MANGADEX

Alternate mix/mastering by me. Available off the album Pop 3 by Diana Starshine on Bandcamp
https://dianastarshine.bandcamp.com/album/pop-3

Diana Starshine feat. MRBLGRL - Femmebot(prod. Nusagi) (Charli XCX Cover)

thank you both for letting me remix this song <3

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4ZB5BdP2H48nuLY5kEqWkV
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/monster-energy-girl-feat-ofear-cyberchase-nusagi-remix/1578270324

cyberchase feat. ofear - monster energy girl (nusagi remix)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2NO1WmVq8bg41jOSFoEvOG?si=679ee98b08454e8b
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/black-hole-feat-diana-starshine/1579079224?i=1579079225
YouTube: https://youtu.be/GFgbqEYK_l4
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BLACK HOLE (feat. Diana Starshine)

This is a song about having to live in hiding

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar performed and recorded by Kealy Hatton / Korosound Audio
Bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

You’ve never seen me out of costume
I stay out the way, and I promise I’ll be gone soon
Is it cute how I duck away from mirrors?
When you ask you friends they say “no one’s ever seen her”

Hiding in the edges of your eyes
And in the shade of corners
Can you keep a secret?
They’ll come after me if they ever notice

You’ve probably guessed by now
But I don’t quite think you’ve seen
Just keep it to yourself
I don’t wanna cause a scene
I bet you know by now
But you still don’t know me
But that’s okay, ‘cause no one does
‘Cause every day is Halloween for me

You’ve never seen me out of costume
I stay out the way, and I promise I’ll be gone soon
Is it cute how I duck away from mirrors?
When you ask you friends they say “no one’s ever seen her”

Hiding in the edges of your eyes
And in the shade of corners
Can you keep a secret?
They’ll come after me if they ever notice

You’ve probably guessed by now
But I don’t quite think you’ve seen
Just keep it to yourself
I don’t wanna cause a scene
I bet you know by now
But you still don’t know me
But that’s okay, ‘cause no one does
‘Cause every day is Halloween for me

October 31st, October 31st
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
October 31st, October 31st
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin

You can’t see my fangs 
when I’m hiding from view
And you can’t see my face
When I’m bleeding the truth
I could sing you a song
That you already knew
But it’s too late, I’m burning
So what could I do?
You can’t see my fangs 
when I’m hiding from view
And you can’t see my face
When I’m bleeding the truth
I could sing you a song
That you already knew
But it’s too late, I’m burning
So what could I do?
You can’t see my fangs (Please don’t tell)
when I’m hiding from view (I can’t help it)
And you can’t see my face (I swear it)
When I’m bleeding the truth (Isn’t my fault)
I could sing you a song (Please don’t tell)
That you already knew (I can’t help it)
But it’s too late, I’m burning (I swear it)
So what could I do? (Isn’t my fault)
You can’t see my fangs (Please don’t tell)
when I’m hiding from view (I can’t help it)
And you can’t see my face (I swear it)
When I’m bleeding the truth (Isn’t my fault)
I could sing you a song (Please don’t tell)
That you already knew (I can’t help it)
But it’s too late, I’m burning (I swear it)
So what could I- (Isn’t my-)

It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
After, after dark
After, after, after dark

HALLOWEEN! EVERYDAY!

HALLOWEEN EVERYDAY

TAILS DOLL (feat. HayleySparxx) #RAZORBLADEANGEL

special thanks to luv29, hayleysparxx, kid trash, and blind equation. EXTRA special thanks to blurry for the logo design.

ghost

BREATHE

ALONE (feat. Cyberchase)

paopu fruit

kitchen knives (feat. Luv29)

NIGHTMARE! (feat. Kid Trash & Blind Equation)

itsafineday

(Did you hate dealing with people?
More or less
But I didn’t really care as much
However, I really hated my father)
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Why am I telling all this to Kaworu?
I think I may have been born just to meet you, Shinji Ikari)
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head

