*not by me* 

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song by @lil_emothugg

LIL EMOTHUGG - GIVE IT TIME (PROD.PRETTYWHENICRY) (2020-21)

*not by me* 
by @lil_emothugg 
prod. by tommy gore (inactive as of 2023)
deleted "GEIST " EP by Lil Emothugg (aka Shyest Bwoy & imsadforu) 
released originally sometime between late 2020 (quarantine angel$ era) and spring/summer of 2021.

re-uploaded to PURPLEMUSIC666's channel on May 3rd, 2021 

archived by me June 7th, 2021 and uploaded to soundcloud on April 18th, 2023.

status of remake/re-release/re-drop is unknown but it's more than likely these songs will stay deleted/privated from his page.

Lil Emothugg - dull (prod.tommy gore)

deleted "GEIST " EP by Lil Emothugg (aka Shyest Bwoy & imsadforu) 
released originally sometime between late 2020 (quarantine angel$ era) and spring/summer of 2021.

re-uploaded to PURPLEMUSIC666's channel on May 3rd, 2021 

archived by me June 7th, 2021 and uploaded to soundcloud on April 18th, 2023.

status of remake/re-release/re-drop is unknown but it's more than likely these songs will stay deleted privated from his page.

Lil Emothugg - crooked smile (prod.tommy gore)

*not by me* 
privated/deleted Lil Emothugg track from 2020?
featuring Lil Dead Star 
prod. Tommy Gore 

+highest quality of the cover art available online+

gehenna - nobody (feat. neo/null) (prod. majzkluani)

woke up 
now i feel like a failure 
simply put 
i just know that i failed ya 
black eyes all around 
call me panda 
lay the lead i'm still looking for an answer 

deep inside your head growing with the cancer
so tired i pull up still wearin jamas 
hunt you down in the field 
i'm a panther 
body burnt to a crisp like i'm vader 

one down take another 
with no chaser 
smoke whoever i can find 
and worry later
sit back and blow my mind 
on the paper 
run it back one time for the haters

heard around you still struggling for paper?
sit down ima school ya like a preacher  
head to town cop a pound by the bleachers
now you bound to counting cash you's a leecher
whats next you still tripping bout a feature? 
no stress guess i never really need ya 
still pressed like the bottom of my sneakers
you wont impress the next soul who eats ya

failure (prod.sourkidd)

getting cold outside 
i think we snowed in 
i'm feening for a piece 
cuz bitch i'm rolling 
when i rest 
i lay in peace 
nah i ain't trolling 
so when you pray
get on your knees 
and plead for snow man 

snowdin
snowdin

used to wake up shaking 
now i'm dialed in 
every single song i make 
i know it's banging
my brain never gets a brake 
i'll lose control then 
walk up deep inside the place 
and get to shooting

*fortnite scar* 

thought you knew 
what the fucks up 
i guess you really didn't 
guess you could say
my times up 
but then you acting dim  
i just wanna get fucked up 
i'll pop another xan 
my whole life
been so fucked up
that's how i really live

snowdin (prod.sourkidd)

don't nobody know that it's me 
so i'm taking a chance 
while i rip at the seams
wanna be a part of my team
but the door been shut 
while we chasing the dream 
i can't lie if you trying to bleed 
go pick up the call 
cuz i got what you need 
been gone so i make what i please
while i look at the sky and i start to plead 

ima pray just one last time 
while i look on down 
see the well getting dry 
take a walk 
i been way to high
think it's time to stop 
just one more time 
if i'm back where i started again 
ima look on up 
and just pray that I live

prod by @metlast art by @oftentimesssss

pray(prod.metlast)

verse 1 
water whippin diamonds in my chain, bitch i let it flood,
i been countin hunnids, sippin drank outta dirty cup,
ghost ride the whip bitch, let it slide like im drunk,
tints 2 dark ho, you can’t see me in the cut

bitch i’m glorynathen, ho
you don’t even kno
bitch i’m oathkeeper bro
and i’m always wit my umbrella bros
bitch, i don’t even know where im at ho

