there are several Ancient Daggers lost in the valley
find them and return them to me

##breakdownn

##sad_digital_bullshit

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just pull the plug on my life support
yeah, cause things don’t improve
they just always get worse
i’m not even that mad
i’m just so fuckin’ hurt
im so sick of this world
just put me into the earth

i pull my cash out, shawty’s on my lap now
she wanna fuck so bad 
but ion even want the cat now
i just want the top
hop inside my whip & drop it
all you kids are dogshit
i’m goin’ so retarded

you know, i’m self prod. like Oli
she touch on my body
we’ll both take some molly
then she’ll give me sloppy
she rocks Abercrombie
i’m draped up in Tommy
i’m sippin’ on Ciroc, this ain’t no Dasani

i’m like woah, let it go
she gon’ hit me on my phone
she want dicked down on the low
but i can’t get up out my zone

i’m in my prime, watch me shine
i had to tell that bitch goodbye 
yeah, i used to hate my life
but now i feel like i’m alright

i just can’t pull the plug on your life support
cause i swear you’re my world
& i need you some more
i’m jus prayin’ to God
that these things don’t get worse
i need your love til the end
when i lay in the earth

it’s ironic, i want it, i got it
my cash blue like Sonic
it won’t fit in my pocket
rubber bands, yeah i snap & i pop ‘em
but i still feel awful
i know that i got some problems

yeah, you got problems with me
and it’s obviously gonna cause you to leave
it’s something that i’ve foreseen
& it’s awful, you see all the blood i can bleed
watch me tear at the seams
i got wings on my jeans

life support

iTunes

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[luv armor]
you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
baby, i swear it’s all grey
& you had nothin’ to say

you took a part of me away
i won’t get it back today
i’m so sick of the rain
it’s gonna drive me insane

baby, everyday’s the same
we always wake up in pain
i’m gonna ice out the chains 
that keep me in my place

it’s the simplest things
that keep me in the grave
i’m just so full of hate
& you can take all the blame

i’m just so damn ashamed
i know that everything’s changed
your lips sealed my fate
yeah, the feelin’ way great

take away all my pain
numb me up, novacaine
what a god damn shame
that these things aren’t the same

you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
i knew that nothin’ would change
oh, how we threw it away

oh god, i’m in pain
it’s my guts that you hate
they’re all so fuckin’ fake
i’m gonna blow out my brain

heart attack, in the back
i been rollin’ all black
i’m in my bag, i make her mad
but she can get off my ass

i’m not the one you wanna love
so why don’t you jus get back?
i swear it makes me so sad
when i think of the past

[flowrs]
so please don’t bring up the past 
and it’s done so walk on and baby never look back
i hit the blunt and go space marine, im causing a blast 
on my life i would never leave you, honestly, that 

sounds like the worst 
thing that i would ever do
just put me in my hearse
everytime i try to talk to u
he’s gets there first 
honestly my baby i don’t know 
what would be worse

nothin' to say

nothin’ to say

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i don’t wanna die young
i just wanna try drugs
you told me im the one
i think you played me for fun

please don’t go
watch as my blood flows
my hearts so cold
it’s buried in the snow

please don’t go
i guess i’m reaping what i sowed
my hatred shows
but this isn’t what i chose

i’ma blow my own brains out
i’m makin’ it rain now
how i died, it’s a shame
i’m just used to the pain now

i don’t wanna die young 
i jus don’t wanna feel numb
i tried a taste of your love
& now im fallin’, it’s fucked

we fight & we argue
i know that it harms you
it’s not even hard to
& we don’t even want to
(you said i don’t even want you)

yeah, i feel the harm too..

load me up like a gun
you shoot at me for fun
baby, you’re my favorite drug
yeah, i’m hooked to your love

8 nights i spent by myself
it’s bad for my health
i’m goin’ thru hell

9 nights alone im a shell
of my former self
i know you can tell

i don’t wanna die young
i just wanna try drugs
she told me i’m the one 
but i feel so damn fucked

9nights

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baby, you never loved me
you just told me those lies
they sounded pretty at times
but now i’m dyin’ inside

i never thought this would happen
i was so fuckin’ blind
& now i stare at the sky
just sit here, wonderin’ why

i know that everything changes
just wish we never did
remember we were just kids
& thought we’d love til the end

& now i’m sittin’ here broken
you just don’t give a shit
i always knew that that kiss
would be one i won’t forget

you know that i hate it here
so take me away from here
i haven’t felt safe in years
it never feels safe in here

i’m breakin’ away, it’s clear
that you never wanted me here
yeah, you never wanted me here
just get the fuck outta my ear

did you ever give a fuck at all?
you watch my tears, the way they fall
i cannot count on you at all
i must admit that i was wrong

you never gave a fuck at all
so get the fuck up off my balls
you saw the scars up on my arm
you meant to do so much damn harm

i never thought this would happen
i was so fuckin’ blind
& now i stare at the sky
just sit here, wonderin’ why

80 proof in my Faygo
i know i’m gonna die
then she ask how my day goes
i’m just so fuckin’ high

i hope in early October
my soul goes towards the light
don’t think the light’ll be there
‘cause i’ll take my own life

i spazz out, my bitch she crash out
she’s mad now but she got her ass out
i tap that, got that ass in my mouth
we ##breakdownn we both hate this place now

pretty lies

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i don't care

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depressed

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baby, i don’t wanna die here all alone
my heart’s so cold
my wrist stay frozen

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye 

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i hide my scars from you
put up my guard ‘round you
baby, i’m turnin’ blue
what the fuck do you expect me to do?

now that we’re through, i feel so used 
my world quit turnin’ ‘cause of you

ion understand at all
this wasn’t part of the plan at all
& now i feel like i can’t stand at all

just break me down
i know you love to watch me fall
now my back’s against the wall..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i know i’m gonna be the one to let you go
but while we’re still both layin’ here
i’ll let you know
that i loved you so
yeah, i love you so

i wish you’d stay here close to me
yeah, please don’t go..