(No, no, no!
It’s not possible!
I won’t believe that Kaworu’s an Angel!
It’s a lie!)
You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

I think about you sharing love that I can never know
I think about you passing by my body in the snow
And as you walked by you wouldn’t even think to check my pulse
You hold each other closer as my body’s growing cold
Just please let me win one time
Give me one thing I know is mine
I could hold your heart and I’d never let it shatter
Thinking of the life that we could live, it doesn’t matter
I want you to worry about me
Attention seeking, my heart is bleeding
(Kaworu, don’t do it! Kaworu!)
I need help but can’t tell what needs fixing
I need you to be scared for my well-being
We don’t see each other often
Paopu fruit our promise broken
Keep a straight face and say it’s nothing
Razor blade my heart is opened

How could I ever mean as much to you as she does?
How could I ever mean as much as that to anyone?
No one could ever love me like that
You could ever trust me like that
I’m so ugly please don’t touch me
I’m so filthy I’m disgusting
(You betrayed me
You betrayed the trust I placed in you
You betrayed me just like my father did)
You try so hard but can’t get through to me
You tried so hard but I’m not moving, sleep
Nothing feels right anymore
I can’t love right anymore
Lying in my room sinking deeper into hell
Just know I’m not okay, I need help

You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick
(Kaworu, stop!
Why is this happening?)

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Humans cannot create from nothingness
Humans cannot accomplish anything without holding onto something
Humans are not gods)

you're so beautiful it makes me sick

K1SS_M3_THRU_TH3_F0N3

B34UT1FUL_G1RL5

luv 2 cyberchase as always ! shoutout to the kween boxxy ! mangadex coming soon !

lyrics:

[Intro: Boxxy]
Okay hi! So, my name is
(N-U-S-A-G-I)

[Hook: Nusagi]
Hate this
Now I can’t remember where my face went
Face it
You can’t understand the situation
I can’t even see it
Cause I’m always fucking wasted
Yeah you’re in my DMs
But I’m in your fucking playlist
Hate this
Now I can’t remember where my face went
Face it
You can’t understand the situation
I can’t even see it
Cause I’m always fucking wasted
Yeah you’re in my DMs
But I’m in your fucking playlist

[Verse: Nusagi]
Breathe in green now I’m living in the matrix
Frosted leaves like it’s freezing on the pavement
Wanna say I’m tasteless but know that I’ll be a-list
Gucci Mane wasted I don’t know that I’ll make it

[Verse: Cyberchase]
Baby please don’t hate my cause I’m wasted
Doing what I want cause I know I am famous
I know what you’re chasing
Put you on my playlist
Baby we made it, baby we made it
(I don’t do drugs)

[Verse: Nusagi]
Hit it with the force that makes me sing like nightcore
Log off my computer but you’ll still be in my top 4
I’ve been going crazy need a pickaxe to my mental
Switch up my persona like a ruger to my temple

[Verse: Cyberchase]
Keep you on the A-list baby
Yeah my money moving fast but I be moving slowly
I don’t even check my DMs cause they all be trolling
I just bought a roflcopter cause they all be

[Interlude: Boxxy]
And like, and and then like
You people’s were all like “you is trolling!”
And I was like “I am not trolling!”
I am Boxxy, you see!
And, like, umm

[Hook: Nusagi]
Hate this
Now I can’t remember where my face went
Face it
You can’t understand the situation
I can’t even see it
Cause I’m always fucking wasted
Yeah you’re in my DMs
But I’m in your fucking playlist
Hate this
Now I can’t remember where my face went
Face it
You can’t understand the situation
I can’t even see it
Cause I’m always fucking wasted
Yeah you’re in my DMs
But I’m in your fucking playlist

[Drop: Boxxy]
I dunno

[Outro: Boxxy]
So that’s about it!
Bye!

