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Play Crack The Sky -Brand New (Cover by Nadia Ruiz)

Everything To Nothing by Manchester Orchestra

I talk about you like you are dead
Listing all the things I should have said
With a bittersweet smile reminiscing 
All the times I never thought you would go missing 

I appreciate the things that we have done 
And I laugh at that time I thought you were the one
I look at all the letters that I have kept 
It hurts a little less when you accept it
Accept it

I talk about you like you are dead
You're always in 
You're always in my head 

Everywhere I go I see your ghost 
While I'm watching the sunset on the West Coast 
Or if I'm doing something that you might like 
I see you right there, by my side 
Oh 
By my side 

I saw waterfalls on mountains the most beautiful thing 
I saw reddish purple sunsets you should have seen 
I should on top a mountain on the Fourth of July 
Where I saw the sea of fireworks shoot up in the sky 
I wish 
You were there

Everywhere I go I see your ghost 
Those are the times 
Those are the times I miss you most

Sorry that I couldn't see clearly through my tears
To read your obituary 
But I am not the one who just packed up all their fears 
And disappeared while I was hurting
If it was up to me I would by flowers for your grave
Everyday for the rest of my life
But it was up to you when you pulled steal out of my wounds
And used my through to test your new knives 

Now the only time I see you is in my sleep 
When we're climbing onto rooftops in my dreams 
I hope that when I see you it's really you 
So I know that you still think of me and dream of me too
Oh
Do you think of me too?

I hope that you are happy wherever you are
And I hope that we never grow too far
Maybe we will see each other again someday
But for now this is everything I wanted to say 
Oh 
I just wanted to say

I talk about you like you are dead 
You're always in 
You're always in my head

This is not how it's supposed to be 
You're dead to me 
You're dead to me  

You're Dead To Me

Hello Satan I haven't seen you in a while
And, for you, tonight I tried to look my best
It's nice to hear your voice and see your smile
And I'll try my best to leave out all the rest
To leave out all the rest

Sure I'll take the drugs it'll make it easier
To talk to you and forget what you've done 
Now tell me while you're with me do you think of her?
Or can you tell me that I've always been the one?
Always been the one

Did you know what you were doing when you did those things?
When you talked to me and looked at me that way
And did you know what you were doing when you said those things?
When you told me that I had a pretty face 

I still don't like you, but, I missed you so fucking much

How was Hell without me was it hard for you?
Did you feel sad? Or did you feel at home?
I'm sorry that I wasn't there to be with you
But I was too in Hell and on my own
In Hell and on my own 

Did you know what you were doing when you did those things?
When you talked to me and looked at me that way
And did you know what you were doing when you said those things?
When you told me that I had a pretty face 

I still don't like you, but, I missed you so fucking much

Tonight won't change the things that you did
I keep on trying but I can't forget
I wish you could know how painful it is
Watching your love give some other a kiss
And I tried to tell you how much it was hurting 
But you just ignored me and you kept on walking 
Then you expect me to be your friend 
How can you expect me to be your friend?

I will always be your friend

Tonight was an adventure I'm happy I shared with you
I was scared at first but now I'm glad I came
I will always remember playing in those old balloons 
And when we walked the streets of France in pouring rain

I still don't like you, but, I missed you so fucking much


Hello Satan

I think it's about time I uploaded this. Lyrics written by a friend who wishes to remain anonymous. Enjoy. 

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