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Shit that sucks vol 11

loser prod. solxmn

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production by @prodsoma

out now all platforms: https://fanlink.to/heartbreakcity

story:

i’m so sorry baby girl i gotta go
spend a couple weeks travellin the road 
and if i could find better than i’d just walk out the door 
when won’t you leave me death always wanting more

she broke me in pieces
find my inner peace and
see the city lights where
we would feel each other 

lost without my other 
half and need you here to
show me true release and 
comfort one another

you shoulda loved me better
shoulda loved me right 
i was always kissin you 
hold you to me tight 

it’s off this time
i cant feel it anymore 
can’t make you mine

and it’s just a love letter
a poem or a rhyme
i don’t even mean it
im sorry that’s a lie

i cut my thigh again
wont you stay mine

she broke me in pieces
find my inner peace and
see the city lights where
we would feel each other 

i think i’m losing her
blood drips from my wrist
i think i’m losing her
it makes it cry
i think i’m losing her
can’t keep you mine
i think i’m losing her 
can’t keep you mine

heartbreak under city lights

spotify

heartbreak under city lights (soma)

see u in h3ll prod. solxmn

Losing Myself Prod. Xangang

prod me


i cant do anything right
iv been tryna make sense of whats been on my mind
is it wrong or is it right
tryna find an answer, im searching for a sign
and i try, but its hard
and i fall, break my heart
knew it all from the start
i still reach for the stars
for your love, for your heart
but it keeps on getting harder to be by your side


i know that i never do enough
but ill try, and ill try for your love
count the days like the sand where im stuck
but maybe itll get better

wanna risk it all
wanna take the fall
wish i had it all
and i hate my flaws
every time i fall
wating for your call
(crawling back to u)

by your side

how deep is your love prod. absence

strength (numb)

ft @exp100 @rewind214 @ilymay @venusiann @coldspades
prod @awwy2k

(experiencer)
feel all the love
girl ur safe in my touch
ill be the one u can trust

and this songs bout some shit that i love
my name is ghosthug
yea its harmony division
you cant see the vision
u need a new prescription 
im with may and venusiann
me and rewind made some new shit
spades and kidu they produced it
and patient's in spazzteam 
but shes not exlcusive
we're a group like the blue men
all our flowers are bloomin
i hope that we dont lose it
friendship and music

(rewind)
im with ghosthug, they cant see us
been so alone like im venus
we get our way, yea nothing can defeat us
fall down, gotta keep up
in tokyo for the meet up
dont wanna b me but they wanna b us
hate it when we fight
i just wanna talk
its ok to cry
cant deal with my flaws
i luv all my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
know that ill b fine, im getting good at staying strong

(may)
fly overseas like im coldspades
harmony get our way 
posted up with my gang 
and i cant fall now 
ik youll that catch me ohh 
and i cant fold now 
for the ones i love the most 

yeah i might do some shit and u wouldnt forget ab it 
my whole team we goin up and it got them astounded 
i get the money i count it 
think i need an accountant 
said u going up i doubt it
ohhh

harajuku and im with the gang 
shopping spree got some helmut lang
u cant get in cuz ur a lame 

how u switch up on ur bros 
i cant do that no no no 
posted with team we stick to the code
we doin shit u wouldnt even know
yeahh

(venusiann)
my name is venusiann, music with my friends
was so bored like one night, so i made a collective
and we flexin, new kicks just stepped in
nah boy you cant get in, ill shoot u with my weapon
hope you get the message
there's hidden blessings
take me to heaven
you can't be part of the team
we stay in motion like streams
feels like we're living a dream

(coldspades)
harmony division, but my bands get to adding
keep my circle small, i got to subtracting
they doubted us now we making shit happen

im in HD i got connections
not on the team you not in my section
walk into saks and i made a selection
(when i drop a song they say its perfection)

i got all my friends dont need no one else
yea they always had my back even when i fell
my old friends stabbed me in the back but i still wish them well
now im going up might spend a bag in YSL

Harmony Anthem

Harmony Anthem (prod. kidu)

@neohnq @yashio20k
Lyrics :

i give u my all u say it’s not enough 
heart wounded up
girl u left your mark
i guess i’ll give u back ur heart
but i js wanna talk
1 last time grl u left me in the darkk

no more said
ghosts and demons in my head
wake up & im thinking abt death
still in my head
dreams of your silhouette 
dying alone instead 

dreams of u & me
u bring me down,, with u 
down (i got nothing to losee)
its js uu
tell me is this what i get
i hope it’s all in my head

SPOTIFY

dreams of your silhouette (neohn & yashio)

prod, @notthesameithink

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me

i feel i might lose away
can you really talk to me?
what is up with me
like what is up with me

waiting x8

like wtf is up with me
If you don't want to talk, then don't talk to me

like me
like us
she can destroy me idgaf
im just tryna love
i cant keep it up
im so stuck
im so stuck in love

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me,

waiting (numb)

Right Now W Bvsu (2019/2020)

self reflection

self reflection (prod mxsui)

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

Instagram - @nubieheartsing
Prod Violet
OSSWorld ✨🌐

Lyrics
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Nubie
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Chorus
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Bleeding out my eyes
I just need your love
I would rather die
If I'm not the one
Keep me in your heart
And keep feeding me lies
Tell me it's alright
Even if it's wrong
Blood fall from my cuts
I promise I won't run
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Verse
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Light a smile all on my face
Thinking about it since the last date
Can't believe this is the last time
That I get to see you smile, smile
And I promise I'm alright, I'm alright
And I need you by my side, can't you go
I've been paranoid all night, I just know
That it's not gonna work
And I'm bleeding from eyes, I just know
And I promise I won't run
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Chorus
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I would rather die
If I'm not the one
Keep me in your heart
And keep feeding me lies
Tell me it's alright
Even if it's wrong
Blood fall from my cuts
I promise I won't run
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Verse
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Light a smile all on my face
Thinking about it since the last date
Can't believe this is the last time
That I get to see you smile, smile
And I promise I'm alright, I'm alright
And I need you by my side

Be There When It Rains [+Violet]

stop! [prod. neimxn]

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