Lyrics:

Every time I turn around
(Around)
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
(Around)
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up

Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up

Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up

Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up

Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
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Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller

Turn Around - Feat. Sara

Lyrics:

Four chairs circling a quiet table
Three shadows linger where the light grew faint
A teacup cooling, your sweater on a chair
It smells like morning that never came
Notifications blink without a sound
I say “see you” into a room that won’t reply
The clock forgets its step between the beats
As if time itself laid down to die

I call your names through empty rooms
The echoes fall like snow
There’s a door inside the heaven-light
that closed before I reached it, though

Heaven took you before I could say goodbye
Between one breath and the next, the world stood still
I’m left with all the words that couldn’t fly
I carry all your names when life forgets its will
Heaven took you before I could say goodbye
I hold to every memory that remains
If you can hear me through the clouded sky,
then know: you are everything I am

Small drawings taped upon the fridge’s glass
Your laughter in the walls still clings like rain
Quick-knotted laces waiting in the hall
As if you meant to hurry back again
I lay my blankets over silence
Trace distant lives with trembling hands
It hurts in places without names
Where no good answers ever stand

I walk in circles ’round your day
Where sunlight slipped and left my hand
There is a wordless kind of “goodbye”
I couldn’t speak or understand

Heaven took you before I could say goodbye
Between one breath and the next, the world stood still
I’m left with all the words that couldn’t fly
I carry all your names when life forgets its will
Heaven took you before I could say goodbye
I hold to every memory that remains
If you can hear me through the clouded sky,
then know: you are everything I am

If angels keep their pockets deep,
please place my letters there—
One for every night I breathe
the shape of you in prayer
If stars have little windows,
let me light a gentle flame,
So you can see my signal
when the midnight has no name

“I’m here… I carry you…
You are the light inside my chest’s weather…”

Heaven took you before I could say goodbye,
But none of you will ever drift from me
I stitch my shadow to your light
And walk until we meet
Heaven took you before I could say goodbye—
I whisper “beloved” into every passing wind
Till dawn remembers how to bloom,
And grief teaches me to breathe you in

A key upon a hook, a home that waits—
I do not close the door,
in case you walk back in.
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Track: Heaven
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Charles LeBaron
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Heaven - Feat. Charles LeBaron

Lyrics:

Fyra stolar runt ett stilla bord
Tre skuggor dröjer kvar i samma spår
En tekopp kallnar, din tröja på en stol
Det luktar morgon som aldrig blev i går
Notiser blinkar utan något svar
Jag säger “ses” i ett rum där ingen hör
Klockan tappar steget mellan slag
Som om tiden själv gav upp sin röst

Jag ropar era namn i tomma rum
Ekon faller ner som snö
Det finns en dörr i himlens ljus
som stängdes innan jag hann nå

Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Mellan ett andetag och nästa stod allt still
Jag stod kvar med alla ord som inte fick gå
Och bar era namn när världen tappade sin vilja till
Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Jag håller fast i varje minne som finns kvar
Om ni hör mig över molnens grå
så vet ni: ni är allt jag har

Små teckningar på kylens vita glas
Ert skratt i väggarna, det stannar där
Skosnören i hallen knutna som i hast
Som om ni tänkte komma hem så snart det bär
Jag lägger filtar över tystnaden
Stryker handen över fjärran liv
Det gör ont på platser utan namn
Där inga tröstande svar blir giv

Jag går i cirklar runt er dag
Där solen gick och svek min hand
Det finns ett “hej då” utan ord
Jag kunde inte säga än

Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Mellan ett andetag och nästa stod allt still
Jag stod kvar med alla ord som inte fick gå
Och bar era namn när världen tappade sin vilja till
Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Jag håller fast i varje minne som finns kvar
Om ni hör mig över molnens grå
så vet ni: ni är allt jag ha

Om änglar har fickor, lägg mina brev där i
Ett för varje kväll jag andas er förbi
Om stjärnor har fönster, låt mig tända ett
Så ni ser min signal när natten blivit tät

“Jag är här… jag bär er…
Ni är ljuset i min bröstkorgs väder…”

Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Men inget av er lämnar mig ändå
Jag syr ihop min skugga med ert ljus
Och vandrar vidare tills vi möts
Himlen tog er innan jag hann säga hej då
Jag viskar “älskade” i varje vind som går
Tills gryningen får färg igen
Och sorgen lär mig andas er

En nyckel på en krok, ett hem som står
Jag stänger inte dörren
ifall ni går.
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Track: Himlen
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Arvid Höglund
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Himlen - Feat. Arvid

Lyrics:

Every spark
A whisper in the night
A cradle rocking in the cosmic light
Dust and fire
Their lullabies hum
A million voices
Where do they come from

All the stars
Heaven’s unborn children
Shining dreams in the void
Unhidden
Scattered like seeds in the velvet skies
Burning with hope where the darkness lies

Galaxies spinning
A nursery untamed
Each light a soul
With no given name
They cry in silence
They glow
They burn
Waiting for love
For the world to turn

Who are they waiting for
What’s written in their core

All the stars
Heaven’s unborn children
Shining dreams in the void
Unhidden
Scattered like seeds in the velvet skies
Burning with hope where the darkness lies

Do they sing for us
Or are we the song
A fleeting verse in a hymn so long
Infinite echoes
No end
No start
A galaxy grows inside every heart

All the stars
Heaven’s unborn children
Shining dreams in the void
Unhidden
Scattered like seeds in the velvet skies
Burning with hope where the darkness lies
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Track: Heavens Unborn Children
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Heaven's Unborn Children - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

I called her name into the wind
But the echo broke
It wouldn’t begin
The trees stood silent
The sky turned gray
The world forgot her
She slipped away

Into the abyss
She fell
She fell
No rope to reach
No tale to tell
I scream her name
It fades to mist
My daughter’s gone into the abyss

Her laughter lingers
A ghost in the hall
A shadow moves
But it’s nothing at all
I chase the echoes
I claw the night
But the abyss swallows every light

I can’t let go
I won’t let go
But where she is
I’ll never know

Into the abyss
She fell
She fell
No rope to reach
No tale to tell
I scream her name
It fades to mist
My daughter’s gone into the abyss

Did the stars betray her
Did they lie
Was it fate or the cruel tide
I’d trade my soul
My breath
My will
To pull her back
But the void stays still

Into the abyss
She fell
She fell
No rope to reach
No tale to tell
I scream her name
It fades to mist
My daughter’s gone into the abyss
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Track: Into the Abyss
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Into the Abyss - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Suicide is rarely a “choice”; it’s often the end point of unbearable pain, isolation, or untreated mental-health conditions. Invisible Heart honors those we’ve lost and those still fighting, and calls for compassion, listening, and action. Learn the warning signs, check in with the people around you, normalize asking for help, and support organizations that provide crisis care—no one should carry this weight alone.

Content note & help
If you or someone you know is struggling or in immediate danger, seek help now.

Sweden: Emergency 112 · Mind Självmordslinjen 90101 (phone) · 1177 Vårdguiden for care advice.

US: 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (call/text/chat).