verse 2 

water whippin 
yeah im always mud sippin
if you tweaking then im tripping 
cuz you acting like you bitch less (bitchless)
umbrella knock you out gimme a hitlist 
i dont ever wanna hear shit
less you tryna get to hitting 

ill drown you in the bottom of the river
make you girl look back and shiver 
then yo sister make me dinner
(make me dinner)
bitch im cold on the mic like the winter 
i aint ever come in last 
cuz ive always been a winner 

repent for the past cuz im a sinner 
i been here so long 
think my bodys boutta wither,
stick out in a crowd like a splinter 
cuz im always chiefing loud 
even if my paper little,
dont know where to go 
stuck in the middle 
ima make it out soon
even if i gotta kill em

quasi (@glorynathen) - water whippin [ft. null] (prod.xnull)

i been picking up the pieces for a while now 
this shit hardly got a meaning
but ill say it proud
everybody always leaving 
aint gon hold me down 
when i pack my bags to leave 
i guess youll want me now

let me burn im tryna turn into a urn full of ash
ill return when im needed but dont think so fast 
need to turn around my life before i actually crash 
when i sit and look back
should've known we wont last

but i thought 
that we would 
last so long 
now im shook 
ill stay strong
just dont look
when you gone 
off the hook 

i cant lie 
im so strung 
i been high
all along 
i might die 
just give up 
take one more,
now im done

pieces(prod.sourkidd)

produced by CZS aka alexcozis on YT


you dont wanna go with me 
thats cool but you gotta see 
i froze the world for your company
now you sayin you gon leave with me 
everybody claim insanity 
but im the guy that they wanna be 
sit back ima stand and plead 
hear me out while i drown at sea 
aint nobody gonna come for me 
but im floating so comforting 
ima shine while i do my thing 
till im popping ima howl and sing 

you dont wanna go with me 
thats fine 
i been tryna get out 
for very long time 
lay my head 
ima close my eyes  
while i pray to the sky 
and i bump another line 

gotta gimme time ima be best now 
wear the same old boots 
while i stomp you out 
nothing but a fool 
ima push you around 
if you try to push back
ima lay you to the ground 

everybody fake 
in this motherfucking town 
i cant wait to grow old 
then i burn it down 
when i wake up 
still here somehow 
but the night before
almost let you down 
took a lot of pills 
then stared at the ground 
now im back to the start 
tryna figure it out 
like what do i do 
and how do i sound 
i feel like the man 
and im boutta crash down

go with me (prod.alexcozis)

prod by pyctur/wellbeallalone on yt

sometimes i wonder why
everybody that i trust 
always put me to the side  

but i'm running out of time 
and i really need help
watch the days go by 

i used wanna get high 
now i'm tryna get a grip 
lost control of my life  

if i'm gone by tonight 
then you better let em know 
that they still in sight

but now it's all over 
and you ain't getting closure 
my death is crawling closer 
yeah i been living sober 
my body growing older
i'm barely 20 dead broke
and got a cold shoulder 

i know i should've lived longer 
and i'm sorry to my mama 
but the dollars i ain't making 
really bring a lot of drama 
but i outta put it down 
drown my problems in a bottle 
guess i never meant a lotta 
to the homie popping collars

hollow (prod.pyctur/wellbeallalone)

i didn't see it coming 
now my body slowly bleeding 
it came without a warning 
now my life ain't got a meaning
i'm tryna go get going 
but you crying always pleading

my needle strictly sewing 
i still fall apart in pieces 

if you could pick me up 
would you just drop it all 
and leave it 

the damage has been done 
no going back 
just like some creases 

i guess we had some fun 
cut me some slack 
you know i need it

we smoke till we get numb  
ain't that a fact 
i'm sitting speechless 

what am i supposed to do 
move back home 
then i pay my dues
sit all alone 
till i blow a fuse 
i can't go 
need a thing or two  
on that road 
hands feelin loose 
i'll let go 
shut my eyes and cruise
you barely know
but his grave spoke to
they wanting me to slow
but the spirits call for you

hindsight (prod.crescnta)

