Cover art by ydxx

ydxx: https://thecarnival.online/

LYRICS:

I wanna fill the hole, I wanna fill the role
I wanna be the one you pick to say "Get up", and go
I wanna post up on the couch, when it's getting cold
I wanna fill the dark void, babe we're getting old
I've had a lot of time, to write a lot of rhymes
And you don't cross it when I'm sleeping, girl you stole my mind
Ain't no more people involved, you got your boy in line
And all my problems are solved now that you're in my life

(Uh)
Could I support you better than they ever did
Make you smile everyday, to me you're heaven sent
I changed the lock to your heart, I can't let them in
I'll keep you warm in the cold, here's my letterman
I'll give you joy, give you love
Something simple to make you know that you are enough
(Uh)
I'll take you're heart give it up
I wanna be better than everybody that you cuffed
(Uh)
I wanna be the butterflies
I wanna be the nerves coming out when we ride
I wanna be the best, I wanna be the guy
I want you to say you love me while looking in my eyes
(Uh)

I wanna fill the hole, I wanna fill the role
I wanna be the one you pick to say "Get up", and go
I wanna post up on the couch, when it's getting cold
I wanna fill the dark void, babe we're getting old
I've had a lot of time, to write a lot of rhymes
And you don't cross it when I'm sleeping, girl you stole my mind
Ain't no more people involved, you got your boy in line
And all my problems are solved now that you're in my life

I had a lot of weight on my shoulders, and you just picked it up
Without you, made my mind colder, and I can't give it up
Pull up in a Range Rover, like now the game over
No we just wait for all the great things that I'll show her
Like what you want girl I got it
I ain't got a lot but it's still coming out my pocket
And even if I'm broke you know I still gotta buy it
I love you from the bottom of my heart I ain't lying
(Uh)
I ain't gonna lie, I've been taking time off
I ain't gonna lie, I've been ticking like a time bomb
I ain't gonna lie, look into my eyes
Tell me that you love me and its gonna be alright

I wanna fill the hole, I wanna fill the role
I wanna be the one you pick to say "Get up", and go
I wanna post up on the couch, when it's getting cold
I wanna fill the dark void, babe we're getting old
I've had a lot of time, to write a lot of rhymes
And you don't cross it when I'm sleeping, girl you stole my mind
Ain't no more people involved, you got your boy in line
And all my problems are solved now that you're in my life

OCHISIA [Prod. Ace!]

all mine <3

real clown music ★ :o) est jun 21

prod. & mixed by me
mastered by th goat @maliikai <3

lyric

feel like its getting crazier out there
where the lights they meet ur eyes
& u fall into the night
like i pop shit, could pretend, but i dont care
thats just life, im not tryna hide
id just rather die on the west side
yuh yuh
with class like a necktie
dead man suit on but it fit right
i got the rings & a fit tight
stacks on me number VI
stacks on me that im wearing
a stripe and im keeping it knee high
where all the money go? dont ask me
where all the funny go? its past me
im in a rabbit hole- shit entrap me
i pull the strings on this & im pulling it down
im the ventriloquist & im fronting a clown
come back arnd
i feel like its getting crazier out there
where the lights they meet ur eyes
& u fall into the night
like i pop shit, could pretend, but i dont care
thats just life, im not tryna hide
id just rather die on the west-
stage coach, trail me round
blood flow running down
nightcrawler, dig the dirt
im the grave robber, blood on my shirt w/ the pinstripes
hurt but i still like the way it burns
its like a badge that i earned

i feel like its getting crazier out there
where the lights they meet ur eyes
& u fall into the night
like i pop shit, could pretend, but i dont care
thats just life, im not tryna hide
id just rather die on the west side
feel like its getting crazier out there
where the lights they meet ur eyes
& u fall into the night
like i pop shit, could pretend, but i dont care
thats just life, im not tryna hide
id just rather die on the west side

hollywood clown

ft. @avethegoathuh @xxxr-o-s-e-sxxx @nsuaj @ydxx @maliikai

lyrics 

I've been out my mind
I still can't unwind
No matter how I try
You'll still been in my memory
You said you need a break
That's a big mistake
Cause I could never wait
How long until we far away
Honestly, I'm getting tired of the chase
but you're doing so bad, I could never get away
Didn't take a lot for you to rain on my parade
But it's gonna take a lot for these feelings to fade
No question, I need you
It's no secret, you need me too
I'm in the deep end, waiting for you
You won't let me pay my dues