UK/IE: Samaritans 116 123.
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Lyrics:

I’m a ghost in my own mirror
A shadow fading thinner...
She took my heart and gave it away
To the one who knew my secrets
Every word I’d say

Do you see me
Do you hear me
Or am I screaming silently

Invisible heart
Breaking apart
No light
No spark
Just endless dark
I was someone
Now I’m air
Floating nowhere
Does no one care

My friends are strangers wearing my skin
Their laughter echoes where I’ve been
They drink the moments we once shared
I’m the punchline to a joke they dared

Do you miss me
Did you kiss me
Or was I just a vacancy

Invisible heart
Breaking apart
No light
No spark
Just endless dark
I was someone
Now I’m air
Floating nowhere
Does no one care

Invisible heart
Breaking apart
No light
No spark
Just endless dark
I was someone
Now I’m air
Floating nowhere
Does no one care

You finally takes the sleeping pills...
Good night cruel world!
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Track: Invisible Heart
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Invisible Heart - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

He was a comet lost in the void
Drifting through silence with stars as his toys
A galaxy spun where his heart should have been
Lonely
Adrift
In the cosmic machine

Then he saw her light
Brighter than suns
Through the blackened skies
Where no voice runs
Cosmic hearts collide
Infinite sparks
A boy and a girl in the universe’s arc

She was a whisper on Saturn’s rings
A melody soft that the nebula sings
Her laughter danced where the asteroids spin
He felt gravity pull
A new world to begin

Through the vacuum
Through the haze
A love ignites in endless space

Then he saw her light
Brighter than suns
Through the blackened skies
Where no voice runs
Cosmic hearts collide
Infinite sparks
A boy and a girl in the universe’s arc

Supernovas bowed
Planets stood still
Time unraveled
Bent to their will
They wove constellations with fingers entwined
Two wandering souls now eternally aligned

Then he saw her light
Brighter than suns
Through the blackened skies
Where no voice runs
Cosmic hearts collide
Infinite sparks
A boy and a girl in the universe’s arc

The boy searched the universe
for the girl of his dreams
And at last... he found her!
In the sun!
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Track: Cosmic Hearts
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Cosmic Hearts - Feat. Sara Schiller

Lyrics:

Waiting room clock chews glass,
Hand sanitizer, winter on my hands.
A plastic cup with my smudged initial,
A vending coin that won’t go in.
They call our number; the room grows narrow,
The doctor’s shoes are soft, the words are hard.
Photographs like snow in black,
My mouth forgets the way to speak.

I swallow a sea,
Count to four till my chest finds me.
Your hand in mine—too small, too brave;
I’ll be the wall, I’ll be the wave.

Tell me how to breathe when they say “no spring.”
How to carry a universe that won’t make sense.
When all the world is a beep in a white, small room,
My child—I’m your drum, I’m your defense.
If night folds tight around every breath,
I’ll light each candle this world has left.
I cannot win—but I can stand;
My child, I’m here—until the end.

Tape and plastic, a sun on the glass,
Crayon stars where the daylight can’t pass.
Your hat with rockets, your patient grin,
A sticker astronaut on the IV pin.
I learn to talk with my eyes alone,
Map your days like stepping stones.
I never say the blackened word—
Just “we keep the sky low; we keep our world.”

I count your pulse,
I count myself—numbers blur to rust.
You close your eyes; I make a vow:
I’ll carry you through every hour now.

Tell me how to breathe when they say “no spring.”
How to carry a universe that won’t make sense.
When all the world is a beep in a white, small room,
My child—I’m your drum, I’m your defense.
If night folds tight around every breath,
I’ll light each candle this world has left.
I cannot win—but I can stand;
My child, I’m here—until the end.

A knit cap that smells like home,
a chipped mug that remembers hands,
a bus timetable folded in a pocket like hope,
how a midnight beep can become a psalm,
how a whisper can hold a house.

If higher powers count the stars,
I’ll count your sleep—breath after breath.
If meaning chooses not to speak,
Let my silence sing for both of us.

Tell me how to breathe when they say “no spring.”
But look—your eyes still set a flame.
If all we have is a beep in a white, small room,
I’ll be your drum and speak your name.
And if you have to travel before I do,
I’ll be the road that carries you.
I cannot win—but I’ll stand true;
My child, I’m here—inside of you.
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Track: White Rooms
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

White Rooms - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

Ett brev på hallmattan med mitt namn
“Beslut fattat”—svart bläck, kall hand
Kaffe på papperet, fingeravtryck i svart
Väntsalens nummerlappar som aldrig blir din tur
Jag knäpper min jacka, låtsas vara hel
Räknar kvitton som en bön jag inte ber
Telefonen blinkar utan svar i natt
Jag viskar: “Hör du mig?” till en tyst lur

Andas in till fyra—håll
Säg mitt namn så det känns i mitt bröst

När samhället släpper taget faller jag
Mellan raderna, utan lön, utan svar
Du säger “bit ihop”—men mina tänder är glas
Mitt huvud under ytan, jag simmar utan luft
Om det finns en hand någonstans i stan
Låt den vara varm, inte bara plan
Jag skriver “hjälp” i immigt fönsterglas
För jag vill leva—men jag orkar snart knappt alls
För jag vill leva—men jag orkar snart knappt alls

Bussen åker förbi
Jag säljer min gitarr för en hyra till
Kylskåpets lampa lyser över tomt vitt bröd
En kylskåps magnet som håller kvar en död dröm
På kylens kant står ditt foto snett
Vi skrattar där—det gör nästan ont att se
Jag ringer ett nummer med darrande hand
“Förlåt, men tiden är slut, försök igen en annan dag”

Andas in till fyra—håll
Räkna hjärtslag tills natten blir mjuk

När samhället släpper taget faller jag
Mellan raderna, utan lön, utan svar
Du säger “bit ihop”—men mina tänder är glas
Mitt huvud under ytan, jag simmar utan luft
Om det finns en hand någonstans i stan
Låt den vara varm, inte bara plan
Jag skriver “hjälp” i immigt fönsterglas
För jag vill leva—men jag orkar snart knappt alls

Ett kvitto vikt till en båt i fickan,
hur ett “vi hör av oss” kan väga ett helt dygn.
Människor bär varandra. Siffror bär ingen.

Om någon högre makt räknar våra år
Låt mig räkna dina andetag tills dagen går
Om mening är tystnad, låt min tystnad bli din sång
Jag står kvar även när vägen känns för lång

När samhället släpper taget—håll i mig
Låt en liten värme få bo hos dig
Jag är mer än ett ärende
Jag är människa—kan du se mig nu?

Jag orkar inte mer...
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Track: Mellan Raderna
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Andersson
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Mellan Raderna - Feat. Daniel Andersson

Lyrics:

I walk the line where shadows crawl
No one hears my silent call
A ghost of me
That's all I am

The neon hums
It pulls me near
A flicker
A flash
Then disappear

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast

The streets are cold
They know my name
Every step
A twisted game
No one waits
No one stays

The static buzz
It fills my veins
A hollow ache
Electric chains

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast
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Track: Edge of Nowhere
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Edge of Nowhere - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Detta är en hyllning till mina rötter! Saknar dalarna och Rättvik!
Håll till godo!
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Lyrics:

Morgonljuset bryter fram
Stilla över fjäll
Korna ropar
Deras klang
En klingande kväll
Mjölkens värme mot min hand
En dag som går i fjärran brand

Fäbodens liv
Ett hjärtas hem
Där vinden sjunger
Där skogen är vän
Fäbodens liv
Så enkelt och sant
Där tiden står still i det mjuka band

Lingonröda fält och svarta tjärnar blänker klart
Spåren efter björnens tass
En saga snart
I ensamheten hör jag sång
Från skog till skog
En evig gång

Fäbodens liv
Ett hjärtas hem
Där vinden sjunger
Där skogen är vän
Fäbodens liv
Så enkelt och sant
Där tiden står still i det mjuka band

År läggs till år
Men bergen står kvar
Tallar susar lågt
Som ett gammalt svar
Vi bär vår historia i varje steg
Fäbodens liv
En tyst bön till skog och väg

Fäbodens liv
Ett hjärtas hem
Där vinden sjunger
Där skogen är vän
Fäbodens liv
Så enkelt och sant
Där tiden står still i det mjuka band
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Track: Där Vinden Sjunger
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Där Vinden Sjunger - Feat. Sara Schiller

Lyrics:

Rivers on the glass of night,
City flickers inside my chest.
Your name hiding in the static light,
Every whisper cuts through the rest.

