Name: i scream by npobu in stream4
Duration: 42 s
Description: my fl was fucking up so thats why i uploaded it like 5 times

streamed on KC radio, but not in the same order

stream4

https://soundcloud.com/brynnmiche/i-killed-myself-in-january cover

i killed myself in january (brynn cover) [dead yami]

Pale face on a winter afternoon
sleep-deprived but I dreamt of you
I made friends with the shadows on the wall
you can win some but you lose it all

I think I'm better off alone
sinking like a stone
i don't got a breath you could take anyways
put me down below
rotting in my tomb
wearing out my bones
I'm better off alone

sweat dripping on a summer afternoon
you called up I said hey fuck you
who you think you are not so fast
you can come over and kiss my ass

Better Off Alone

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

When we younger we let the fire die
And Now weve learned to go out and hit the tides
So take your last breath one day it call comes down
Dont take the long way home they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

Im gonna this summer 
Stay home and be a bummer(x4)

Blackies (Jaded Juice Riders Cover)

you are making me feel so bad
why dont you respond to my texts
are you ignoring me or did you just forget
oh you are making me feel so bad
so bad

left me on read for 3 days then acting like nothing happened
living life without consequences
i hope one day one of the guys your fooling will snap
you deserve no sympathy
what your doing is very mean
and i dont have the patience to deal with all of this

dont ever ask me if im ok again
i wanna show a metal pipe through your fucing brain
internet fabricated personality
bpd and a bunch ofmental issues on top of it

100 ppl in your dms everyday
but ofc im the one i am different
you tell every each one ofthem
you make me sick
you dont feel no fucking shame

left me on read for 3 days then acting like nothing happened
living life without consequences
i hope one day one of the guys your fooling will snap
you deserve no sympathy
what your doing is very mean
and i dont have the patience to deal with all of this

make me feel bad

my fl was fucking up so thats why i uploaded it like 5 times

i scream

Shadow People

one of my most favorite songs

https://soundcloud.com/apriltool/egirl-spit

egirl spit (april tool cover)

Driving through the snow
Alone inside my car
Over the edge i go
You pushed me way too far

Ill never fuck a girl
Ill always be alone
I hate this stupid world
And everyone i know

oh

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

hey

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

Hey

Now my hope is gone
This world has broken me
All the days drag on too long
Im sick of being me

Just get a job you hate
Only 40 hrs a week
Then blow your brains out with a gun
Cause youll never be free

oh

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

hey

Jingle bells jingle bells
I fucking hate my life
Oh what fun it is to write
Songs about suicide

Hey

Incel Bells

My Rosaline.

i really dont like life (i need to keep this up somehow)

sorry for the reupload

my life is such a pity
my life feels so shitty
nothing is interesting
why am i even breathing

i suck at everything
had a gf but only for 3 weeks
she wanted to cheat on me
with my friend and then she blocked me

what is the point of this shit
hate school i wanna quit
but i have to get the paper
so i can be a wagie later

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

how do you keep on going
with nothing in life that makes sense
i feel so demotivated
to do anything i feel out of place

my anxiety is killing me
only when im alone i can breathe
i dont think ill ever be happy
its so over not gonna make it

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

my life is over
im an empty shell
cant let you get closure
i dont trust women

my life is over
cant you see
why waste your time
on someone like me

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

i really dont like life

i am thinking over night
why am i even alive
all i do is wasting time
in this little hell of mine

everything is my fault
i always fail everyone
no matter how much i try
oh god i wanna die

you dont ask me how i am
do i look like i am fine
i am depressed all the time (pitched higher-->) time time time time

you dont ask me how i am
do i look like im good
im always misunderstood
be someone else wish i could

so kill me its overrrrrrr

so kill me its overrrrr

theres so much more that i wanted
and theres so much love that i needed
but im going to die alone
in this fucked up cruel cold world

and i cannot fucking stand
how youve been using me
dumping negativity
and ignoring my feelings

im glad that we dont talk
go and find another one
i hope youre not feeling well
ig ill see you in hell

i dont care about a thing now
im so numb
im so done

so kill me its overrrrrrr

so kill me its overrrrr

theres so much more that i wanted
and theres so much love that i needed
but im going to die alone
in this fucked up cruel cold world

i am thinking over night
why am i even alive
all i do is wasting time
in this little hell of mine

everything is my fault
i always fail everyone
no matter how much i try
oh god i wanna die

you dont ask me how i am
do i look like i am fine
i am depressed all the time (pitched higher-->) time time time time

you dont ask me how i am
do i look like im good
im always misunderstood
be somebody else wish i could

u dont ask me how i am

vampires

npobu - watamote ed cover

HDMI - I Don't Speak To Whores (Gez cover)

mask off

be a little good boy keep your mask on
do you want to be the one that kills grandma
goddamnit you're such an asshole
now I wanna kill everybody else here
cuz you know me 
serial killer
mass murder covid spiller
keep your mask on
keep your mask on
keep your mask on

mask off

Mask Off

It feels like there all running away 
it feels like I don’t have anybody 
it feels like they all just hate me 
it feels like i am just losing my mind

Is anybody on my side anymore 
i dont think so 
why do they all hate me 
i just wish I could be with her 
but I cant 
guess that’s just how things work 
i don’t understand why u cant be with me

OOOOH
OOOOH

i'm sorry if i wasn't kinda nice
i know you feel nothing but it makes me feel ill
and i want to say
that you keep on my memories

so tell me
why you can't deal with me?
why you can't deal with
why you can't deal with me?
why you can't deal with

OOOOH

i dont understand y u cant be with me 
i wish that u liked me

i scream

npobu

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