It has been worse before
and nothing is really bad at all
this emptiness is filling inside
thinking what have really changed

'cause this silence screams that it's gone,
and I wonder if it will ever come back again
this warm feeling leaves me trembling
I'm so cold

Finally Gone

I Could - You know I Would
Turn back to you.
Tell you -  how wrong I've been
not anymore, etc.
But it's too late - I, not even I
Would believe it a bit,
All tears, all screams, all worshiping eyes
are fake.
Something terrible dawned - inside of me
It simply wont let me in
Your Amazing World of
Lies.

It's Insane - Hard to define,
You seem so right in every light.
It's so misleading - insane, confusing,
brainwashing and abusive,
And yet a pearl does
Hide Inside.

Can't deny - It's something else,
I have to recognize.
Not only it - but it in you,
a feeling - hard to describe.

A funeral almost unbearable,
now,
a dusk without goodbye.

A search begins,
burnt with the mark
of your scorching threatening eyes:
it's the meaning - of my life,
it's the reason - behind our lies,
must be strong,
don't be afraid,
have all my confidence.
I'm not a foe,
an enemy,
i am an angel in disguise.

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