You bloom in the black and pull me back,
children being abused by their fathers,
Signal through the noise—don’t fade.

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void,
Frequencies we can’t avoid.

Black sky, cold wire—hold me.

Footsteps tremble on the fault-line street,
Echoes orbit like satellites.
I chase the shadow where our circuits meet,
Heartbeats wired to the lights.

You bloom in the black and pull me back,
children being abused by their fathers,
Say my name in waves—don’t fade.

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void,
Frequencies we can’t avoid.

If I drown in dial tones,
Would you tune me home?

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void—
Hold—don’t—fade.
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Track: Cut My Glass
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Cut My Glass - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

You wore trust like a second skin
A smile wide as the ocean's grin
But shadows hid where light grew thin

I never saw the cracks in the stone
How could a heart be so unknown

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight

The walls whispered secrets I missed
Truth burns colder than a Judas kiss
Every laugh now feels like a twist

I held the rope
You tied the noose
Trust isn't love
It's a dangerous truce

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight
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Track: Shadows at Midnight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Shadows at Midnight - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

The lights are on but I’m still blind
I’m the shadow they leave behind
Whispers float
But never my name
In their world
I’m not part of the frame

They hold her hand
They stroke her hair
I’m a ghost
I’m not even there

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky

Dinner plates
One less tonight
I sit in the dark
Avoid the fight
Her laughter rings
It’s sweet and clear
But my voice gets lost
It dies in fear

I scream in silence
It echoes back
A void so deep
The world turns black
If love’s a house
I’m locked outside
Knocking softly
With nowhere to hide

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky
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Track: The Shadow
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

The Shadow - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

In the corner they linger near,
Whispers threading splinters in my ear.
Mouths like moths on the blackout glass,
Names erased in the dust that will not pass.
Floorboards ache with a borrowed weight,
Keys in the lock that hesitate.

They twist my steps like broken roads,
Knot my breath with a wordless code.
Heavy hands, a blinded guide—
Lead me deeper where I hide.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a soft eclipse beneath my chest.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Eyes like mirrors that show no truth,
Steal the minutes, barter youth.
The clock ticks backward—cracks the booth,
Pages curl, unlearn the proof.
Static hymns through neon rain,
Salt-white halos naming pain.

Footsteps fold into the wall,
Stairs forget how to be tall.
I touch the doorknob—cold, severe,
Hear them breathe inside my ear.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a quiet hush that feigns a death.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

The house is a throat that swallows sound,
Pictures blink and then look down.
Fridge hum prayers in minor keys,
Curtains learn the art of freeze.
I count the nails in the windowsill,
Hold the quake until it’s still.

This is the hour the lights forget their names.
The floor remembers every step I didn’t take.
There’s a note I never wrote, folded in my tongue,
and a door that never learned which way is home.
If anyone asks—tell them the night was heavy,
and I carried what I could.

The echoes rise—
they never cease.
A haunted hymn,
a dark caprice.
They pull, they push,
they bruise, they tease—
Release, release… (please.)


[Chorus – Variant]
Inner demons sing so clear,
A choir of ash I used to fear.
The child in me lies limp with sleep—
not gone, but folded, buried deep.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Inner demons fade to near,
Their echo thins—
it wanes, it clears.
The child in me who learned to fear
exhales the dark and keeps what’s dear.
I’m still here—
through disappear,
through disappear.
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Track: Disappear
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Nick Stevens
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Disappear - Feat. Nick Stevens

Lyrics:

De vackraste av själar
besöker oss ett slag
de skänker av sitt hjärta
till sitt sista andetag

De återvänder tidigt
till alltets evighet
och tvingar oss att vittna
om livets ändlighet

Så lite vi kan sia
om morgondagens värld
Så lite vi begriper
av levnadsloppets färd

De vackraste av själar
finns nära oss ett slag
De lämnar jordelivet
men stannar dag för dag

De stannar i ditt minne,
så nära tätt intill
De kommer till ditt hjärta
närhelst ditt sinne vill

Men sorgen är att mista,
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Track: De Vackraste
Lyrics: Jessica Olsson
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Andersson
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

De Vackraste - Feat. Daniel Andersson

Lyrics:

Night so heavy it swallows the moon
Bridge creaks beneath my worn-out shoes
Wind whispers secrets I don't want to hear
The river's cold and waiting near

But then a voice cuts through the black
A tiny sound that pulls me back

Hold on tight don't let it go
The love you planted starts to grow
A little hand in mine so small
Hold on tight or lose it all

Tears like rain on a face made of stone
Thought I was lost thought I was alone
But there you stand with eyes so wide
A spark of life I cannot hide

Hold on tight don't let it go
The love you planted starts to grow
A little hand in mine so small
Hold on tight or lose it all

The river still calls but it can't compete
With the heartbeat running to my feet
A reason to stay a reason to fight
In your eyes I see the light

Hold on tight don't let it go
The love you planted starts to grow
A little hand in mine so small
Hold on tight or lose it all
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Track: Hold On Tight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Hold On Tight - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

Her headstone reads: “Where is she?”
An empty grave to hold the ache.
Her mama calls at 3:13,
praying for a sign to break.
A porch light burns the whole town white,
the wind repeats her name—
it knocks on windows, counting nights,
but nothing answers back the same.

I mark the days on kitchen tile,
with trembling hands and borrowed faith.
The river keeps its secrets close—
I listen anyway.

A storm is comin’
she’s been gone for days.
My daughter’s missin’
there is hell to pay.
Every mile,
every memory stays—
but broken roads
still take her away.

Where is she… where is she… (wind replies: “no one knows”)

I warned you: Run—don’t trust their light,
I told you: Hide—avoid their eyes.
The milk carton smile, the church bell’s cry,
the sheriff’s pen runs out of lies.
A ribbon on a fence grows thin,
a candle drowns in wax and rain,
I trade my sleep to hear a hint—
her name inside the windowpane.

Every turn I take feels wrong,
every road a mouth of stone.
The world keeps moving forward fast—
I walk it back alone.

A storm is comin’
she’s been gone for days.
My daughter’s missin’
there is hell to pay.
Every mile,
every memory stays—
but broken roads
still take her away.

Blue lights bruise the gravel lane,
wild dogs argue with the rain.
A map of footprints tears in half—
the lines all end where shadows laugh.
I hear her bracelet in my dreams,
a tiny bell in iron weeds;
the night collects our debts in full,
and writes receipts my heart can read.

Your cup by the sink.
Your coat by the door.
I keep your room ready like a lighthouse floor.
If the devil keeps a ledger,
then let the devil bleed—
I’ll mortgage every breath I own
to bring you back to me.

There is hell to pay.
There is hell to pay.
For every name the darkness takes—
there is hell to pay.
For every door that would not break—
there is hell to pay.
For every false and silver tongue—
there is hell to pay.
’Til every bell is fully rung—
there is hell to pay.

A storm is comin’
I can feel the quake.
My daughter’s missin’
I won’t let it fade.
If time’s a thief,
then time must pay—
I’ll tear the night
until it gives her name.
A storm is comin’
I won’t look away—
the sky can break,
but I won’t break.