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

die here all alone

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https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvr nvmbr]
you’re blind to how you destroyed me
baby, just leave.. take what you need
now i can’t breathe, it’s the small things 
that make me feel like i don’t deserve sleep..

you spun your web of lies like a spider
i’m jus tryna get higher
could you be my supplier?

i hate when you call me a liar
i’m just protecting your feelin’s
although you never reveal them

[p!nkcasperr]
i got some friends 
but really nothing all that intimate 
love when you pull me in to break me
girl i’m into it

i keep falling down this hill
i feel like sisyphus 
can't count too much we have in common, just the differences 

system reset
i swear i needa restart
it’s like my batteries dead
and girl i need to recharge 
and now it’s all just downhill
 i spent a night in the dark
i saw a light in your eyes
that’s piercing right through my heart

we drove out right to the bar
but spent the night in your car
it’s like i’m hoping to die
how i keep crossing my heart

[nvr nvmbr]
know we were fucked from the start
it’s why i put up my guard
turn my memory to shards
so i’ll forget, it’s so hard

i get shitty off this liquor
pretend i don’t even miss her
truth is that the feelin’s lingers
yeah, i can still jus feel her fingers

runnin’ up my spine
i can’t lie, i hope that i flatline
know i will in due time
i’ll go towards that bright light..

[etai s0]
will i get into heaven?
i ask the reverend
he said listen closely
and pay full attention
if you seek ascension 
you must be pure of heart
i'll leave this dimension
from earth i depart

so lonely 
the void is the only 
home that i know
i turn into stone
my flesh and my bones
have grown gray and cold
i wish i was shown 
the right way to go

lost w/o her

web of lies

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fifth of cirōc, i’ma fuck it up
you know i’m dead inside 
but you don’t give a fuck

fifth refill on my double
shit’s gettin’ real 
& it fuckin’ sucks

yeah, she suck me up
feels so good but my face is numb
fly too high & you’ll touch the sun
it’ll burn you up, it’ll burn you up

i’m off my face again
wake up wasted again
black out & do it again
what’s your name? i forget

i’ve got this pain in my chest
i hang my head in regret
soon i’ll hang from my neck
and my name; you’ll forget

all i can see is the red
i know you wish i were dead
she said i’m fucked in the head
when i’m gone, you’ll regret
all the secrets you kept
and the shit that you said
all i can see is the red
& it fucks with my head..

all this darkness that’s been buildin’ inside me
yeah, it’s startin’ to blind me
i wish that she would untie me
i just can’t put it behind me

i know you do it to spite me
revenge is more than just likely
in the eye of the storm
you’re gonna make sure you fight me

hit the gas, i’ma crash
120 on the dash
i keep my head inside the past 
yeah babe, i know it’s lookin’ bad

nothing lasts, asides from pain
i still feel it everyday
you left me standin’ in the rain
i’ve got an error in my brain..

i’m off my face again
wake up wasted again
black out & do it again
what’s your name? i forget

i’ve got this pain in my chest
i hang my head in regret
soon i’ll hang from my neck
& my name; you’ll forget..

wasted again :(

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[luv armor]
watch the rain as it falls on your face
i can’t get the taste out my mouth
what a shame!

never thought you’d stay
yeah, i knew you’d never stay
some things never change
yeah, i learned that in the rain

addicted to the pain
yeah, i feel it
hear your name
it’s 7 degrees outside, just like my chain

she hates my poetry 
and i hate it when she leaves
i hear your name inside the breeze
as it’s blowing through the trees

she hates my fuckin’ jeans
and i hate ‘bout everything
i can’t even fuckin’ breathe
& i don’t know what i need

watch the rain as it falls on your face
i can’t get the taste out my mouth
what a shame

never thought you’d stay
yeah, i knew you’d never stay
some things never change
yeah, i learned that in the rain..

[xc]
tonights the night 
i say goodbye baby
its for the best of us
gotta save my heart 

no i can’t get hurt
but this bitch is so bad
can’t stop fuckin’ with her

your lips are my poison 
& i can’t get enough

yah (chopped)
wear my heart on my sleeve, so what?
yah (chopped)

sorry for giving up on us
know it wont last, so whats the rush
told lil shawty i’m not in no rush
smokin’ on camel crush

shawty wanna know whats inside of my cup
maybe its best you don’t know
maybe its best for you just move on
givin’ us time to grow

don’t know if this can be fixed
i don’t know shit
baby i don’t know

[luv armor]
i spent ten days by myself
blow these racks on myself
but it’s bad for my health
i think i’m goin’ to hell

ten bands to make me not numb
oh god, fuck that
just please sing along

ten bands, they snap, she’s in luvv
know i luv to feel numb
you got me under your thumb..

