i didnt get to say this before you deactivated your twitter, but genuinely, however silly this may sound, u have helped me with suicidal ideation just because of the one time you told me not to act on suicidal thoughts on twitter. you and your music have a positive effect on those around you on the internet, i hope you know that <3

Nehm dir alle Zeit die du brauchst Bruder, hoffe Leben verbessert sich, auch wenn langsam

waqs - readth (mashiro remix) [f/c]

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lol

https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa

dssctveself & nasanoa - bitter and cunning

I'll be waiting, from the other side

all the things she left

L'appel du vide

I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

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i had my fun, even if it was undeserved. i shouldn't have tried in the first place

anesthesia is in our heart between the both of us..

small mistake - I Will Suffer Until I Am Dead (mirror rmx)

//àç!è(è///

hanging 2.1.2024

archive and deleted songs are on bandcamp

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