HATE THIS ! (ft. Cyberchase)

This is a song about feeling like someone cares about you for the first time

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar and bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Intro]
And your heart is a song
That I always wanna hear you sing
lala la la la 
And your heart is a song
That I always wanna hear you sing
lala la la la la

[Verse 1]
Left your place
With a bit of you on me
Seeing your face
When I smile the next morning
Seeing you say
How you wanted to hold me
Now I can’t wait
‘Till next time
Listen, I don’t even know
If it’s a date yet
We’ve been talking
Holding hands by the lake, yeah
Didn’t see it but
It’s getting pretty late now
Do I really have to go home?

[Chorus]
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night

[Verse 2]
If you wanted
I could be your little misfit
Stupid little dipshit, tongue is always twisted
If you really wanted
Baby you could be my angel
Flyaways floating by your head like a halo
If you wanted
Baby I could be your bunny
Quiet but I’m bubbly
Shaking but I’m cuddly
If you really wanted
I would never have to go home
I don’t wanna leave your side

[Chorus]
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night

[Bridge]
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
So tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
So tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah

[Outro (A message I drafted but never sent you)]
Hey so I was kind of wondering if umm... the next time we saw each other you might maybe want to hold hands or something? Umm... it's fine if you don't want to, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable or anything it's just that like... uhh I remember like when we had been just kind of lying on your bed... um... and we were just talking for a really long time and umm... I had kind of really wanted to like cuddle or something maybe? Umm... I'm sorry. I'm being weird now. I'm stupid. Umm... I'm sorry. I kind of wish that I hadn't made this song. I'm sorry.

i kinda just wanna be around you all the time

This is a song about wanting to rewrite your past

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'm reaching 22 and haven't lived a day
I'm almost at the end and I'm so sick of the wait
I'm hiding in myself but I couldn't find a way
I'm almost out of time and my heart is starting to ache

(Chorus)
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?

(Verse 2)
"Come meet me after school"
You take me up to your room
Show me your favorite band
Don't want the song to end
I've never felt like this
I've never laughed this way
I feel your hand on my cheek
You think I'm pretty?
Your fingers glide through my hair
Pushing it out of my face
"I want to see those eyes,
I caught them staring"
Your breath is hot on my face
Your hand is tracing my thigh
Lift up my favorite dress
My heart is racing

(Chorus)
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?

1stkiss

This is a song about being in love with somebody you can never touch

Written, produced, and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name

Written, produced, and performed by Nusagi
Guitar and bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic

[Verse 1]
Lie lie lie, all you do is fucking lie
Controlling everything I do to keep me on your side
You use everyone you’ve ever met for personal gain
You milk other peoples pain for your money and fame 
You belittle what I love and all my work
I won’t be your punching bag, I want you to hurt
You’re such a princess, you’re such a diva, 
I don’t mean that in a nice way either
Work me like a dog, then you throw me in the garbage
You’re a bad friend and a subpar artist
You’re a bad person, you broke our promise
Now everyone hates me and I know who’s fault it is
Now I’m scared of everyone and don’t know who to trust
All I get is pain from everything I used to love
I can never never rid myself of all of my disgust
You and everyone who hurt me you can get fucked

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac

[Hook]
So fuck you
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique

[Verse 2]
So you’re too good for me now that you’re A-list
Oh give me a break, you just made it on a playlist
Talk a lot of big shit when it comes to politics
Girlboss extortionist, you’re a fucking hypocrite
You’re not able to care about other people
The only thing that matters to you is your ego
I want you to go away I never want to see you 
Thank god you’re so inept cause you’re just plain evil

[Bridge]
I think I’m better than you
I don’t need you anymore
Think I never really did
I just couldn’t see before 
Lying snake you copied me to gain my trust and clout
Is that why I keep hearing all my words come out your mouth?

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac

[Hook]
So fuck you
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique

[Outro]
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE
WHAT YOU DESERVE
YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!!