7degrees

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could've been

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runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
lets kill the time
gettin’ high.. it’ll lead to my demise

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
& my hearts as cold as ice
baby, look me in my eyes
& tell me everything’s alright

but i know that you hate me
i’m crazy.. but soon i’ll push up daisies
feel like Lil Pump in 2018
yeah, i’ll just say the same thing

runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
let’s touch the sky.. my bitch, she bi..
but she still tell me i’m that guy

i’m cryin’ rivers ‘cause i miss her
in my hearts a fuckin’ a blizzard
she burnt our pictures
i’m drinkin’ liquor; tryin’ hard jus to forget her

it’s so tragic, i’m batshit
just put me in a casket
my heart, you can fuckin’ have it
she said i’m melodramatic..

..

you got me thinkin’ pretty hard
but we both know i’m not that smart
remember when i crashed that car
my soul almost went to the dark..

just look at the stars
forget who you are
rlly never thought things could be this hard

you’re raisin’ the bar
i’m smokin’ on tar
gettin’ fucked up but i ain’t at no bar..

i think i might barf
new Fendi scarf
you told me i’d lose
i still shot for the stars..

i shot for the stars
you make it so hard
baby, you know that i’m fallin’ apart

you won’t ever remember me
the thought of you’s heavenly
until it’s unsettling & i’ll get to trembling

the weather’s so awful
& i feel so hollow 😔
i’m just prayin’ to God that i’m gone by tmrw

i watched her drown in her sorrow
bitch, i’ll drown in this bottle
you can beat me to death
i got love you could borrow..

kill the time

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all this cash in my Robin’s
baby, you know i got options
think i’m addicted to flossin’
got her wet like a faucet

put me down in a coffin
you know i’m fuckin’ exhausted
can’t fight my way through these hardships
you know i’m just bein’ honest

& i was just gettin’ started
now i live in the darkness
beat me ‘til i’m a carcass
bitch, you know i’m retarded

& yeah, you know i got problems
but she see’s me in my Robin’s
i’ll rock ‘em inside my coffin
i’m wheezin’, gaspin’ & coughin’

you left me all on my own
now i’m outta my zone
& i’m feelin’ so cold

i’m freezin’ down to my bones
& i need you to know
that i luv you the most

she’s tweakin’, i know that i’m wrong
& she hates my guts 
when i’m singin’ these songs

i’m not smokin’, i ain’t got no bong
but i’m drinkin’ so much 
& i know that it’s wrong

all this cash in my Robin’s
baby, you know i got options
think i’m addicted to flossin’ 
got her wet like a faucet

‘ion wanna live in the dark anymore 
i got fucked up & i died in your floor
came back to life & i’m beggin’ for more
i’m so far up, ‘ion keep track of the score

armin’ myself, gettin’ ready for war
i live in the dark, i can’t take anymore
i gave you my heart
now my heart feels so sore
can’t stand when you leave
yeah, i need me some more

i did it all to myself 
& now i’m goin’ through hell
they told me that i don’t try
but i really need some help..

wish me well
i’m a threat to myself
& everyone else

got shit i won’t tell you
i never could help you
i don’t feel compelled to
‘cause i needed your help
& you left me in hell too

all this cash in my Robin’s
baby, you know i got options
think i’m addicted to flossin’
got her wet like a faucet

all this cash in my Robin’s..
all this cash in my Robin’s…

‘ion wanna live in the dark anymore 
i got fucked up & i died in your floor
came back to life & i’m beggin’ for more
i’m so far up, ‘ion keep track of the score

armin’ myself, gettin’ ready for war
i live in the dark, i can’t take anymore
i gave you my heart
now my heart feels so sore
can’t stand when you leave
yeah, i need me some more

exhausted//robin's

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PRL or YSL
i’m lookin’ pretty inside of hell
i always show but never tell
these jeans, they shine; don’t need a belt

don’t wanna die like all alone
but i’m so high, i’m by myself
take a bottle off the shelf
& then i tell it all farewell

two iPhones, they ring
got your bitch on my screen
soon she’ll be on her knee’s
(yeah, she’ll be on her knee’s)

i don’t want you to leave
but you want me to bleed
yeah, this pain, i’ve foreseen

& i know i’m addicted
i’m rockin’ Affliction
& it’s true like religion
they all swear that i’m gifted
but i’m off the shits, yeah
& i can’t forget, yeah
the things that you said
w/ your gun to my head, yeah

& i’m w/ a white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

& i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts

yeah, i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
it’s such a shame that this won’t work
ohhh

i got a taste of your blood
now i fiend for the rush
need it more than these drugs
ohhh

& outside, i’m an angel
but you know i got demons
crash the car when i’m speedin’
yuhh

i saw your silhouette 
& now i cant forget
the smell of cigarettes
the taste upon your breath

i saw your silhouette
now i’m full of regret
i’ll smoke a cigarette
burn a hole inside my chest

it’s hard enough with my armor on
got my armor off & she’s in her bra
i’m gonna take it off
you know, i’m so in love
but she don’t give a fuck
she just wants me gone..

i’ll write another song
i really hope it’d be the one
to make ‘em understand
this shit’s really just in my blood

& i’m w/ white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

yeah, i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
soon we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts…
(ohhh ohh ohh)

& i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
i’ll go to hell, i’m gonna burn
not gonna wait, yeah it’s my turn…

white nerd

white nerd [mv in desc.]