Her headstone reads: “Where is she?”
The wind replies: “Bring her home.”
Porch light on.
I wait alone.
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Track: Hell To Pay
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Hell to Pay - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

The shadows crawl
They whisper low
A tangled maze
Nowhere to go
My breath is caught
My heart’s a stone
I’m here but feel so far from home
Neon is bleeding on the snow
Keys in my pocket with nowhere to go
A clock that ticks but never moves
A door that shuts and will not prove

Streetlights flicker like a code
Signals lost along the road
If hope is static on the line
I’ll press my ear and read the sign

Lost in the shadows
Can’t find the flame
Calling the light but it won’t know my name
Every step feels like a fight—
Oh—
How do I turn this dark to light

Say my name… say my name… (no answer)

The mirror cracks
It shows my fear
A face I know
But not quite clear
I reach for stars
They fade away
The night it laughs
It wants me to stay
Windows like teeth in a blackened street
Footsteps of ghosts that match my feet
Letters of smoke on a frozen pane
I write “I’m here” and it writes “pain”

But I won’t break
Not yet
Not now
I’ll find the way
I’ll learn somehow
If light is late and mercy slow
I’ll walk the bruise until it glows

Lost in the shadows
Can’t find the flame
Calling the light but it won’t know my name
Every step feels like a fight—
Oh—
How do I turn this dark to light

An iron rain on the railway bridge
A river that swallows what no one admits
Photographs lean like tired men
Smiles nailed down, won’t rise again
I taste the night like rusted wire
It hums my faults, it feeds the fire
If courage breaks, it breaks so slow—
A quiet “no” the dark won’t show

If I must crawl, I’ll crawl in time
On broken glass I’ll draw a line
From where I’m lost to where I’m found—
A silent map without a sound

Lost in the shadows
Far from the flame
Calling the light that forgets my name
Every step heavier than night—
Oh—
Teach me to turn this dark to light

If the night keeps all the doors,
I’ll build a key from breath and bone.
If the road forgets my feet,
I’ll leave a mark with heart alone.
I’m not your quiet, I’m not your stone.
I’m the echo that comes home.

If darkness is my only friend
I’ll hold its hand until it bends
I’ll steal its weight
I’ll wear its crown
And tear these shadows down
If silence is a locked-up shore
I’ll learn the tide and learn it more
I’ll bruise the night
Until it yields
A single spark across these fields

Count it—one… two… breathe… ignite—

Lost in the shadows—
I’ll name the flame,
Call to the dawn till it answers the same.
Every step hurts but every step holds—
I will not fold, I will not fold.
Lost in the shadows—
I carve a light,
Out of the hush, out of the bite.
If the night won’t give, then I will take—
A spark, a thread—enough to make

Light from dark.
Bone to bark.
Name from spark.

The shadows crawl—
but I still go.
A candle coughs—
and learns to glow.
(hold… release… hold… release)
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Track: Lost in the Shadows (Extended Mix)
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Lost in the Shadows - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Another Tuesday, another silent hand-off in the driveway. The air hangs heavy, a ghost of what we used to say. You look away, I clench my jaw, the words all left unsaid. But every glance is a sharp reminder of the stories in my head

[Chorus]
And the fault lines run so deep now, through the heart of everything. Children caught between the cracks, where the broken echoes sing. We built a life, a sacred space, now just wreckage and a fight. Who’s to blame for all the pain, living in this endless night?

[Verse 2]
I remember laughter, sunlit rooms, a different kind of truth. Now the legal letters pile, a sad testament to lost youth. We point our fingers, sharpen knives, each memory a new attack. And wonder if the damage done is something we can ever take back

[Chorus]
And the fault lines run so deep now, through the heart of everything. Children caught between the cracks, where the broken echoes sing. We built a life, a sacred space, now just wreckage and a fight. Who’s to blame for all the pain, living in this endless night?

[Bridge]
They watch us from the backseat, little eyes so full of fear. Wishing for a family that maybe wasn't quite so torn and clear. That love could mend what anger broke, that peace could find a way. But the chasm keeps on widening, with every passing day

[Chorus]
And the fault lines run so deep now, through the heart of everything. Children caught between the cracks, where the broken echoes sing. We built a life, a sacred space, now just wreckage and a fight. Who’s to blame for all the pain, living in this endless night?

[Outro]
Who's to blame? (Who's to blame?) Just the silence and the shame (and the shame) The fault lines in our home... (fading out) Forever etched in stone.
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Track: The Fault Lines in Our Home
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

The Fault Lines in Our Home

Lyrics:

I wake to footprints no one makes,
small shoes waiting by the door.
Your name still floats in dust and light,
a paper star on the bedroom floor.
I set a place I know you’ll miss,
pour two cups out of old routine;
the quiet hums a hollow hymn,
and time moves on, but not for me.

How do you go on when the world stands still?
One breath at a time, one step uphill.
I’ll learn to live with the ache, not past it—through,
and say your name like a light in the room.
Love doesn’t end; it changes form,
I’ll carry your dawn through every storm.

I carry you.
I carry you home.

A birthday passes, candles cold,
the swing out back keeps swaying slow.
Your sweater holds the shape of you,
my hands still fold it like before.
Neighbors speak in softer tones,
I nod and keep the garden fed;
I plant your favorite flower seeds,
they bloom in blue where tears were shed.

How do you go on when the world stands still?
One breath at a time, one step uphill.
I’ll learn to live with the ache, not past it—through,
and say your name like a light in the room.
Love doesn’t end; it changes form,
I’ll carry your dawn through every storm.

We make a box of little things—
a painted stone, a folded note.
We tell your jokes at dinnertime,
so laughter has a place to go.
I find you in the smallest signs:
a sparrow’s tilt, a midnight star;
I speak to you in open doors,
and walk ahead, but not too far.

Some days I break, some days I float,
both are honest, both are true.
If grief’s a sea, then love’s the boat—
and I will cross it holding you.
We’ll build a future round your name,
not moving on, but moving with—
a gentle thread through everything,
a promise I will not forget.

How do you go on when the world stands still?
One breath at a time, one step uphill.
I’ll learn to live with the ache, not past it—through,
and say your name like a light in the room.
Love doesn’t end; it changes form,
I’ll carry your dawn through every storm.

I carry you.
I carry you home.
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Track: I Carry You
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

I Carry You

Lyrics:

Yesterday the kitchen hummed, two cups, one tune;
midnight changed the locks without a sound.
One whisper set the house on fire,
my name became a warning sign in town.
You packed the future into folded lies,
left fingerprints on every doubt,
and in the morning all our friends
couldn’t look me in the eyes.

How fast can daylight turn its head?
How fast can love become a thread?

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
Lost the ring, lost the room,
lost the faces when they turned from me.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you locked the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

Screens became a jury, cold and bright,
old jokes deleted, new rules applied.
You told the kids I’m thunder at the door,
to hide their hearts when I arrive.
I heard my name explained in halves,
a story sharpened in the night;
they waved from windows made of glass—
a fragile silence dressed as right.

If love can lie, I’ll tell the truth;
I’ll stand right here and be the proof.

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
Lost the ring, lost the room,
lost the faces when they turned from me.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you locked the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

I keep their birthdays on a shelf,
the paper crowns, the crooked stars.
I practice patience like a craft,
and speak their names to empty cars.
If justice moves a winter’s pace,
I’ll walk beside it in the snow;
love isn’t gone, it changed its face—
I’ll wear the ache and let it show.

Some nights I break, some nights I breathe,
both are honest, both are real.
If grief’s a sea, I’ll learn its tide—
and anchor where their voices heal.
Tell them this if they ask why:
I never left, I never lied.

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
But I won’t fade, I won’t erase—
I’ll be the hand that waits with grace.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you shut the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

I’m still here.
I’m still your home.
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Track: Overnight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Overnight

Lyrics:

Cold room. Quiet phone.
A name I don’t say anymore.

I found the future taped to your fridge,
black-and-white thunder under glass.
A little heartbeat I didn’t know,
a secret you grew while I slept past.
Your coat still hangs like a borrowed lie,
keys in a bowl that won’t confess;
the calendar smiles with careful ink—
every square a tenderness undressed.

Streetlights blink like failing signs,
I read our past between the lines.