'friend' is a 4 letter word

This is a song about feeling like you might not have to be alone anymore

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

(Verse)
My face glows when she lights up my screen
I can’t believe that she could look my way
I can’t imagine how she must see me
But when I saw that text it made my day
Don’t really understand these feelings I’ve endured
I get so nervous that I start to sweat
She’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen, for sure
I gotta tell you all about this girl I met

(Chorus)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)

(Verse)
My face glows when she lights up my screen
I can’t believe that she could look my way
I can’t imagine how she must see me
But when I saw that text it made my day
Don’t really understand these feelings I’ve endured
I get so nervous that I start to sweat
She’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen, for sure
I gotta tell you all about this girl I met

(Chorus)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)

thisgirl

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Hi my name’s Nusagi
And no one wants to talk to me
Set on self destruct
Because no one here is stopping me
I don’t make friends
I play pretend on the internet
Tell me “be a man”
I was never too good at that
Hi my name’s Nusagi
I can’t stop saying sorry
Sorry that I said that
I wish I hadn’t started
Try to say my real name
And couldn’t stop stutter
I disappoint everyone
I can’t stop stumbling

[Hook]
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 

[Verse 2]
Hi my names nusagi
And no ones ever loved me
Divorcees in my inbox
But they just wanna fuck me
Sneak me in the house
Because I make you ashamed
Love me for an hour
Then you throw me away
Hi my names Nusagi
And I don’t have a body
I can’t stop from sobbing
When I see pictures of me
Woke up from a good dream
And couldn’t stop crying then
Said that I’m girl yeah
Ain’t nobody buying that 

[Hook]
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 

[Outro]
I wish that someone would ask how I’m feeling
You never noticed cause you never see me
I wish that someone could see how I’m feeling
I never told you cause you won’t believe me

DJNUSAGI_220_BPM_SILLYMIX

I don’t really love you I just love the way you make me feel
I don’t really want you I just want your heart to keep me here
If you try to hurt me I can’t even tell if it was real
If you say you love me I want even have the heart to heal
I don’t really love you I just love the way you make me feel
I don’t really want you I just want your heart to keep me here
If you try to hurt me I can’t even tell if it was real
If you say you love me I want even have the heart to heal

No more options what could I say
Take my bow I star in your play
Flush my feelings wash them away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day
Butterfly bandaids sealing my fate
Butterfly knife last act of my play
Bathroom sink quick wash it away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day

Grab my heart and squeeze the juice
Sip my blood it’s all for you
Your perfume’s my CO2
It’s my fault I always lose
Wash me out until I’m new
Drink from me until I’m used
Wake up sobbing next to you
I can’t find a new excuse

Wake up with your hands
Wrapped around my throat
Fill me in your lungs
Cast away like smoke
Caressing my neck 
Until I choke
Where could I go?

Black dress, pup mask, I am all hers
I can’t breathe pull on my collar
Cigarette marks dotting my fur
All the way down matted and burnt
Slow undress me coming unfurled
Slow dissect me I am unfurled
I can’t say no she stole my words
It’s not for me it’s for my girl

No more options what could I say
Take my bow I star in your play
Flush my feelings wash them away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day
Butterfly bandaids sealing my fate
Butterfly knife last act of my play
Bathroom sink quick wash it away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day 
No more options what could I say
Take my bow I star in your play
Flush my feelings wash them away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day
Butterfly bandaids sealing my fate
Butterfly knife last act of my play
Bathroom sink quick wash it away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day

