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isolating (VEST!GE)

SET ME FREE! (sss3ido!)

angels look like demons

COMPLICATED! (korathink)

GET IT NOW (feat. ap47hyc0r3)

first song ever!!!


https://soundcloud.com/avoidr
^^^^
(feat. avoidr)

POWER TRIP! (feat. avoidr)

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
covered all my dresses in red like a rary
i feel lost and dead inside
come and look at bloody eyes

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares
bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares

BLOODSTAINS (sped up) (junoes & greyrock)

T4KE OFF! (Wraith77)

IN THE 3DS! (Zuya)

Song made by @menthol100s
trying a new genre :p

wifiskeleton - nope your too late i already died (cover by lavy!)

i got a knife nd i stuck it to my stomach
im bleedin out in the forest by myself
sell my corpse right out on myspace
i dont want u to know im isolated
alone w my thoughts n im suffering in darkness
nobody knows all the pain that i manage
got a razer blade nd im feelin so needed now
this bitches they relate, do u wanna see me bleedin out?
wanna see me bleedin out? ill go and start it now
i hate my fucking life, i just wanna end it right now
place the cut onto my wrist
i can hear her scream "lemme take that hit"

watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried
watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried

razorblade//sell my corpse (devnzr)

Deep. w/slash.me

produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

prod by leafingg

@vyrve
like omg, bitch, ive been drowning for a long time
got me fucked up, bitch im sipping off that wine
like omg, bitch, i dont wanna be myself
bullet to my brain and i kill myself
like omg, bitch, i cannot do this anymore
sippin on that drink and my body dropping dead
to the floor, i dont need new friends, bitch
i keep my fucking circle tight like omg

@avoidr
like omg, bullet to my brain and i kill myself
i just hate my life im not feeling well
i dont wanna be myself, i dont wanna be anybody else
i just wanna die and be somewhere else
bullet to my brain and i end it all
cuts on my wrist got me feeling like im bleeding out
like omg, do you even care about me?
like omg, do you even see me drowning?
im dying

@vyrve
like omg, bitch, ive been drowning for a long time
got me fucked up, bitch im sipping off that wine
like omg, bitch, i dont wanna be myself
bullet to my brain and i kill myself
like omg, bitch, i cannot do this anymore
sippin on that drink and my body dropping dead
to the floor, i dont need no friends, bitch
i keep my fucking circle tight like omg

vyrve - like omg (avoidr remix)

Voc by me, zuya and lavy
Beat by W3RT
Mix and master by Zuya and W3RT
Cover art by kazxme.

SHOW IT OFF!

produced by me

@avoidr
yeah-uh, the pains getting greater
you dont know, yeah you love me harder
yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
you dont know, i dont wanna live no more
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
hell nah, you thought im living in a world like this?
oh girl, you dont know what is going on
help me, im stuck inside of this endless loop
nightmares, thats what im trying to be living in

@lexanax
everything you say is a complete contradiction
wanting me to stay, 
then you're leaving without saying 
i've been losing sleep, 
all my dreams are haunted
said you wanted me, 
yet you don't like who i am

@avoidr
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if im holding on
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if i can trust you now
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it

out of it

out of it w/ LeXanax

im so delusional d3r (cover by myremedy)

cover with @4lvin2025 :3
beat was remade by @n0xarii
lyrics:
[Intro: myremedy]
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
I am the problem, I think that I'm awesome
I can't stand myself so I think I'll dissolve him
n0xa-a-a-arii
[Verse 1: myremedy]
I isolate myself to cope, I don't want you around
I can't think straight, distracting me from just the smallest sound
Sick of this shit, threaten me with, "I'll cut my wrist"
But I'm the one who needs a stitch from all the damage you caused, you bitch

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Verse 2: myremedy]
Always try my best, in the end nothing works
Nah, fuck that (Fuck that), fuck that (Yeah)
Move forward, I'm putting me first
It's my year, not your year
Take your girl, that's your fear
Treat her better now I'm here
She screaming, "Faster n Harder" up in my ear

[Verse 3: 4lvin]
(Okay, okay)
Guess there's no other option, girl
It's just me and you in this world
Don't press me 'bout the things you heard
One last chance, then I'm not so sure
Man, she don't want it, she need it
Put the pussy on me, just seat it
Shawty lie all the time, no reason
Tell me why you got a man's if you cheating
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

[Chorus: myremedy]
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ran out of options, I think I dissolve them
I have these problems, I wish I could solve them
Ra-ra-ran out, I think I dissolve them

[Outro: 4lvin]
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them
i hate you n0x
I have this baggage, don't think you could manage
Got skeletons in my closet, you can have them

problems (cover by 4lvin and myremedy)

prod by me
@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

made a cover with my new friend @juzoofficial
original by @menthol100s & @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

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