June 2022

it just doesnt have to be so hard
aug2021 . art prod & vox by me ( @bigdog30k )

Where You'll Find Me

i cherished our time together, i hope one day you can too.

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love letters

https://soundcloud.com/djm411/let-it-go

1h track
free project download: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mo3fWVSi7Dw

poison

w/ @ogpichu
p/ @176s

(christie monteiro) 'go easy on me'
*you lose*

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

in my head
im a burden
with a sympathetic purpose
at the same time
I feel perfect
cause the bank holds reassurance

im like what do u want
im like what do u need
i might make it up front
ill bend ill break ill bleed
i might count it up once
i might make it a scene
i might spend it all up
then make it back and repeat
x2

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

pichu:
yea I got everything u wanted
u needed something yea I got it
u always talk shit u start it
play w my feelings cause u love it
x2

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

do you need something?

do you need something? w/ pichu #donttalk2me (sense)

song by: https://soundcloud.com/jequya
prod by: https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

saikyo - ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.4giv先に進む必要があります/ shinju / ˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ (slowed)

nothing left

holding on

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holding on [saikyo + tgwog]

~~ instagram.com/memorie0_0/ ~~

produced by secre* (@bluudd), tgwog (@tgwog) and shinju (@sshinju)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2zdYdwiClQIqlLFFnXAtDn?si=87a6c5eb959443b7

chicago show august 20th

see u there <3

(artwork from verbix on tumblr)

eyes closed ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

eyes closed ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ « secre tgwog shinju »

thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

hachi (mixedmatches)

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

diegointhedark - dirty *2021* (prod. tenoji)

prod @guda feat @diegointhedark

yea u like me but i despise u
i still own u even if were done
im just tryna run but i cant go
trippin off an oxy i cant move
im sorry but i had 2 switch it up 
small waist t shirt 16 lines
girl yk i love that coke n that blo
ive been tryna get it but ive been so lo
whats right 4 me yk
im drownin in my lows
it seems u do not care
i kno wuts right 4 me
x2 

i dont rlly wanna stop for nun 
so just let me switxch it up now
i just wanna raise a kid
i just wanna get old
i think im built for ts n imma make it
i dont wanna lose i dont een wanna die yet
tell me does it get easier when i get older

new jeans 
2 beans make me happy 
all these pussys talking shit 
but never @ me
carve my face off my head 
imma sell it off 
popping laced clonazepam
i kno tht its wrong 

ur bitch bumps my songs 
how does tht feel 
i wear cleats 
n my shawty rocking high heels
steel bars for bones 
iron maiden 
trapping off my flip phone 
cuts on my arms fading

whts wrong idkk
i was stepping through the mud 
now i walk on marble floors
lil shawty wna fuck 
ima hit , bcome a ghost 
ima step in through the front 
brudda kick n the backdoor 

all they wna do is talk 
i jst wna b alone 
i could never punch a clock 
iv been juggin on my own
whn i looked into urr eyes 
it jst made me feel lifeless 
ive been down
hope u kno tht im trying

saikyo - ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.4giv先に進む必要があります/ shinju / ˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ (slowed)

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