No more options what could I say
Take my bow I star in your play
Flush my feelings wash them away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day
Butterfly bandaids sealing my fate
Butterfly knife last act of my play
Bathroom sink quick wash it away
Passed away on Valentine’s Day

valentine's day

This is a song about aging

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Arranged by Nusagi and Mafuba
Guitar performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Okay, no it’s fine, just another day
I don’t wanna have a cake, let’s just get this out the way
My conditions getting worse I don’t recognize my face
I been aging all wrong this is some kind of mistake
Okay, no it’s fine, just another day
I don’t wanna have a cake, let’s just get this out the way
My conditions getting worse I don’t recognize my face
I been aging all wrong this is some kind of mistake
If it hasn’t happened now I don’t think it ever will
Always break another bone if I try to scale the hill
Hear it crack so fast, it takes longer just to heal
And I try so hard but I know you never hear
Running trying to catch up, doors closing in my path
All the faces that I loved growing blurry as I pass
Got a head start, got stuck, so I come in last 
Just please just please don’t ask about the past

[Hook]
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

[Verse 2]
Nothing left, no one cares any more
Times up, no life, nothing there anymore
Who would ever wanna listen to a single thing I say
Just a broken old man, he’ll be gone any day
No time for anything to get better
He has nothing left to give if you ever let her
Now you’ve arrived that’s it goodbye
This is all that you get no more goodnight
I regret everything I've ever said
Stay up every night wishing that I could forget
Every day I get closer to the end
Stay up every night slipping closer to the edge
Do you remember in the third grade?
You had the front row to all of my mistakes
All of missteps and all the regret
Everyone I know I wish I'd never met

(Hook)
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

[Bridge]
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up

Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
No I’m not happy today 

[Hook]
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

i hate birthdays

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shitty 1 take pseudo cover of famous prophets. played all the keys live. been suffering a lot lately

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ty for the verse izzy <3

lyrics:

[intro]
it’s medicine, isn’t it?
so I am sick
I was right

[hook: nusagi]
slits on my wrist got me itching like I’m tweaking
scars on my arms growing deeper every weekend
when I’m outside they look at me like a demon 
please don’t leave I can cauterize my feelings

talk talk talk talk talk
I don’t wanna hear it
block block block block block
all these people wanna
talk talk talk talk talk
just leave me alone you’re 
block block block block blocked

[verse 1: nusagi]
baby please don’t leave me all alone there
I can’t see those signs that you had posted
I can’t pick the phone up without feeling nauseas 
all the ports are froze up blockage from the vomit
I can’t go to sleep I feel sick
sheets stained leak from my wrist
I’m not like you we don’t click
I’m not even human like him

[hook: nusagi]
slits on my wrist got me itching like I’m tweaking
scars on my arms growing deeper every weekend
when I’m outside they look at me like a demon 
please don’t leave I can cauterize my feelings

talk talk talk talk talk
I don’t wanna hear it
block block block block block in
all these people wanna
talk talk talk talk talk
just leave me alone you’re 
block block block block blocked

[verse 2: foxparkk]
emotions in a twist, I never know how I’m feeling
and I can’t fucking sleep, im just staring at the ceiling
wondering if I’ll ever find any peace
in this world that wasn’t made for me, a world that won’t stop hating me
gave up staying sober for the 3rd time this week
think my liver tapping out, yeah my body feeling weak
everything is getting blurry, fuck im really starting to worry
that this might be the night that I die in my sleep

[hook: nusagi]
slits on my wrist got me itching like I’m tweaking
scars on my arms growing deeper every weekend
when I’m outside they look at me like a demon 
please don’t leave I can cauterize my feelings

talk talk talk talk talk
I don’t wanna hear it
block block block block block in
all these people wanna
talk talk talk talk talk
just leave me alone you’re 
block block block block blocked

[hook: nusagi]
talk talk talk talk talk
I don’t wanna hear it
block block block block block in
all these people wanna
talk talk talk talk talk
just leave me alone you’re 
block block block block blocked
talk talk talk talk talk
I don’t wanna hear it
block block block block block in
all these people wanna
talk talk talk talk talk
just leave me alone you’re 
block block block block blocked

[outro]
it stings because you cut off your feathers
just rinse them with cold water when you wake up tomorrow morning
that should make the black seem less noticeable

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