"Helvellyn is the name of one of the biggest mountains in the UK. When i’d just turned 18 back in 2013 I went on a big camping trip/hike with my closest friends up that mountain, but I was in a really fragile mental state around that time. I had a pretty bad, embarrassing breakdown midway through the trip and had to go home, and it left a really big mark on me that I hadn’t really tried to unpack before until this past year." - Former Hero

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✨ Lyrics
It’s morning
We’re out here aren’t we?
Living our youth out in real time
Is this who I am now?
I’m so tired
I didn’t sleep last night
My brain didn’t let me
I promise i’ll be better later

I said it before, i’ll say it again
I don’t think that i’m really meant to be a friend
I don’t think i’m really meant to be much of anything to anyone and
I don’t mean it like that, I promise it’s me
I should’ve spent this weekend with my family
Not bringing all my weather out above me
I’ve gotta go home

(i just want you to be happy)

I just wanna know why I have lost my head
I just wanna know if there’s a common thread
Overwhelmed by the peaks, lost in thought
Helvellyn, take me home.

Leave me on helvellyn,
Watching as you go
Leave me on helvellyn,
Watch me fade to ghost
Leave me on helvellyn,
I stumble and i choke
Leave me on helvellyn,
I cry the whole way home

(look at you, connecting dots that don’t exist. Fading out, existentialist)

You need to go home

I just wanna know why I have lost my head
I just wanna know if there’s a common thread
Overwhelmed by the peaks, lost in thought
Helvellyn, take me home.

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Former Hero - Helvellyn

"‘let me’ is about how letting go is sometimes healthier than holding on. this song holds a special place in our hearts as we both wrote the song in a very tough time for both of us. we realised how important it is to realise that letting go, is all part of the process sometimes."
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jøno, JB Hain - let me

jaron liked it :)

Download - https://darbymusic.bandcamp.com/track/jaron-these-thoughts-in-my-head-darby-edit (108bpm D♯min)

it's really hard not to take so much inspiration from jaron. his visions and artistry are so engaging in a scene of unemotional edm and im glad he's already influencing the community positively. 

love you all more than you could imagine, thankyou. 

https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/ttimh

original artwork - @homefell

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edit(14thjan): 10k plays

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Jaron - These Thoughts In My Head (Darby Edit)

I'm baaaack <3
Sorry I took so long to upload, I've been focusing on
education and defining more of my sound for u guys. I have some cool ideas that you guys will hear from me
stay tuned!!

Eclipse

Lifted

Enshi - Lifted (feat. Aiden Williams)

something about you

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inflake - something about you ft. pat magada (nshvll remix)

Jaron - escape (Kantsei Remix)

patience

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Lyrics:

[Jay Parmesan]
Wildflower, roses
The wind will not follow you home
Sitting on branches,
The forest your throne
Treetops are seesaws,
I cannot see what you have gone,
Now I’m alone

Lost me in thickets and paintbrushes,
So overgrown
Colored by scarlet, no stranger to thorns
Faint glow of white that you left here,
Is keeping me warm, my only repose

There’s a moon child,
She’s somewhere out there,
Waiting for me,
Wrapped up in sheets,
Of silver and gold and precious debris
Calling to me
Calling to me

She says,
“I love you, I love you”
How softly she speaks,
“Come set me free! Find me alone, dancing in shadows of the willow tree”
How sweetly she pleads

Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Akira Flay]
Static electricity, one touch
And I’m free falling on my knees,
Heart fucked
Underneath I’m bleeding deep,
I hear you calling
Calling out to me
Living in my head for free, you’re stuck,
While I’m trying to living out my dreams,
Soul crushed
Baby you’re the air I breathe,
I want it all, wanna give more than I take

[Jay Parmesan]
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

//listen//

MOON_CHILD (feat. Jay Parmesan & Akira Flay)

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This won second place behind https://soundcloud.com/idkcovi - super emotional remix!
Shoutout to: 
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Duumu - 'Never Had' (feat. Meggie York) (Color Parade Remix)

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Birthday Remix #3

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