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& i’m still playin’ fortnite
you cut me with your knife
should’ve saw it in foresight
now they’re callin’ me four eyes

throw away my computer
i feel like a loser
got a sick sense of humor
cut me out like a tumor

never thought i would lose her
‘til she heard all those rumors
my pain tends to amuse her
leave me dead in the sewer

i need a remedy
some clarity
& room to breathe

soon, i’ll be but a memory
if she remembers me
won’t even live to see..

i’m off the shits again
look at my wrist again
money i’m swimmin’ in

sauce i’ma dip it in
slits on my wrist again
only care about the dividends

i spent like 3 grand on jeans
but it won’t fix me it seems
that i still die in my dreams
she cries herself back to sleep

i hate life..
yeah, i hate what i’ve become
i feel so fuckin’ numb
i feel your blood drip on my tongue

my bitch cryyy
but i don’t give a fuck
just tryna get my money
yeah, i can’t do no runner up

i know i might die
it seems like somethin’ that you’d like
you can pull the trigger if you want
i know you do this shit for fun

my bitch cryyy
but i don’t give a fuck
just tryna get my money up
yeah, i can’t do no runner up..

i’m leavin’ today, leavin’ today
my feet in the grave
how the fuck could i stay?
when you’ve been turnin’ me grey

you took half of my soul
i’ll send the rest towards the flames
i feel the fiery blaze
yeah, hell’s been callin’ my name

i’m not just sippin’ for fun
i sip this shit to get drunk
i used to have so much fun
now i just want shit to be done

you had a dream i was gone
soon it won’t be a dream at all
& i can’t wait for the day
seems that i’m just so fucked

guess that it’s the price that we pay
for all the shit we’ve been off..

my bitch cry

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[etai s0]
yuh, i don’t play by the book man
yuh, we don’t play by the book man
no, we don’t play by the book, ohhh

i got a lot of weapons in my duffle bag
knives & guns, we have some fun
i know it looks bad..

but i’m with the crooks man
i’m writin’ these hooks man
like i got a hook hand
..don't play by the book man

don't need wishlists
baby, i got my piracy, yeah
mind your business
baby, i need my privacy, yeah
mind your business
i don't wanna act violently, yeah
wouldn't listen 
now he on the ground lifelessly, yeah..

i-i got a lot of weapons in my duffle bag
knives & guns, we have some fun
i know it looks bad..

but i’m with the crooks man
i’m writin’ these hooks man
like i got a hook hand

don’t play by the book man
don’t play by the book man
don’t play by the book man
don’t play by the book..

[luv armor]
won’t let me into heaven
& i just can’t accept it
still i reach for my weapon
i’m gonna blow my head in

i just want your attention
you’re full of apprehension
& yeah, i guess i get it
i was the one exception

angels fall from the sky
everyone you love dies
i don’t matter at all
i see the drugs in your eyes

i’m starvin’ myself to death
i can’t get outta my bed
you know i lust for the sky
i’ll get a taste when i’m dead..

(ohh)
we don’t play by the book man
this shits got me shook, damn
i need your love, yeah i’m hooked man

(ohhh-ohh-oh)
i got knives & guns on me
blow your head off like Zombies
leave some blood on my Tommy..

new weapons

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i’d go insane for you
take all the blame for you
was it all just a game to you?

baby, i’d change for you
i know that you want me to
i’ve got like a lot to prove
(ohhh)

i’m off track, shawty’s tellin’ me fall back
i was followin’ the path
but now i’m so astray, it’s sad

i got that kitty on my lap
& i been countin’ up this cash
yeah, i watch it as it stacks
& she jus luv’s me for my bag…

you switch sides
i’m under your knife
can’t put up a fight
so i’ll say goodbye

about time i leave it behind
you hear as i cry
then watch me just die..

i grind my teeth when i sleep
always havin’ bad dreams
do you ever dream of me?

i grind my teeth when i sleep
always havin’ bad dreams
yeah, i hope you dream of me..

bloody are my hands 
when you shower me with guilt
i think it’s funny how it felt
now i’m stuck here in this hell..

right now, it’s fuckin’ hurtin’ so bad
fall back.. don’t wanna lose what we had

when you’re next to me
it feels heavenly
i’m off ecstasy

it ain’t hard to see
that you’re part of me
cut my arteries..

cut my arteries….

grindin’ my teeth
i’m always havin’ bad dreams
you’re leavin’, it seems
i’ll be alone in these sheets

i grind my teeth ‘til i bleed
always havin’ bad dreams
i know you never dream of me

i said what i said & you know what i mean
but i still can’t focus on anything..

bad dreams

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr

blossom

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

brand new Bape, i know they hate, yuh
new jeans, they sealed my fate, yuh
nice things like everyday, yuh
got that bitch on my face, yuh

i’m X’d out in the snow
i just need you to know
that i love you the most

i feel your cries in my bones
it’s pullin’ me back to home
but i can’t go back, you know?

i’m tryna get me a halo
you’re outta reach like it’s Halo
i feel this shit everyday 
so i been tryna lay low

say no, it’s hard just to say no
i’m feelin’ so grey 
so i’ma blow out my brains, oh

no… i don’t want you to go
you never wanted me here
was your love just for show?

they’re all broke 
& they ain’t got no hoes
i stand on all 10 toes i would die for my bro’s

so, where is this gonna go?
Jesus died for my zyn’s
i need this liquor to cope

i don’t wanna be all alone anymore
found me cold in the floor
send my ass to the morgue
you won’t see me anymore
(you won’t see me anymore….)

all this pape, i know they hate, yuh
new jeans, i look so great, yuh
10 bands, it sealed my fate, yuh
get paid like everyday, yuh

you’ve got a heart so pure
while mine’s still clogged up with tar
i should’ve known from the start
that you would tear me apart..

