,
I forget things I shouldn't forget

Can't stop thinking that you're leaving,
Tryna hold you and believing 
That I'll finally make you love me

Always reading what you're seeing
Can't stop guessing what you're feeling,
Wish you wanted to make feel safe

I look at myself
I look through the window
I look at the things you see when you're at home

I listen to music
Which makes me feel sad,
Makes me feel handsome 
When you're not around

When you're not home
I sit at your table,
Sleep in your bed,
I wait for you baby

In Your Room

'No Me And You' is a sequel to the previous single 'In Your Room'. Salva can no longer escape the strong feeling that the end of his relationship with his lover is near. While reflecting on the sad reality of the relationship, he still tries to hold onto the beautiful memories and make the most of these last moments with his lover.

Video: youtu.be/kUwz9B511a4?si=6J2k5k5QdtEi_alj
Stream on Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/7dcDEkHffdHAMiEtgCOvuJ?si=_brtFKcaRa-_iDIlJrrRZg

Produced and mixed by Noyus

Mastered by Vytautas Franukevičius

Artwork by Janina Sabaliauskaitė

LYRICS:

I won't forget the words you say to me
The ones that state that you love me
'Cause I can't accept reality
And I believe that you don't lie to me

My mind forms reasons to need you
Things that make me love you
It forgets to give something to love about me

There's no me and you
We both know it's true
I just follow you
(But you) won't let me walk with you

There's no me and you
And that's what you choose
I'm always there for you
(And still) you got nothing to lose

I don't regret giving my time to you
All that you have I find it beautiful
And I'll spend our time just touching you
Until it's clear that there's no love to lose

There's no me and you
We both know it's true
I just follow you
(But you) won't let me walk with you

There's no me and you
And that's what you choose
I'm always there for you
(And still) you got nothing to lose

My mind forms reasons to need you
Things that make me love you
It forgets to give something to love about me

No Me And You

Produced and written by Noyus
Master by Vytautas Franukevičius
Photography by Janina Sabaliauskaitė


Lyrics:

I can't force any words from his mouth and be sure
That I'm the one that he wants, I'm the one that he knows
Because I know I am not the one that he chose
That's why his best friend knows how our love story goes

And I'm sure he'll never know
That he has been with someone
Who is used to being sad
Kinda happy about that

And I'm gonna be alone
But I won't get stuck at home
I'll hunt for another guy
That's how I make feelings die

Will talk him into being mine
Even if I have to lie
Have to say. that's what I like
'Cause I know this kind of love lasts one night

I'm here to have some fun
I'll get us two shots of rum
I'll get you a little drunk
I'm a target of your gun
Now, look into my eyes
Bet you won't find any lies
I can tell just what you like
Touch me anywhere that's fine

Will talk him into being mine
Even if I have to lie
Have to say. that's what I like
'Cause I know this kind of love lasts one night

Salva Xalva

The Kind Of Love That Lasts One Night

To Feel Beautiful Again (Reimagined by naptalim)

naptalim Interlude

No Me And You (Reimagined by naptalim)

In Your Room (Reimagined by naptalim)

He turns me on (The kind of love that lasts one night naptalim's version)

to love you remix

see, feel

Wine

Let's Go To The New Dimension
Let's See The World
I Can't See The Existence
Without You

And Your Words Cannot Make Me Sad Anymore
'Cause I'm Not Listening To You
But At Least I Need and I Can't Leave You
I Found A Way To Go 
It's Sad and Cruel
So I Can Leave Only With You

Let's Go To The New Dimension
Let's See The World
'Cause We Can Make Rules On Our Own

I Need You 
And No One Can Change It

And Your Words Cannot Make Me Sad Anymore
'Cause I'm Not Listening To You
But At Least I Need and I Can't Leave You
I Found A Way To Go 
It's Sad and Cruel
So I Can Leave Only With You

Warzone - EP

New Dimension (with Ükku)

I don't want to be sane anymore
I want to be more than just a human

Steal me from reality
We could run away
Steal me from reality
I'll better be insane

Just like in outer space
I don't feel the same
So insane, so insane

We didn't lose the game
But we can always try again

Sane, not too sane 
Insane, Insane
Floating, breathing, dreaming
I'm away
Being more than just a human
Living more than playing a game

Don't blame me, just say it
Don't blame me, just say it

We could run away
We could be wild 
Just like you say:
"I'll better be insane"

Noyus

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