ft. @deathcharms og

down all the lean n its barely sprite 🙄

prod odece x cutspace

sunpills ft. ch2rms

be mine again w/ cry xo (nvki)

sanity ft. whyhaze (neohn)

I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hiding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Looking in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna disappear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

p. @plasticgirl1 @kojowav

i jus poured my heart out 4 uuu
now i feel so numb yea
can u make it stop yea
i still think way too much abt uuu
i wna 4get all my past yea
dnt wnt it 2 last any lngr
focus
on whtvr is now
ur bogus
no i dnt wnt u around
focus
on whtvr is now
ur bogus
no i dnt wnt u around me

yea
thrs so many things tht i wna 4get now
ill try anything 2 get out of that hellhole
yea ill jus keep on trying 2 keep my head up
and hope that it will get bettr

i jus poured my heart out 4 uuu
now i feel so numb yea
can u make it stop yea
i still think way too much abt uuu
i wna 4get all my past yea
dnt wnt it 2 last any lngr

i jus poured my heart out 4 uuu
now i feel so numb yea
can u make it stop yea
i still think way too much abt uuu
i wna 4get all my past yea
dnt wnt it 2 last any lngr
focus
on whtvr is now
ur bogus
no i dnt wnt u around
focus
on whtvr is now
ur bogus
no i dnt wnt u around me

##pouredmyheartout4u (rezlaine kojo)

where the wind blows @nitec0re
keep it 2 urself @nitec0re @shrinex
suicide note @diegointhedark
you've got it all wrong 
buried a lie @shrinex
my mess @melancholikx @shrinex @prodmichael
tear me apart @y4ndere

wherethewindblows

losing my mind, idk how i feel about being an "artist" right now

@starw3yy

lyrics
-
they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

night terrors feels like first grade
they show me up n its their first day
they show me up n its the worst way
im so fucking tired n that energy i cant fake
thanks a fucking lot
i just wanna stop
i just wanna shut up n not talk
i just wanna drop
if we puttin' bullets in my skull
spare the better side
i cant ever stop my fucking roll
so its do or die

they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

n i hope i never see you again

don't wanna see you again cause i know it would fuck me up
how could i be nice after that shit, i know i care too much
if i tried too hard
would you see me at all
always been sup-par
take my voice so i cant talk
be me
see me dont wanna see you
believe me
i'm screaming watch me fall back
bleed me
plead be
i wanna see you
believe me, believe me
but you don't see me

they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

i don't get why tf they wanna be me
ain't no competition
this shit way too easy
yuh they see me
but you don't see me
(sorry deet)

mememe (starw3y)

"scared of what's true" produced by @ry63r

Performed/Written by @counterxo

scared of what's true

scared of what's true (ryder)

prod. saint mike 

wait...for me
taste... ur cheek
hope u r thinking...
of me, me...

i hope one day u will come back
even though u make me so sad
but i'm just a hopeless romantic
hopeless romantic...

in my dreams ur not here
in my dreams ur not here
in my dreams i'm just here
in my dreams i'm just here
in my dreams ur not here
i'm my dreams, ur not here...

i'm just sitting here
thinking of all our moments
u made me feel so loved
but now it means nothing
i wish somehow
we would be something

hopeless romantic

my favorite "shoulda-beens" over the years:

“thank you”

awe, spite, fear, malice
still, i see eyes around me
i will miss your gaze

- vis

@fakeamirislides
@heartstopmiami

@hdbn2
@bug26
@bbyazul4k
@xandror2
@fozo2
@zone19
@yumenikki
@kutliss
@ihatejugo
@f3arme

be mine again w/ cry xo (nvki)

van1sh