don't know what the fuck i'm doing 
if i gotta get up outta here 
then ima get to moving 
really tryna disappear my music booming
deep down i don't got no fear 
cuz lately i been cruising 
everybody call me weird 
like bitch im coolin
you can't see me im so clear 
yeah it's really like your clueless 
when i look inside the mirror i'm like who's this 
i can't tell who's staring back guess im really going through it 
if you knew how i was doing 
you would lock and throw the key 
cause my vision getting viewless 

if i could just talk to you 
roll that blunt and pass a few 
not the one you wanna choose 
oh my god im so confused 
but you already knew
all alone i don't go no crew 
wear that mask to hide the truth 
im to scared to see it through

clueless (prod.alexcozis)

wanna go with me we riding
turn up the beat so quiet 
just another slit go hide it
your more to me undecided
i swerve off we dying 
whole time you was home crying 
i drive alone in the nighttime 
and pray i fly in the sunlight 

but i don't wanna get high no more 
pass me another drink ima sip slow
i know could've did better but you still gone
if i had another chance still do wrong
so i sit in the dark make another song
last sip from the bottle guess it's all gone
if you need me holler when your on your own 
broke up over text sent through my phone

i said if you wanna go with me we riding 
turn the beat up cuz your so quiet 
if you wanna go with me we riding 
turn the beat up cuz your so quiet

gone (prod.crescnta)

everytime i say i won't i just do it again 
and if you think you don't you just lying my friend
now im going down a road i don't wanna forget
you thought i wouldn't show guess we making amends 

now you know deep down what im trying to do 
i ain't talking bout these bitches im just thinking of you
couple cuts and some stitches when i left the room 
then you came back quick with an attitude
i don't wanna hear shit i ain't mad at you 
hold up lemme sip then i know what to do
drop the bullet load the clip then i blow my fuse
this is all i ever wanted now im gone with the moon 

what do you want from me
what do you want from me 
i said what do you want from me

again (prod. i've tried)

pour me up some more 
it's getting so hard to cope 
i might relapse 
and this ain't a fucking joke

my mind feels broke
i barely stay afloat 
at night i'm breaking down 
how i'm supposed to show 

i can't show love 
if i only feel hate 
id fly like a dove 
if it meant i wasn't late
but lately i can't stop 
i need another drink

i really wanna pop 
a pill inside my drank
but then i'd slowly drop
i hit the floor and sink

you better call the cops 
cuz i'm about to break 
you'll hear the pistol pop

you know where i lay
the mirror looks at me 
i gotta step away 
they prolly thinking i'm bugging 
but i barely wanna stay

remember y'all was loving 
now nobody wanna say 
a mf thing 
everybody fake 
fuck the whole world 
ima burn it down today

relapse(prod.lord135)

where did you come from baby
i got lots to give but can't wait to see
when you come back around 
i'll bring you to town 
we could window shop 
till they close it down 

if it means a thing
id buy you a bag 
if you wanted a ring 
we popping some tags
but if you make a scene 
i ain't saying a thing 
you been acting a fool 
while I dress like a king 

shine bright like a jewel 
that she wanna cling to 
am i worth much more than worm food 
bite like a dog 
but you hit like a bitch 
coming up out the mud 
like i been down in a ditch 

early up in the morning 
hood on like the litch
i know it's so concerning 
but i ain't finished just yet 

if i wanna go burning 
ima leave with a stench 
cuz i burnt down your house 
with everybody in it

fool (prod.pyctur/wellbeallalone)

you got me going the wrong way
if it was up to me id die before sunday
hate to talk when you always act so strange
id give a fuck if youd ever just ask me
now im stuck in a house i dont wanna be
so listen up you been speaking that blasphemy
i dont wanna see your ghost running after me
im boutta coast in a car without battery

if i go away
dont know what youd say
you see me struggling
a thousand miles
and then i wake up
never feel a thing
i dont like growing up
i hate everything
i hate everything
i just wanna know
if you wanted me
would you tell the truth
if we meant to me
only wanted you
not another thing
now we falling through
and
ima run away
ima run away
ima run away
from you

пцʟʟ✰

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