you’re retarded & poor
i fucked my bitch in the floor
it’s got me fiendin’ for more

oh God, i adore you
i’m tryna explore you
i could never ignore you
‘cause i know what its like 
when you’re being ignored too

pray the rain away
i need an escape from this place
you yell in my face
& it makes me feel safe

pray the rainy day’s will slowly start fadin’ away
& i’m left with decay 
& all these shades of grey..

halo

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

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get the back and i’m gonzo
bad bitch from Toronto
i ain’t here for a convo
i’m in first place, you got bronze, hoe

i never know what day it is
bad bitch, she Canadian
she throw it in my face again
yeah, i just got paid again

my side bitch on some sly shit
she ain’t the one i get high with
it’s me & my fuckin’ guys, yeah
stack it up to the sky, yeah

alarms go off in my head
think i’d be better dead
all the shit that you said
baby, all i see’s red

the bombs, they fall from the sky
could only hope that i die
‘cause i just haven’t felt right
in such a long fuckin’ time..

i just can’t ever cope with this life
i wanna leave it behind
see the soul leave my eyes
baby, please just don’t cry

i.. i.. i cry..
you lie all the time
you’ve extinguished my light..

just leave me how you found me
i’ve got darkness around me
all this money i’m counting
couldn’t make me feel happy

just take out my heart
& tear it apart
i’m miserable now
like how i was at the start

i’m gonna rip out my stitches
& burn all my bridges 
i don’t count my expenses
shawty like how my wrist hits

yeah, i swear you’re all bitches
& they just hate how i’m gifted
wish me well.. go to hell..
i’m gonna die all by myself..

& it was so fuckin’ hard for me
but then you cut out my arteries
& i wasn’t smart enough to leave
yeah, it’s endless; the suffering

i’m just so fuckin’ sick of this life
i wanna leave it behind
see the soul leave my eyes
i know i met my demise..

i cry, i cry, i cryyy
you lie all the time
bitch, you’re breakin’ my spine..

i feel hollow, sip this bottle
drown my sorrow..
there’s no tmrww, she’s so hostile
yeah she thinks i’m fuckin’ awful..

& i can’t deny that i’ve been lyin’ at times
& she can’t decide
if she’s gon’ stick by my side

die in my arms
yeah, i caused so much harm
fly towards the stars
i don’t know who you are

i’m with a sad bitch in a condo
this liquor got me so gone, bro
get the bag & i’m gonzo
cold heart like Toronto

i got cheese on me like nachos
she fw me, i don’t want hoes
i’m just tryna get more gone, bro
i’m just in my bag, makin’ songs, so..

miserable now

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you can burn all of our photographs
but babe, that won’t erase the past
it’s hard to go on, nothing lasts
my heart is so gone, it’s made of glass

you burnt all of our photographs
but i’ve still got these memories
fucked up off amphetamines
i swear this shit is heavenly

& when i die, remember me
better yet; forget everything
i just want you next to me
like baby, come & flex with me..

it was a hard night
‘til i saw you in the starlight
your bright eyes
shinin’ nice in the moonlight
new scars, but they’re giving me a new light
old scars, from the shit i didn’t do right..

it was a hard night
‘til i saw you in the starlight
hard times
when i’m scrollin’ down your timeline
can’t lie, girl, you know u set the bar high 
my time gonna come, yeah, we all die..

& i’m all alone in this hole
wait for you to come home
it’s the closest to love that i will ever know

& i know without rain, we won’t grow
but it’s cold, so it’s snows
got your blood on my coat
& this hate in my soul

i know that this time i must go
i just hope that you know
that i loved you the most
i can’t do this alone..

see my heart, it’s so cold
frozen out in the snow
where my head tends to go
guess that we’ll never know..

i don’t want you to leave me again
know you’re playin’ pretend 
every games gotta end
yeah, you were never my friend

bleed me then grieve me
how you deceive me
this liquor, it frees me
keeps my heart beating

i’m screamin’, you hear me
you won’t come near me
my light goes out in the fog
that’s when i started to fall..

yeah, i remember it all
had my back to the wall
as you sunk in your claws
(yeah, you sunk in your claws)

she don’t know what i’m on
don’t know what i’m off
i know that i’m wrong

you’re breakin’ my bones
i thought i was strong
i wish you would call
but you’re so withdrawn..

i thought it was love
you told me it’s not.. :/

erase the past

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i need you
white tee that i bleed through
my feelin’s are see through
can’t you see that i bleed too?

i need you
you lied, i believed you
we’ll die, we agreed to
i cried, yeah, it pleased you

escape life, i won’t regret it
i need some anesthetic
i don’t know where my head is
but fuck it! just forget it..

i’m dirty as fuck
i’m white trash
you all could eat my ass

i chop the beat up then spazz
& then i fuckin’ crash…

..

back on my bullshit
i got swag
she called me foolish
i’m in my bag
rest in peace Rufus
this shit’s so sad
dress like a doofus
yeah, you look bad..

i’m dyin’ on the internet
but she jus want me in her cat
they’re tryna steal like all my swag

i’m dyin’ on the internet
it’s cold but it ain’t winter yet
i wish that i could just forget

cash in the bag
hit it from the back
she’s wearin’ black
i know she hates her dad

& it’s so sad
i’d go back
but i can’t so i’ma crash

miss what we had
i’m like so sad
am i really all that bad??

i’m the worst & it hurts
just put me beneath the earth
they act concerned
in hell, 8’ll burn
yeah, it’s just what i deserve..

