planting seeds 🌱☀️

self produced
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cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

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ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

hamilton - the ugly truth

every light's fate

Cristian è scomparso

{prod wstdyth}

lyrics:

we don’t make a sound 
all this pain i’m around really brings me down 
do u feel the ground shake when i’m walking out 
i see the door to another realm 

i’m so overwhelmed 
am i catching ur subliminals 
i can’t tell 
all this weed makes a bad smell
i’ve been walking in the dark casting bad spells 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
i’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise 

what do u think when u see me like that 
i wonder if u think i’m that bad 
or do u just want me to come back 
do u just want me to come back 

i protect myself from every thing u say 
but i don’t like it that way 
i just need to smoke some propane 
ashes burning up my face 
oh my god do we have to hang at my place? 

seeing u in passing isn’t easy 
i wish u could read me 
please don’t say goodbye cuz i’m not leaving 
need to do some cleaning 
i wish i could wake up in the morning 
but for night i’m yearning 
make all the mistakes i did before 
like why am i not learning 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
I’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise

with the witches

shinigami - triple a [LEAK]

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

@fantasycamp
@taylor

STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/gracie-feat-fantasy-camp

VISUAL: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp8px374ZQo

gracie w/ fantasy camp (taylor morgan)

BREAK THE FOURTH WALL
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https://soundcloud.com/nitroxd

hamilton - the ugly truth

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