I don’t believe in love tonight—
not after you rewrote the light.
You took our fire, left me the smoke,
a vow in ash, a promise broke.
If love was true, it wouldn’t hide;
I lost my faith the night you lied.

No saints in this—only shadows.

He called me brother when storms came down,
we bled the same in smaller wars.
Now he’s the name you whisper warm,
building a crib behind my door.
I trace the cracks where laughter lived,
count all the rooms I cannot keep;
friends turned to silhouettes at dusk—
they bless your news, they let me weep.

Glass can shine and still be sharp;
truth goes quiet in the dark.

I don’t believe in love tonight—
not after you rewrote the light.
You took our fire, left me the smoke,
a vow in ash, a promise broke.
If love was true, it wouldn’t hide;
I lost my faith the night you lied.

I keep the locket you never wore,
a folded note that lost its breath.
Your empty mug still rings the sink,
a smaller sound than what you left.
Church bells carry someone’s joy,
but not for me, not anymore;
I’m learning how to walk alone,
past every “us” on every door.

I won’t wear the blame you forged.
I won’t bow to borrowed shame.
If love returns, it comes as truth—
or it does not come by name.

I don’t believe in love tonight—
but I believe in living right.
I’ll keep my word, I’ll keep my spine,
leave what was yours, reclaim what’s mine.
If love is real, it doesn’t hide;
I’ll find my faith beyond your lie.

No saints in this—only shadows.
Only shadows.

Cold room. Quiet phone.
Lights out. I go alone.
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Track: I Don't Believe in Love Tonight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

I dont Believe in Love Tonight

Lyrics:

The hallway light was thin and pale,
the coffee cooled, the clock stood still.
Before the word could find our mouths,
we took each other’s hands and breathed.

The room was white, the doctor’s voice
fell soft like winter on our skin.
You held your breath, we watched your hands,
the paper gown, the trembling grin.
A word we feared arrived at last,
it drew a circle in our day;
we stood together, counted heartbeats,
looked at fear and chose to stay.

We won’t pretend it isn’t hard,
but we won’t run, we won’t divide.
If darkness gathers at the door,
we’ll meet it, shoulder-to-shoulder, side by side.

We’ll hold the line tonight,
borrow light from morning’s edge.
One breath, one step, one quiet laugh,
a promise said and said.
You are not alone in this—
we’ll carry what we can.
If fear’s an ocean, love’s the boat;
we’ll cross it hand in hand.

We stay. We stay. We stay with you.

Calendars crowd the kitchen wall,
small pills lined up like little moons.
A beeping clock of waiting rooms,
a cap you wear on afternoons.
The kids draw stars across the fridge,
spell out your name in comet lines;
we learn new ways to say “I’m here,”
and mean it more each time.

Tomorrow shakes, but we will knit
the shaking hours into days.
If hope is quiet, we’ll lean in—
and hear it breathing through the haze.

We’ll hold the line tonight,
borrow light from morning’s edge.
One breath, one step, one quiet laugh,
a promise said and said.
You are not alone in this—
we’ll carry what we can.
If fear’s an ocean, love’s the boat;
we’ll cross it hand in hand.

We stay. We stay. We stay with you.

You make a joke to split the dark,
we catch the spark and pass it round.
Your pulse becomes our metronome,
a steady drum, a stubborn sound.
We won’t promise miracles—
we’ll promise days you truly feel:
the open window, honest sun,
the quiet work of how we heal.

If night is long, we learn its roads;
if rain is cold, we share the coat.
We won’t let go, we won’t let go—
this is our vow, this is our oath.

We’ll hold the line tonight,
and every dawn that follows this.
One breath, one step, one gentle win,
no smaller than a kiss.
You are not alone in this—
we’ll carry what we can.
If fear’s an ocean, love’s the boat;
we’ll cross it hand in hand.

We stay. We stay. We stay with you.
All the way. All the way.

The hallway light grows warm again,
the kettle hums, the blinds lift through.
If fear returns, we’ll meet it here—
and hold the line with you.
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Track: Hold the Line
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Hold The Line

Lyrics:

Snow’s a no-show on this island night
But the moon is glowing
The waves just right
Palm trees swaying
A holiday delight

Oh Christmas
Island style
Let it play
Let it play
Feel the reggae in your heart
Every day
Every day
No snow
No frost
Just the sun and the bay

Santa’s in shorts
He’s got a coconut drink
His sleigh’s a fishing boat that won’t ever sink
Reindeers? Nah
Dolphins give him a wink

No jingling bells
Just the rhythm and beat
Dancing barefoot where the ocean meets your feet

Oh Christmas
Island style
Let it play
Let it play
Feel the reggae in your heart
Every day
Every day
No snow
No frost
Just the sun and the bay

Deck the halls with conch shell art
Sing with the steel drums
Make a start
A reggae Christmas warms your heart

Oh Christmas
Island style
Let it play
Let it play
Feel the reggae in your heart
Every day
Every day
No snow
No frost
Just the sun and the bay
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Track: Island Christmas
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Charles LeBaron
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Island Christmas - Feat. Charles LeBaron

Lyrics:

Under the moon
Where shadows creep
A rhythm calls
It cuts so deep
Feet move fast
Can't slow them down
The devil’s tune
It spins me 'round

Dance
Dance
Dance
Can't stop the fire
Burn
Burn
Burn
Hearts full of desire
No one
No one
Can save me now
Dance with the devil
I took the vow
I took the vow

Whispers rise
The air turns cold
A story dark
A tale untold
Spinning wild
The floor’s alive
No escape
But I still thrive

(Ooh-yeah!) The beat commands
(Ooh-yeah!) It's in my hands

Dance
Dance
Dance
Can't stop the fire
Burn
Burn
Burn
Hearts full of desire
No one
No one
Can save me now
Dance with the devil
I took the vow

Faster
Faster
The world’s a blur
Lost in flames
I can’t deter
(Ooh-yeah!) A deal was made
(Ooh-yeah!) My soul be

Dance
Dance
Dance
Can't stop the fire
Burn
Burn
Burn
Hearts full of desire
No one
No one
Can save me now
Dance with the devil
I took the vow
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Track: Dance with the Devil
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Dance with the Devil - Feat. Sara Schiller

Lyrics:

The town was a ghost
Every porch light on
Shadows stretched long where the search had begun
Every step felt like a stone in my chest
Each breath I took
I wished for the rest

Then the phone rang sharp
Like a blade through the night
Words fell heavy
Stole all the light

They said the creek whispers
It knows what’s been done
The water’s gone quiet
No place to run
They said the creek whispers
But it won’t speak lies
And I fell to my knees
Tears in my eyes

Boots in the mud
Lanterns swaying like ghosts
The scent of the pines cut deep
Too close
I called his name
Though I knew he’d gone still
The creek’s cold truth
It bent to its will

They said the creek whispers
It knows what’s been done
The water’s gone quiet
No place to run
They said the creek whispers
But it won’t speak lies
And I fell to my knees
Tears in my eyes

The stars blinked down
As if they knew
The wind hummed a hymn
The reeds bowed too
And there he lay
My heart’s only thread
The creek had spoken
My boy was dead

They said the creek whispers
It knows what’s been done
The water’s gone quiet
No place to run
They said the creek whispers
But it won’t speak lies
And I fell to my knees
Tears in my eyes
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Track: The Creek
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

The Creek - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

Snowflakes spin like disco lights
Elves are groovin' through the nights
Candy canes turn into glow sticks
Reindeer dance doing high kicks

Polar lights flash green and gold
Feel the beat in the icy cold
Santa's DJ spinning soul
Christmas party at the North Pole

Frosty’s bustin' out some moves
Igloos thump with arctic grooves
Auroras paint the winter sky
The bass drops hard elves jump so high

Polar lights flash green and gold
Feel the beat in the icy cold
Santa's DJ spinning soul
Christmas party at the North Pole

The sleigh’s a strobe the stars align
Rudolph’s nose a neon sign
Snowstorm beats pounding deep
Even the Yeti can’t help but leap

Polar lights flash green and gold
Feel the beat in the icy cold
Santa's DJ spinning soul
Christmas party at the North Pole
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Track: Polar Lights
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Linda Charles
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Polar Lights - Feat. Linda Charles

Lyrics:

Morning cuts through blinds.
Cold mug on the sink.
I call your names—
the house won’t blink.