cash in the bag
hit it from the back
but it’s so sad
she don’t want me back…

I need u

i need u

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i need your love, i love this knife
he’s tryna fight, i’ll cut him right
my soul gets lost inside the night
i’m numb as fuck, i cannot cry

you crushed my soul the other day
so now your blood is all i taste
move the fuck up out my way
said now i’m standin’ in the rain

i crush these pills & snort ‘em up
you know that i don’t give a fuck
i know my heart’s completely numb
you had my wrapped around your palm

i prod. the beat & master it
sing ‘bout how i jus feel like shit
yeah, it just ain’t the way to live
my money thicker than my bitch

my heart’s cold
you know that it snowed
your heart’s gold
mine cracks like some stone

feel the cracks in my bones
yeah, i jus wanna go home..

you starve yourself until your thin
yeah, this just ain’t a way to live
baby, i can see your ribs
& it makes me feel like shit

the tar goes deep into my lungs
now i feel ‘em fill with blood
i am unworthy of your love 
but i still swear it’s like a drug

the comedown.. it’s not what i want now
i cried for your love
you got me under your thumb now

she just wanna fuck
yeah, she’s not here before sundown

i just want some love
yeah, i been feelin’ so numb now..

but yeah, i love how you do it
& i can tell you’ve been through it
i had a chance but i blew it

so now like all i have’s music
but yeah, like nobody’s groovin’

your blood is all I taste

your blood is all i taste

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy

[nvr nvmbr]
my wrist like a freezer
i’m drinkin’ tequila 
this ain’t Aquafina

i’ll bleed, i’m anemic
she said that she needs it
i’m watchin’ her fiendin’, ohhh

i flow like i’m chosen
the city, it’s frozen
she said that i’m goated, ohhh

she’s givin’ me throat
then i’m sendin’ her home
can’t let her get me out my zone

i’m fillin’ my chalice with blood
‘cause i don’t give a fuck
EQ out the mud
now she suckin’ my nuts

i’m with Zane in the truck
you know that we’re drunk
your bitch in the cut
& she’s tryna get fucked

i’ll blow out my brain tonight
i think that i’m goin’ insane tonight
she’s grabbin’ on both of my chains tonight
i thought i never could change, i might

sick to my stomach
fall; feel it plummet
i’m reachin’ towards something
but receivin’ nothing

save time by dyin’ 
‘cause i’m dead inside
you’ll be alright
when i leave you behind

i swear that i’m tryin’ 
& i need you tonight
just come & say hi
can’t get you off my mind..

you know i’ma demon
i’m tweakin’ & geekin’
she’s eatin’ my semen

i ain’t got a reason
you know that i’m leavin’
‘cause you left me bleedin’, ohh

i told you i need it
you changed like a season
i’m way off the deep end

i’m scarin’ my friends & my family
losin’ my sanity
i know that i’ll die in the snow

my wrist like a freezer 
i’m drinkin’ tequila
this ain’t Aquafina

i’ll bleed, i’m anemic
she said that she needs it
i’m watchin’ her fiendin’, ohhh

she’s actin’ so trife 
so i’m grabbin’ my knife
then i’m takin’ that bitch for a ride

[hoepless]
takin’ that bitch for a ride
smokin’ all night but i’m never alright
forgot about her but you stay on my mind
never on his but your always on mine

i’m at home, i’m poppin’ these benzos 
crash this whip it’s a rental 
need her heart but i took her life
that ain’t what i meant tho

you wanna say that you miss me
i wanna say that i miss you
you’re alright when i took your heart
i ain’t know it was ice cold

right time but the wrong hoe
i don’t know what I’m gon’ do
you don’t know that I’m upset
you don’t even know I let you go

you don’t know what I meant
you don’t know how I go
you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I roll

you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I go
you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I go..

tequila

visuals - https://youtu.be/jlJIFKoOcII?si=GrP4Ng2EwTkazK74
coprod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. & prod. by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvr nvmbr]
the snows white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die..

hard times inside
i won’t survive

her light, it shines down
it burns now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now

[etai s0]
i'm crashing & burning
i left shawty in the past
now i'm actually hurting
didn't know i could do that

now i been through that
now i been through that
how could you do that?
you knew you would rue that

cryin’ all night
‘cause i hate this place
pure codeine in the sprite
cause i don't like the taste

hope you're feeling alright
‘cause i'm in disarray
just popped 3 bars to the face
& i'll fly away

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t wanna be alive
if i can’t live here by your side
now she’s cryin’ in my sprite
sip that elixir for the night

mixin’ up my suicide
she told me it was ride or die
so i guess that i’m gonna die

so now i’m goin’ towards the light
it’s alright
baby, look me in my eyes

you put a hex on my life
now i’m tellin’ it goodbye
it’s alright if i die
yeah, i’ll do it with some pride

end my life in the night
yeah, i’ll do it outta spite..

the snow’s white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die

inside, i’m out
never go outside
her lies, they hurt

hate her voice now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now..

cryin' in my sprite

cryin’ in my sprite [mv in desc.]

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i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up, ohhh

my cup’s doubled up
& it’s filled with your love
but i’m feelin’ so numb

i’m not important enough
so i’m pourin’ it up
yeah, i’m pourin’ it up

i got your blood on my tongue
i’m in love with these drugs
she told me that i’m fucked

i know nothing ever gets any better
yeah, it always gets worse
so put me in the Earth
yeah, it’s what i deserve..

our love turned cold in December
i didn’t think you’d remember
how you burnt me to embers..

ohhh

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
i could never show you any love..

you’re breakin’ me down
yeah, you hate on me now 
i could never get out

i’ma head so far south
yeah, i’m leavin’ this town
i’ll never come back around

there’s blood on my clothes
yeah, i’m dead in the snow
yeah, my body it’s froze..

need you to leave me behind
i’m the thorn in your side
at least i was ‘til i died
baby, i watched as you cried..

