Katharsis Vol. 1

Growing Apart

Lidt Mere

mechanical ali

On One (feat. Dyl Thomas)

It's been about 2 and a half years since Schy passed away. Of course, the Hollow Knight community is moving towards a demographic where less and less of us knew them, and I've had a hard time dealing with the grief as this has been my first time grieving someone close. I spent a long time not being able to cry about it after the first 1-1.5 years. I had my feelings about it compartmentalized and locked away so that I could function normally, but recently I met Marcy in person and had a chance to cry with her and bond over how we miss Schy. Since then, I've had a bit of an easier time putting into words how I feel about this, and in the past ~4 months I've been able to finally record my thoughts, even if I was kinda sobbing the whole time. This is just my form of expressing my grief and getting it out, but maybe it'll connect with someone else.


Beat is Eternal by Kenny Beats


Lyrics:
Come on, you ain't gotta leave yet
You haven't seen bereaved yet
I know it's only June buddy, I haven't made a tune yet
A year point 5 or 2 isn't enough for me and you and what I speak will echo through
I didn't shed a tear for about a year, what can I do?
I promise it's sincere and I'm still here with my heart blue
It took a conversation at a room at GDQ, I saw somebody who was close and I mean close, like just a few
I sat down on my knees, finally spoke my mind out loud
She choked up on her words and it was then that I see how we all grieve different
That is why I needed Kendrick, that is why I needed green, and that is why I needed glimpses
We opened up the gates and poured and flooded over trenches
We opened up the gates and we saw you
Every sentence made it clear that it was here you belong
Though what it took was super fucking wrong, it's only now we get along
Ever since the day you played that shitty ROM, I've seen you shine
All we got now is each other, so I sit and write these lines

The show must go on fam, I can't ignore it
It rains, it pours, but damn man, it's really pourin'
Even for Portland, it's been cloudy everyday
Everytime I see the name, every message that's erased left me eviscerated
I hold in tears to put the praise on all the shit you made and
I'm watching videos of you to keep that shit from fadin'
It ain't a memory, I still got the last thing I said, just before I spent the week in bed

I had to shake it off
You just offline, so keep it pushing
I feel fake, acting like we all were here to stay, it's not okay
All I did was play scissors, you would always play rock
We should have been better for you
World wasn't ready for you
Footprint got weight buddy, sorry that I'm late but
I promise you will live forever

You Will Live Forever

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家族の分まで

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2022.01.17

A collection of tenhush's Soul Sunday Remix/Edit collection. Videos on my YouTube channel.

Growing Apart

Nu Program Records

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