One plate. Three chairs.
All wrong.
One month. One breath.
Still gone.

I wake up reaching—nothing there.
Pillow flat, like you never slept.
A tiny shoe by the door,
a toy car under steps.
Fridge hum, clock talks,
I stand still, listening.
I swear I hear you—
then silence pulls the string.

I try that lie: “They stepped outside.”
It breaks the moment that I breathe.
My hands start shaking on their own—
like they remember what I leave.

Why do I wake to an empty home?
Why does the day feel made of stone?
Your voices used to warm these rooms—
now every song comes out in fumes.
I reach for you in what we were,
but memory stings, then starts to blur.
Tell me how I’m still alive
when you’re not coming back.

Not—back. (Not back.)
No—laugh. (No laugh.)
Just—me. (Just me.)
All—gone. (All gone.)
One plate, three chairs—
all wrong.
One month, one breath—
still gone.

I move slow, offbeat steps,
like reggae in my bones.
But the rhythm hits a wall
when I’m dancing alone.
Your scarf still on the hook,
smells like rain and soap.
That’s the closest that I get
to anything like hope.
I open up the drawer—
kid drawings, crooked sun.
My name spelled all wrong…
and I come undone.

It doesn’t hit like lightning—
it leaks in, frame by frame.
Wet road. White lines.
And my chest says your name.

Why do I wake to an empty home?
Why does the day feel made of stone?
Your voices used to warm these rooms—
now every song comes out in fumes.
I reach for you in what we were,
but memory stings, then starts to blur.
Tell me how I’m still alive
when you’re not coming back.

No—return. (No return.)
No—time. (No time.)
Just—this. (Just this.)
Still—mine. (Still mine.)
One plate, three chairs—
all wrong.
One month, one breath—
still gone.

Headlights bloom in rain,
too bright, too close, too fast.
Backseat laughter—then
a moment snapped in half.
Your voice: “Slow down, love.”
My hands: white on the wheel.
A horn, a blur, a spin—
then nothing I can feel.
I wake to hospital light,
strangers saying “you survived.”
They called it “lucky,”
and I swallowed that lie.

Now every sunrise feels like theft,
every breath a borrowed loan.
I’m the one that stayed behind—
I don’t know how to be alone.

I go back to that bend of road,
stand where the guardrail sings.
If love could trade the future out,
I’d give up everything.
One more “Are we there yet?”
One more backseat fight.
But the world keeps moving on—
and leaves me with the night.

Why do I wake to an empty home?
Why does the day feel made of stone?
Your voices used to warm these rooms—
now every song comes out in fumes.
I reach for you in what we were,
but memory stings, then starts to blur.
Tell me how I’m still alive
when you’re not coming back.

One plate. Three chairs.
All wrong.
One month. One breath.
Still gone.
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Track: Gone Like Shadows
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Linda Charles
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Gone Like Shadows - Feat. Linda Charles

Lyrics:

Yeah…
I’ve been close… so close…

Every time I turn around
(Around)
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up
Every time I turn around
(Around)
Something that I'm thinking about
Giving up

But I breathe in, count to four
Hands still shaking at the door
I’ve been here before—
I won’t stay on the floor

’Cause I’m not done, not tonight
I’m still here, still alive
Even when my hope runs thin
I find the fire under my skin
If I fall, I rise again
If I break, I learn to bend
I’m tired, but I’m standing up—
I won’t give up

Every road I try to take
Leads me back to my mistakes
Same old fears in different clothes
Tryna tell me I’m alone
But I’ve carried worse than this
I’ve survived what no one sees
And I’m learning how to live
With the weight that follows me

So I breathe in, count to four
Put my pride back on the floor
Let the hurt pass through—
I’m still moving forward

’Cause I’m not done, not tonight
I’m still here, still alive
Even when my hope runs thin
I find the fire under my skin
If I fall, I rise again
If I break, I learn to bend
I’m tired, but I’m standing up—
I won’t give up

I’ve had days I couldn’t speak
Nights I begged my mind for sleep
But there’s a voice beneath the noise
Saying, “Hold on—make a choice”
One more step, one more mile
One more breath, one more try
I don’t need to feel okay
Just enough to stay

’Cause I’m not done, not tonight
I’m still here, still alive
Even when my hope runs thin
I find the fire under my skin
If I fall, I rise again
If I break, I learn to bend
I’m tired, but I’m standing up—
I won’t give up

Every time I turn around
(Around)
Something that I'm thinking about…
Giving up
But I won’t…
No, I won’t give up
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Track: Every Time I Turn Around
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Every Time I Turn Around - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

Lyrics:

I cannot be what you want me to be
Insecure if life gets better without me
People say that it's time to go further
And every day I try to find a way to cross the border

Can't you see that you and me will meet again beyond the trees
Far beyond the seven seas, we're longing for eternity

So take me down to the ground, to the border
All I hear is your voice, the new order
I cannot hide the desire to be with you
Forget the past and what we've been through

Can't you see that you and me will meet again beyond the trees
Far beyond the seven seas, we're longing for eternity
I still believe that you and me will meet again beyond the trees
No more pain and no disease, two souls that reunite in peace

Can't you see that you and me will meet again beyond the trees
Far beyond the seven seas, we're longing for eternity
I still believe that you and me will meet again beyond the trees
No more pain and no disease, two souls that reunite in peace
(You and me)
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Track: Beyond The Trees
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Charles LeBaron
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Beyond The Trees - Feat. Charles LeBaron

Lyrics:

Kettle clicks.
Blue light.
My name—
not mine anymore.

Monday badge, same corridor,
jokes taped to the fridge door.
Then a screenshot—cropped and clean—
lands in my lap like gasoline.
HR smiles, offers water,
security waits like it’s order.
By noon my login’s “under review,”
by night I’m “the one” they “knew.”

Funny how a room turns quick—
eyes down, mouths shut, hands off the stick.

I keep a lifeboat on dry land,
’cause the floor can fall on command.
One story, and the locks all change,
one whisper, and you’re out of frame.
Say it twice and it starts to stick,
say it loud and they call it “truth.”
I keep a lifeboat on dry land—
to stay afloat when it’s all removed.

Lifeboat. Dry land.
Still rocking in my hands.

My sister calls, then drops her tone,
like someone’s standing in her room.
Neighbors wave but keep their feet
one step back from my front seat.
Bank app flags me, rent comes due,
my kid asks “Dad, what did you do?”
I bring receipts, dates, and proof—
they bring a feeling in a suit.

Paperwork talks, I bite my tongue—
I’m learning how to hold my ground.

I keep a lifeboat on dry land,
’cause the floor can fall on command.
One story, and the locks all change,
one whisper, and you’re out of frame.
Say it twice and it starts to stick,
say it loud and they call it “truth.”
I keep a lifeboat on dry land—
to stay afloat when it’s all removed.

Lifeboat. Dry land.
Still rocking in my hands.

A claim isn’t a verdict.
A caption isn’t a life.
They ring the bell, then walk away,
leave you to live in the noise.
So I write it down. I show up clean.
I don’t beg the crowd to see.
I hold my name like a hard small thing—
and I won’t hand it over for free.