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
yeah, this liquor got me feelin’ numb..

blood in my lungs
you got me under your thumb
& i’m too far gone
i’ll just stare at the sun

yeah, i’d leave her for you
if you want me to
i’m just feelin’ so blue
what can i even do?

i can’t feel your touch 
but the tears feel so cold
i’m drinkin’ so much
yeah, this shit’s gettin’ old 

yeah, it tears me down to my soul
lost every bit of control
& every last bit of hope

ohhh

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
you could never show me any love
& i miss the taste of your blood
yeah, this liquor just isn’t enough

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

so i don’t reminisce on your touch
i’m goin’ numb from all the cuts..

pourin' it up

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
mixed by me & etai, mastered by etai

[nvr nvmbr]
leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
just leave me in the dark

leave me in the
leave me in the

leave me in the dark
don’t want you to see my scars
i’m putting up my guard
to break it down would be so hard

(so baby) leave me in the dark
underneath the stars
just leave me in the

leave me in the dark
..i’ve been in the dark

a part of me’s so gone
i’ll never see the fuckin’ sun
there’s tar up in my lungs
i know i’ll never be enough

so baby, leave me in the dark
leave me in the..
i don’t wanna feel a (thing)

i swear this shit’s so hard
i just thought i would never see you again

leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
..it’s always hard

leave me in the dark
i’ll cover up my scars 

leave me in the dark
leave me in the
leave me in the dark

just meet me in the stars..

[etai s0]
bury me at sea & i'll be eaten by the sharks
get lost within the dark
yeah you heeded my remarks

we're all people 
with various degrees of evil in us
we're all sinners

hell ain't all embers
cause here on earth
it gets cold as december 
it's not even winter now

kickin it with nvmbr
we hittin licks & making hits till forever, woah

leave me in the dark

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i don’t believe in God anymore
it just always gets worse
put me down into the Earth..

i’ll run away, so far away
& yet i find, i can’t escape
the subtle pain from yesterday 
you left me standin’ in the rain..

& she’s in luv w/ my armor
& i’ma die here w/ honor
she gave me brain like a scholar
pretend that i even want her

i ripped my Robin’s
but i’m still flossin’
drip like a faucet
yeah, i got options..

she looks pretty in black
& now she’s throwin’ it back
i’m in luv w/ these racks
no way i’m goin’ out sad

highkey she don’t want me
i put that bitch in fuckin’ Tommy
she was rockin’ Abercrombie
she treats my ass jus like a hobby

lowkey, i know i’m ballin’
ignore the fact i’m slowly fallin’
eternal bliss; yeah, heaven’s callin’ 
put down my chips, you know i’m all in..

i’m beatin’ at a dead horse
like, what you in my head for?
but when you check the scoreboard
you’ll see that i be up more

i’m dyin’ inside but i’m buyin’ these Robin’s
i step in, i’m flossin’
boy, you look so retarded

i don’t believe in God anymore
thing’s just always get worse 
in my heart, it’s a war
between what i want & what works

baby, put me under the dirt 
i’ll get just what i deserve
& my heart, it still hurts
i can’t take anymore (ohhh)

you ran away, so far away
& now i find i don’t feel safe
without you here, i think i’ll break
you left me standin’ in the rain

what a shame that i’m to blame
i’m a waste of fuckin’ space
you’re in my head, we play these games
& things won’t ever be the same..

don't believe in God anymore

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i wish i were dead
i know you’d forget
all the shit that i said
i know it’s deep in your head

i’d never regret all the shit that we did
we’d rot for days in your bed
now you’re the voice in my head

i’ll paint my walls red
yeah, you’ll miss me when i’m dead
can’t get you outta my head
yeah, i jus still can’t forget

i’m takin’ uppers just to help me pretend..

leave me all on my own
yeah, i won’t pick up my phone
i’ll just sip this patron 
until i’m here in my zone

i hope they bury me
‘cause i just wanna be in the Earth
your thoughts are scarin’ me
i guess it’s just what i deserve
she’s takin’ ecstasy
i guess i’ll go to hell, yeah i’ll burn..

but now i cry about it
i thought i could live without it
she said ‘don’t cry about it’
how would i not cry about it?

i think my monster in the mornin’
it just keeps on pourin’
what she says is so disturbing
it keeps my heart just hurtin’

i drink a red bull in the evening
wish that you would see me
i’ll never see you again
i want it all to just end..

it won’t ever end
had to guess again
you’re in my head again

i feel dead again
but you’re heaven-sent
..heaven-sent

all these memories
yeah, she said that you’re dead to me
& the feelin’s unsettling
i just need me a remedy

i been cryin’ in designer
she’s just tryna get higher
drink this liquor
i despise her but i don’t wanna fight her..

you blow my head off like a sniper
then you call me a liar
you’re in my head
i feel dead
had to run it back again..

wish i were dead

prod. by me x etai s0 x vstar
mix / master by me x etai s0
https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
https://soundcloud.com/hexedvstar

[luv armor]
she don’t know ‘bout me
& all the pain i’ve seen
what these things tend to mean
(my boy’s off ketamine)

she don’t know a thing
about the pain i’ve seen
i’m dyin’ in my dreams..

& i’ve been in denial
i lost your luv, that’s vital
she drinks my blood outta vial
so i guess this is my trial

we out here in Ohio
fallin’ in a downward spiral
i was dead upon arrival
yeah, you make me feel so spiteful..

