Nursery Rhyme

Here it is, knock, knock...
Check the door, lock, lock...
Breakin' loose from inside;
I can't bear them, fuck, fuck!
Take an axe, drop the axe,
What I'm doin', it's madness!
It's too late, I smile, smile;
Why don't you just die, die?!

Since that, 
I'm just rotting, being tortured and in a lying position watchin' 
our so really beloved black ground in a reversed aspect.
Don't know, why I get that
The present's unreal and the past's unknown yet
Night by night chilly screams are ripping me from the depth of my conscience. 
End will never come, 
because this is the place from where you'll never run. 
To labour for an eternity for a thing I've done, For a thing I've done.
Sneering, while bleeding, laughing from my heart
With turned out eyes I shout the world my mind is fuckin' fucked!

Why'd this happen to me?
Why don't you set me free?!
Burning curse inside, here
Echoes are haunting inside
It was right
What you did in the dark
But, still I
Cannot let all these things end up like that.

(In my head)
(They whisper bad)
(You can't hide)
(You're trapped inside)
Fuzzy creatures in my head
Tickling mind, and whisper bad,
1,2,3,4, now, and then...
Oh, my god, it's out of the red!
What should I just tell you,
I double, double dare you,
It's too bad, I smile, smile;
Here is Johnny, die, die!

Meanwhile
Placed illuminated within this black eternity
(Return in me, you deadly hatred, who gave the meaning of life to me!)
They silently just do the hopscotch on the gray playground I made for them,
And those, who tried that to get me there, on the other side I will wait for them.
I'm happy, I'm sad,
Back off, I'll bash your head!
I'm happy, I'm sad,
Back off, I'll bash your head!
I'm happy, I'm sad,
Back off, I'll bash your head!
I'm happy, I'm sad,
Back off, I'll bash your fuckin' head!

Why'd this happen to me?
Why don't you set me free?!
Burning curse inside, here
Echoes are haunting inside
It was right
What you did in the dark
But, still I
Cannot let all these things end up like that.

Eenie, meenie, meini mo,
Catch the children by the toe
Naughty, naughty, punish all,
Eenie, meenie, can't sing more./Eenie, meenie, can't scream more! (2x)

Why'd this happen to me?
Why don't you set me free?!
Burning curse inside, here
Echoes are haunting inside
It was right
What you did in the dark
But, still I
Cannot let all these things end up like that. (2x)

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