I keep a lifeboat on dry land,
not to run—just to withstand.
If they take the job, the room, the role,
they don’t get my spine and they don’t get my soul.
Let them trade in easy blame,
let them buy a quicker end.
I keep a lifeboat on dry land—
and I’m still here. I don’t pretend.

Lifeboat. Dry land.
Still rocking in my hands.
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Track: Lifeboat
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Lifeboat

Lyrics:

Static in my teeth
Neon like a bruise

Streetlights stutter—one by one
Like the city’s choking on its own tongue
I don’t look back, I don’t explain
I just move through the black like a cut-out stain
My hands are steady, my pulse is strict
But every thought hits hard and sticks
I keep my face like tempered glass
So nobody sees me crack when I pass

I learned to whisper in a world that shouts
To hold my breath until the fear runs out
No prayers left, just voltage and doubt

Beyond the trees, there’s no confession
Only wires and repression
I keep my heart under lock and key
But the night keeps deleting me
Beyond the trees, the air turns thin
Like truth with knives pressed in
Hold the line, don’t let it peak
I’m not alive… I’m just not weak

Not weak—just numb
Not free—just gone

Bass like a hammer in my ribs
Every kick drum makes the darkness live
I taste regret like battery acid
And swallow it down like something classic
Mirrors lie, but the windshield knows
How the damage grows when the silence shows
I don’t need love, I don’t need mercy
I need the engine to drown what hurts me

The past is a room with broken lights
I walk it again on sleepless nights
No halo—only afterglow bites

Beyond the trees, there’s no confession
Only wires and repression
I keep my heart under lock and key
But the night keeps deleting me
Beyond the trees, the air turns thin
Like truth with knives pressed in
Hold the line, don’t let it peak
I’m not alive… I’m just not weak

(half-time drop, distorted synths, rising tension)
I was taught to smile, to be “okay”
So I learned to rot in a quiet way
If I disappear, they’ll call it “sleep”
But I’m wide awake in the undertow deep
Pressure builds behind my eyes
Like a storm trapped under ice
Say my name—no sound returns
Only circuits and slow burns

Beyond the trees, I lose my outline
Cut my shadow from the streetlight
I keep my heart under lock and key
But the night keeps erasing me
Beyond the trees, I finally feel
How cold can look so real
Hold the line, let the speakers speak
I’m not alive… I’m just not weak

Beyond the trees…
Erase me clean…
Beyond the trees…
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Track: I'm Not Alive
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

I'm Not Alive

Lyrics:

Fifteen
Mascara in a cracked phone screen
Lip gloss from the corner store
Says she’s nineteen
Practicing a stranger’s laugh
On the elevator door

There’s a price tag
On the places that she’s been
Every backseat
Has her name carved in the tint
She keeps cash rolled
In the hole inside her sole
Calls it “bus fare”
But it’s paying for her soul

Runaway at the red light
Holding out her thumb to the dark side
Trying to turn these nights into daylight
But the sun keeps skipping her street
Runaway at the red light
Cherry glow painting her cheap white stripes
Everybody passing like it’s alright
Like a child ain’t standing on feet too weak

Motel
Key on a plastic ring
Older man says
“Call me Jay”
She stares
At the floral on the wall
Counting petals till he pays

There’s a fake name
Written on a folded card
Says “I’m grown now”
But the letters shake too hard
She buys fast food
For a brother sound asleep
Leaves it waiting
While she walks back to the street

Runaway at the red light
Holding out her thumb to the dark side
Trying to turn these nights into daylight
But the sun keeps skipping her street
Runaway at the red light
Cherry glow painting her cheap white stripes
Everybody passing like it’s alright
Like a child ain’t standing on feet too weak

If you saw her
As a school desk with a broken leg
As a science project in the rain
Would you look away?
If you heard her
As a choir kid who missed the bus
As a homework sheet stained with rust
Would you turn your face?

Runaway at the red light
Holding out her thumb to the dark side
Trying to turn these nights into daylight
But the sun keeps skipping her street
Runaway at the red light
Cherry glow painting her cheap white stripes
Everybody passing like it’s alright
Like a child ain’t standing on feet too weak
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Track: Runaway at the Red Light
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
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Runaway at the Red Light

Lyrics:

Yeah
Deep breath
If they want a mountain moved
Point at me

Woke up heavy like a prophecy
Face in the mirror said "It’s gotta be me"
Mom’s rent due, dad long gone
Every bill on the table like "rap or be gone"
I was eating ice, not dinner
Writing in the dark like a sinner, like a winner
Scratched bars in my arm in the bathroom stall
"Get big or fall" in my own handwriting
Old phone
Cracked screen, still shining
Voice note hooks
Sounded like sirens
Friends laughed
"Dream smaller, be quiet"
I heard it, stored it
Turned it to riot (yeah)

This is pressure turned to diamonds in my teeth
Blood in my shoes, still I never skip a beat
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this
Crown made of pressure and I wear it when I bleed
Promise on my name, you will never see me leave
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this (yeah)

I don’t pray for an easy road
I just lace up
Grind till the daylight folds
Didn’t have a map, had a milk crate throne
Making kingdoms out of cardboard, calling that home
I was knee-deep, neck-deep, drowning in the doubt
Turned every "nah" to a war-cry shout
Every closed door, kicked in for the hinges
Turned splinters in my knuckles into legends in the scriptures
They scrolling my name in the group chats now
Same ones who clowned wanna do tracks now
I remember every face, every cheap-shot joke
Now they hands in the air when the beat line smokes
You feel that?
That’s stakes, not fame
That’s real life hanging on my last name
So when they ask who the greatest alive is
I don’t argue
I just show ‘em where the sky is

This is pressure turned to diamonds in my teeth
Blood in my shoes, still I never skip a beat
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this
Crown made of pressure and I wear it when I bleed
Promise on my name, you will never see me leave
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this (yeah)

Tell ‘em line up gods, I’m not impressed
They talking crowns, I’m talking tests
You want glory? I want breath
I rap like every bar could stop death
Say my doubts out loud, then I strangle ‘em
Turn 'never' into fuel, then I angle in
Every scar on my body like a medal on my chest
If "impossible" calls
Let it leave a message

This is pressure turned to diamonds in my teeth
Blood in my shoes, still I never skip a beat
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this
Crown made of pressure and I wear it when I bleed
Promise on my name, you will never see me leave
If the sky falls down
Let it crash on me
I was built for this
I was built for this (yeah)
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Track: Crown Made of Pressure
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Noira K
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Crown Made of Pressure - Feat. Noira K

Lyrics:

Her small hand
Wrapped in my shirt
Cartoon socks
Kicking in the dirt
She asks if I
Can leave on the light
I say
“Yeah
Kiddo”
And hold her tight

Moon sings softly at our window
Silver on the picture frame
Every night beside my little girl
We whisper mama’s name
We’re finding solace in the silence
In the stories that she knew
The moon sings with tears for her
And somehow
We make it through

Her toothbrush
Next to yours still
Your sweater
On the windowsill
She climbs up
On my tired knees
Says
“Is mama
In the breeze?”