Jack Frost, It's gettin' real cold out
She said I make her feel safe now
I'm not scared, I don't got no safe house
I'm so lost my feels will not fade out
If you're sad just let me know
I know you're lost, and trust, I know
I been there before
It really hurts I know

How the hell you can love again, so fast
After loving us, so bad
That's what you say
That's what you say
I ain't really one to judge but if I did it'd prolly be you
I ain't picking you out the crowd we both got problems
I'm judging me too
You like my voice when I sing
But not to voice an opinion
At least I know now when you say names, they're all competition
No I ain't gotta stress, I ain't even gotta worry
But I know that I'ma do it, and I'll do it in a hurry
And if I don't do it fast, my anxiety gonna hurt me
Feeling like the bottom of the barrel who ain't worthy

Let you down easy, cause I didn’t know
I tried way too hard, to make it all fine
I know I wasn't right
I painted all these pictures in my mind
And fell for what I drew
I know those wasn't you

Jack Frost, It's gettin' real cold out
She said I make her feel safe now
I'm not scared, I don't got no safe house
I'm so lost my feels will not fade out
If you're sad just let me know
I know you're lost, and trust, I know
I been there before
It really hurts I know

I know, so save me
I wish that things we're different I know
It's okay, I'll wait right here for you

I said I really want you, but you don't feel the same
It's really hurtin' my brain, now you want me to hang
What am I supposed to do, while you playin' these games
I know I'm weird and uncool, but how are we not the same?

Save Me (Ave x Ro$e$ x NSU AJ x YDXX x Maliikai)

Gaslight. Gatekeep. Girlboss. (feat. yung diggy xx)

personal fav by me & @twxglord ★ est aug 21
piano by alabenda
prod & mix by me
mastered by maliikai
<3

lyrics

when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i say things that id never say aloud
maybe its fear or maybe i’m just proud
to be a liar, to be a fool, all cause of you
when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i say things & i wish they weren't true
but the weight of this drink in my hand
is the reason the divide stands 
so tall, so tall
when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i cant even look at myself
see everything that i hate, i wish it wasnt me

pouring down
i could feel the rain again
the way it dries way it dries & it settles in
i got you under my skin
if ur gonna be like this then take it to the end
hard to say u never fell of the horse when shit bends
but i’m so fucking petty i just cant let that shit end
but i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i talk 2 myself in the mirror

i dont see a reason to bother, all of it’s gonna end
back and forth a teeter totter circling again
another fucking pawn out of billions gone
and if one of us got racks but the others debt maxed
call it efficiency mental deficiency
fact of the matter is you and i different, see
why to continue if none of it matters
the room is a blur and my vision gets flatter
this drink in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
see in the mirror as i ponder upon my fate
i could be someone to fall know that i give you my all
photographs up on the wall now im awaiting your call
leaving me out in the hall
and i drink again hitting the drugs
only confronting the pain from above
i could be somebody taken aback
i sit and i ponder i look at the stack
this drink is in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
fluid as the motion cant afford 2 fucking wait
this drink up in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
drink up in my hand

tanqueray (with alabenda)

euphoria

didnt mean to do it to you guys

lyrics
lil clown talkin shit on my name, no he aint
i needed clout, i feel like killin the game
ima have to close the carnival games
you cant even ride a coaster when its pissin the rain

first dig now twig, help him pull up his socks
say a few more words better get me the mop
no i cant stop rappin til im reachin the top
i see his fingers on the edge ima give em a stomp

mfs know me cause im packin a punch, i teabag, in the bag, put the sack in your lunch
twig got perfect pitch but he missin the strike zone
finna airdrop dig put a diss on his iphone

fuck your baseball team
it dont mean shit to me
am i being way too mean rn i cant tell
if thats the case then im sorry

i aint sorry bout shit and you know that
twiggy boy is deaf, tell him come and get his flow back
i aint trippin bout a diss, this a whole act
diggy been a vegan eatin cheese like a whole rat

this shit like the cat and the mice, i think, its time that you put down the mic, and about time that you find you a vice, collecting coins, aint flexin if you payin the price

im the big dog, and you stuck in the pound, i say it again for people like twig in the crowd, i know diggy way better, but im used to the clowns, i gotta give it to you harder cause you new in the town

fuck your baseball team
it dont mean shit to me
and fuck your baseball team
your baseball team

TWXG.DIG.TAKEDOWN. (LIL FENCE YUNG DIGGY DISSTRACK)

hi! this is an original by me called "in the morning"! 
i love this one & hope you do too xx

OCHISIA [Prod. Ace!]

NSU AJ

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