could you post the instrumental for this?

3am incelcore and indieRock

rw egirl
rw egirl
need me some fucling rw egirl
rw egirl
rw egirl
she loves me
she makes me dinner 
 
na na na nanana na na na naa
rw egirl
na na na nanana nana na naa
rw egirl

shes so trad
shes so based
she doesnt believe what they say
shes got plenty of firearms in her basement
we will have a date
on a shooting range

im sick of all these egirls
and their politic views
idc about your pronouns
all i need is a rw egirl

rw egirl
rw egirl
need me some fucling rw egirl
rw egirl
rw egirl
she loves me
she makes me dinner 
 
na na na nanana na na na naa
rw egirl
na na na nanana nana na naa
rw egirl

shes so rare
one in a million
to find one like her
is impossible
shes not hanging out with losers
shes not a slut behind a computer

she wants to live life like in 1965
white picket fence and clear blue sky
but thats wrong according to society
they want her to live in a pod and be an npc

rw egirl
rw egirl
need me some fucling rw egirl

rw egirl
rw egirl
she loves me
she makes me dinner 
 
na na na nanana na na na naa
rw egirl
na na na nanana nana na naa
rw egirl
x2

rw egirl

computer shy (demo)

XO WILLOW - I Think Its All My Fault Feat Belowground

i really dont like life (i need to keep this up somehow)

sorry for the reupload

my life is such a pity
my life feels so shitty
nothing is interesting
why am i even breathing

i suck at everything
had a gf but only for 3 weeks
she wanted to cheat on me
with my friend and then she blocked me

what is the point of this shit
hate school i wanna quit
but i have to get the paper
so i can be a wagie later

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

how do you keep on going
with nothing in life that makes sense
i feel so demotivated
to do anything i feel out of place

my anxiety is killing me
only when im alone i can breathe
i dont think ill ever be happy
its so over not gonna make it

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

my life is over
im an empty shell
cant let you get closure
i dont trust women

my life is over
cant you see
why waste your time
on someone like me

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

i really dont like life

i saw you at  the mall
you were totally my type
your clothes were really cool
man what am i gonna do

short black hair and mean face
but still really cute
i couldnt help myself
couldnt get my eyes off you

these kind of girls are probably gonna be the death of me
i dont wanna just watch i need your touch
but youre so intimidating
thats why i kinda like that

maybe add me on myspace
we can talk long to the night

ill show you im not just a no name
i cant really think straight
when i saw you that day at the mall

BUT you were standing there with someone else
your boyfriend or brother
i wish for the latter

damn do i have a chance
why life has to be so unfair
you saw me staring back
now how do i react

bridge:
ik i will never see her again
but i will still remember that day
i was too scared to make that call
now shes just another girl i saw at the mall

mall girl

he first sunrays in the morning i see
are shining thru my half closed blinds
and they end up on my face
another day
i have to live with myself
life starts going kinda fast
once you hit a certain age theres no going back
all those things of youth that you have missed
youre old and jelaous and full of shit
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture
all those memes all those years
all these pointless things
they shaped your whole identity
all your screams all your fears
you cant explain it its too deep
not like anyone is listening
and youre drowning but youre not making a sound
you dont care if they save you or if they leave you to die
im just like you
pair of fools
ones and zeros on the screen
waking up
clocking in
let it all begin again
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture

my potential is wasted and my life is over

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/VH6TV

[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

birthday song (unpitched)

h4rtbrkr - birthday song (unpitched)

desmi helped me mix since im a noob


while its spooky season 
i just wanna be a scarecrow 
and watch u in the distance
ooo yaaaaa
its the spirit of halloween
knock at your door want all the sweets
will u go trick or treating with me?

ill carry round a pumpkin basket
basket
watch out for the clowns it could get tragic
i really love how u look like a ghost
and im dressed up as a big scarecrow
since its the spirit of halloween 
will u got trick or treating with me?
and all the good candy we can eat
while we run around and play in the street :3

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaalaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaa
laaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaaa
laaaaaaalaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thats it bai bai
happy halloweeen

will u go trick or treating with me?

dig up my heart(prod.gisabella)

About a girl who looks like Alyson Hannigan circa Buffy The Vampire Slayer era

You look like Alyson Hannigan

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

Just Hear Me Out

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

my potential is wasted and my life is over

npobu

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