I tuck her in
Same side of the bed
Your pillow
Under her head
We talk about
Your Sunday songs
How you danced
Like nothing’s wrong

Moon sings softly at our window
Silver on the picture frame
Every night beside my little girl
We whisper mama’s name
We’re finding solace in the silence
In the stories that she knew
The moon sings with tears for her
And somehow
We make it through

Sometimes I break in the hallway
Lost in the shape of your coat
Then I hear tiny feet running
“Dad
Can you zip my hope?”
We trace hearts on frosted glass
Two small hands and one big hand
Say goodnight up to the sky
Like you taught us we still can

Moon sings softly at our window
Silver on the picture frame
Every night beside my little girl
We whisper mama’s name
We’re finding solace in the silence
In the stories that she knew
The moon sings with tears for her
And somehow
We make it through
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Track: The Moon Sings With Tears
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

The Moon Sings With Tears

Lyrics:

I see your shoes by the door
Right where you kicked them off
The mail still piles by my chair
You talk to the air like I’m there

You stir my mug in the sink
Leave room like I might drink
You fall asleep with the TV on
Holding the side where I’m gone

I’m closer than your heartbeat
Love
I’m hiding in the quiet of your lungs
In the steam on the mirror
Every time you say my name
I’m nearer
You can’t see this side of the sky
But I’m right here
Watching you try
When you laugh
When you cry like that
That’s the afterlife singing back

Our girl wears my old blue coat
Sleeves still too long for her hands
She asks you if I can see her dance
You nod
But you don’t quite stand

She leaves drawings on my pillow
Stick figures holding the sun
Writes “Mom
Did you eat today?”
With a crayon heart
Half done

I’m closer than your heartbeat
Love
I’m hiding in the quiet of your lungs
In the steam on the mirror
Every time you say my name
I’m nearer
You can’t see this side of the sky
But I’m right here
Watching you try
When you laugh
When you cry like that
That’s the afterlife singing back

Tell her I read every story you read her
Every page turn shakes the stars
Tell her I trace every freckle I gave her
When she forgets where they are

Tell her the dark can’t swallow her singing
That every high note pulls me in
And when you both fall asleep on the sofa
I tuck you in from within

I’m closer than your heartbeat
Love
I’m hiding in the quiet of your lungs
In the steam on the mirror
Every time you say my name
I’m nearer
You can’t see this side of the sky
But I’m right here
Watching you try
When you laugh
When you cry like that
That’s the afterlife singing back
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Track: Echoes From The Living Room
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Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
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Echoes From The Living Room

Lyrics:

Found your sweater in the hallway
Smelled like dust and Sunday rain
Ten years gone but in this small house
Every room still says your name

Dad burns dinner
Laughs it off
Says you’d tease his “famous stew”
I set one extra plate in silence
Like I’m saving it for you

I’m still her little girl
Even with my grown-up hands
I’m taller
But I swear
I still don’t understand
How you can be so far
And feel so close in this old world
I’m living here with Dad
But I’m still her little girl

He stares too long at the driveway
When the porch light flickers on
As if one night you’ll pull right in
Ask what channel the game’s on

We joke about your stubborn streak
Then the room goes quiet
Thin
I see his eyes start shining
So I start laughing just to win

I’m still her little girl
Even with my grown-up hands
I’m taller
But I swear
I still don’t understand
How you can be so far
And feel so close in this old world
I’m living here with Dad
But I’m still her little girl

I wore your dress to graduation
Pinned your ring inside the lace
Dad said
“She’d be so proud of you”
Then he had to hide his face

We’re learning how to live this way
Two hearts and a missing part
But you’re threaded through the photo frames
And the beats of both our hearts

I’m still her little girl
Even with my grown-up hands
I’m taller
But I swear
I still don’t understand
How you can be so far
And feel so close in this old world
I’m living here with Dad
But I’m still her little girl
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Track: Still Her Little Girl
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Still Her Little Girl

Lyrics:

The night is setting
Curtains breathe like they’re afraid
Dad’s mug cools on the table
Mom laughs at something she said

My sister’s braiding
Plastic beads clicking in time
I’m lining up toy soldiers
Marching straight
Pretending fine

Then the porch light flickers
Dog goes silent by the gate
Every shadow thickens
Like it’s learning how to wait

Blood on the doorframe
Names in my throat
They came through the keyhole
Tore through our home
I was a child
Hands over my eyes
Two of us breathing
Under that sky
Blood on the doorframe

Glass like silver
Raining slow across the floor
Teeth like winter
Faces I’ve never seen before

Dad shouting something
Mom pulls us under the bed
Her fingers shaking on my back
“I’ve got you” is all she says

Bootsteps in the hallway
Licking dust up off the tiles
Laughter in the kitchen
Soaked in iron
Soaked in bile

Blood on the doorframe
Names in my throat
They came through the keyhole
Tore through our home
I was a child
Hands over my eyes
Two of us breathing
Under that sky
Blood on the doorframe

Sirens in the distance
Too late to know our names
Their photos on the fridge
Looking through me just the same

My sister grips my wrist
Nails half-moon in my skin
“We’re still here
” she whispers
Like a spell against the wind

I see fangs in every shadow
Hear them breathing in the rain
We grew up in that one night
But the house stayed twelve again

Blood on the doorframe
Names in my throat
They came through the keyhole
Tore through our home
I was a child
Hands over my eyes
Two of us breathing
Under that sky
Blood on the doorframe
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Track: Blood on the Doorframe
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
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Blood on the Doorframe

Lyrics:

Morgonljuset sipprar in genom sprickan i gardinen
Sängen kall som en grav, ingen andas bredvid mig
Tankarna virvlar som rök, fastnar i taket ovanför
Ensamhetens ekon ropar, men ingen svarar mer

Jag sträcker ut handen, griper efter skuggor som flyr
Hjärtat slår i takt i tomheten, ett slag för varje sår
Varför känns det som att världen har glömt mitt namn?
I spegeln ser jag en främling, fångad i sin spegelbild.

Vaknar upp ensam, övergiven i gryningen
Psykets stormar rasar, ingen vind att hålla fast vid
Skriker in i tystnaden, men den sväljer allt
Ensam i mitt kaos, ingen som ser mig falla

Kaffet smakar bittert, som minnena från igår
Vännerna har bleknat bort, som foton i ett album
Ångesten kryper närmre, viskar lögner i mitt öra
"Du är inte värd att älskas, ingen vill ha dig här"

Jag försöker resa mig, men benen vägrar bära
Dagarna smälter samman i en grå, oändlig dimma
Var är ljuset som de lovar, i böcker och i ord?
Jag drunknar i min egen skugga, utan någon cord

Vaknar upp ensam, övergiven i gryningen
Psykets stormar rasar, ingen vind att hålla fast vid
Skriker in i tystnaden, men den sväljer allt
Ensam i mitt kaos, ingen som ser mig falla

Kanske en dag bryter solen genom molnen.
Kanske en hand sträcks ut, från någon som förstår
Men just nu är jag fången i denna eviga natt
Letar efter styrka i spillrorna av mitt jag

Klockan tickar långsamt, timmarna känns som år
Jag skriver brev till ingen, kastar dem i vinden
Hoppet fladdrar svagt, som en låga i regnet
Men djupt inne vet jag, att jag måste kämpa vidare

En dag ska jag vakna, inte längre så bruten
Hitta vägen tillbaka, ur denna mörka labyrint
Men tills dess klamrar jag mig fast vid de små stunderna
Av ljus som tränger in, i mitt trasiga sinne

Vaknar upp ensam, övergiven i gryningen
Psykets stormar rasar, ingen vind att hålla fast vid
Skriker in i tystnaden, men den sväljer allt
Ensam i mitt kaos, ingen som ser mig falla

(Oh, vakna upp, vakna upp)
Ensam i gryningen
(Oh, övergiven, övergiven)
I psykets djupa hav

Vakna upp... ensam... övergiven...
(Oh, vakna upp, vakna upp)
I gryningen...
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Track: Stormen (The Storm)
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Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Stormen

14+ years behind the boards — forging darkwave, dark electro, synthpop and synthwave with EDM weight.

I build cold atmospheres, bittersweet hooks and hard drops — music for late-night drives, neon streets, and the moments you don’t talk about. Every release is pressure and emotion: clean sound design, heavy low-end, and melodies that linger.

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