produced by me
written by me and @matroenkw
featuring @matroenkw

[ nullsoft ]

My life, it is not what it seems
I'm geeked, I don't do anything
I'm sittin, I'm sippin that drink
My spirits guard me while I sleep

Ay

My life, it is not what it seems
I'm geeked, I don't do anything
I'm sittin, I'm sippin that drink
My spirits guard me while I sleep
My world is just something I dream
Expectations, all make-believe
Heroin all in my bloodstream
Look around and get bad self-esteem

Rockin CCP designer clothes,
That avant-garde, you'll never know
I'm drowning inside of my woes
Will I ever blow, yeah, heaven knows

I'm always overthinkin'
It's prolly cuz I'm not drinkin'
Count my money, bitch, I am a kingpin
I'm drownin', they watching me sink in

[ KW ]

I got stars when I seen the sky
My importance never mattered
Everyday a new day born
Sometimes I can barely see
Everyday I saw the flowers
I seen myself lost in trance
Of old hours that I used to know
From a LG to a IPhone
I remember my old grandma’s face
I remember my 10th birthday
I been alone, I been scared but I never feared
To you, im a method, to mysel im a martyr
And a new age warrior
I know that I don’t look well
But my mind on your

She don’t wanna talk to me that’s okay
My ma, my soul, my peace for today
I pray to God for another day
I’m proud he gave me another day
To reach is to succeed
And to learn is study to me
That’s a new tape waiting to see
That’s a new tape waiting to be played

© PSEUDO-OPTIMISM 2025

ccp (ft. KW)

FEATURING: smokewish, Jayy Dogg, KW, qui, & blvrrimg

"...諦めるの早すぎじゃない?"

5:15 AM after an all-nighter, exhausted, watching the sun rise and raindrops splash on the ground. What a shame.

Recorded at the bottom of a well

All Tracks Produced by: nullsoft
All Tracks Mixed by: nullsoft
All Tracks Mastered by: nullsoft
Artwork by: nullsoft

Tracks Written by: nullsoft (2-5, 7-15), Juicy J (1), Project Pat (1), smokewish (3, 14), Jayy Dogg (5), Kris Knigge (6) (from S3E10 of Beastars), KW (7), qui (9), blvrrimg (15)

smokewish: smokewish.bandcamp.com
Jayy Dogg: soundcloud.com/jayydogg-nz
KW: soundcloud.com/matroenkw
qui: soundcloud.com/quinnnnnnnn
blvrrimg: blvrrimg.bandcamp.com

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