[etai]
real recognize fake
get your bitchmade ass 
out my prettyboy face, damn

money coming in, i rake it up
had to stop fucking with these hoes 
they was snaking up

stepped in the game just to shake it up
made a film with her
now she-now she got a famous butt

i left that life behind 
it doesn't pay enough
hit it then i quit it
but these bitches tryna stay in touch

‎אתה לא מזהה את הרציני בעיניים שלי
‎אני פה לשים את הזני בר בתוך המים שלי
‎יצאתי מהבית מרקחת with the fucking pack
get your shit jacked
boy, you'll never get it back

check my bank account
got another check amount
we eating waffle house
& blasting us some modest mouse

at the pride parade 
boutta hit the mall today
we sipping gatorade
now we railing ketty mane

[vstar]
ahhhh i love ketamine 
feel like Bob Ross in a Bentley
but i still feel empty
i haven’t felt okay in a century

ahhhh i’m off ketamine
every single day of my life has no meaning
& my livers bleeding
am i really breathing?
am i really breathing?
i’m just offa ketamine..

[luv armor]
i’m with etai & vstar 
i look like a retard
i’m playin’ my keytar

i post up with vstar!

she jus wanna have sex w/ me
don’t care abt what’s best for me
you know i got the recipe.. ohhhh

i was fuckin’ your bitch
i flipped my car in the ditch
it’s like this shit never ends

she with nvmbr tonight
& i’ma lay down the pipe
but i love when that bitch cries
(i’ve said it like several times)

[etai]
aye, yuh
real recognize fake
get yo bitchmade ass out my pretty boy face
damn..

money comin’ in, i rake it up
had to stop fuckin’ with these hoes
they was snakin’ up

stepped in the game just to shake it up..

violence//ketamine

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr

[nvmbr]
there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
it’s you &..

me, i don’t like to speak that much
but we’ll keep in touch
‘til the evening sun sets
& then we’re fucked

no, i can’t go back
but i miss what we had 
left you in the past
& it hurt so bad

there’s a car crash on 23
flee the scene & leave
like how you left me..

i had big dreams
now i can’t leave this bed
i’m fucked in the head
know that i should be dead..

there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
it’s me &..

you don’t see me that often at all
got my back to the wall
& it feels like i’ll fall
yeah, you don’t even call..

[caspy]
my mind’s a car crash
girl, you’re in the passenger seat
don’t say you want me, baby
‘less you mean it passionately

i’m like a bombshell
empty & uncomplete 
racin’ towards the median
already taste the concrete

you got a web of lies 
to keep my trapped inside
don’t got my head on right
ain’t slept at all last night

i caused a crash last night
right on route 23
soon i’ll be 22 & still hung up on you

why’d you draw me back?
(i don’t think you’ll call me back)
just to leave again like that..
(how you left me here; it’s sad)

b-break me in half
(ohhh)
just to stitch & cut it back..

[nvmbr]
& yeah, these stitches hurt so bad
i felt the glass cut in the crash
you make me feel so fuckin’ sad
like, what’s the point of all of that?

it’s bad.. i should’ve died in the crash
you’re the voice in my head
but i know you want me dead

there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
i just can’t breathe..

car crash

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i’d catch a flight to see you
but you don’t wanna see me quite as bad

tried to leave you in the rearview
but i can’t stop livin’ in the past

who’d have ever thought it’d hurt this bad?
i can’t go back, i can’t go back

i’m livin’ in this endless torment
i’ve got no choice ‘cause you enjoy it
fuck up my liver, just destroy it
i know i’ll never be important

i’m dyin’ slowly, she adores it
my vital organs can’t afford this strain
..i’ve grown used to all the pain

everyday’s the same
i’m such a waste of fuckin’ space 
she took all of my life away
yet somehow, i’m the one to blame

(i cannot stand to feel the rain..)

i’m havin’ a heart attack 
a heart attack
i’m havin’ a heart attack

i can’t keep my heart intact
it feels like i’m havin’ a heart attack..

(why don’t you love me back?)
it feels like i’m havin’ a heart attack

heart attack

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

have you no empathy?
i know you’re sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me

i just feel so empty
the bottle, it tempts me
i’m sippin’ this whiskey until it’s all empty
she won’t accept me..

bad bitch in the moonlight
she’s readin’ my star sign
she’s settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

& i know it didn’t matter at all
get the fuck off my balls
now i fiend from withdrawals
i needa sip some Cîroc

trust me, i love it when you crush me
i don’t need no love
i need a bitch who gon’ fuck me
..fuck me

i’m ##ugly
my world is self destructing 
the light of God ain’t touched me
how could i let it just be?

i know you love to watch me struggle
break me down until i’m rubble
the way you make me feel ain’t subtle..

i’m so ugly on the inside 
but outside i’m in Robin’s
i got money in my pockets
yeah, these bitches get to flockin’ 

i’m so ugly on the outside
& inside, it’s so rotten
babe, you were my only option
now you’re gone, i’m slowly fallin’

have you no empathy?
i know your sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me..

she don’t miss me
i drink whiskey
it’s gon’ kill me

you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me

bad bitch in the moonlight 
she’s readin’ my star sign
and settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

she said i don’t matter at all
i shouldn’t have answered the call
now the bloods on my palms
i’m so sick of these songs..

##ugly

you won’t see this but i love you
endless suffering
black ice 2002
6urbstomp

nvr nvmbr

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