HyperFocus🚀

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@heroz2299
@heartsayako

im a loser im a mess 
im so far from what u want 
but ur all up in my head
u dont know but obsess 
without u ill be dead 
the words get caught instead 
dont even have a chance 

is it too late 
scroll thru memories we made 
but im the one u hate
only me to blame 
the truth gets hard to swallow too much to bear
but ill still wait right here 
why are u so insincere
u said that youd stay near 

ur all i have dont break me now
or maybe im js dramatic 
js spit it out little liar wont u confess?

kinda crazy 
but i love it 
stalk on ig manipulate me 
feel ur heart beat when u lay with me 
js stay with me 
ur my everything 

take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine
take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine

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mess (heroz sayako)

you never cared abt me +sylph [karasu & sds]

same day same face @nemui

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

【Namine Ritsu】-ERROR 2018ver.【UTAU Cover】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBymYOAvgdA

error

https://open.spotify.com/album/6TkPCeuPLQ3BS8i8ywHFa8?si=QCNSBeu9Q9yS5HgbWRWjiA
FUCK MY LOSER LIFEEEEEE
やなぎなぎー209415

your shaky hands

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

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meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

@1akura @yuikase
https://open.spotify.com/track/1YEPlMIIDeyhBDkOpyyKBa?si=a602d569728d4184

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

maybe ur just way to perfect for mee
im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
i just want u to see
that ur all that i needed
baby believe it
so baby believe it
im falling to pieces
remember the day u said there'd be no more secrets
it keeps me awake
i find myself sleepless
dont throw this away
cus baby i need this

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

akura - learn (asagao)

me n @ilyporo heartbroke gangggg 
shoutout @decago n @yashio20k !
lyrics:

@haunted_sad
u left me here n im not sleeping
u were the one that gave my life a reason
yeah u were the one that tore my heart to pieces
i wanna sleep forever i wanted 2 jus cry
u were the one 4 me u made me feel damn alright
but when u left theres this hole in my life
left me hollow bby i jus wanted 2 die

u left me in my head with all this regret :(( 
u left this hole bby jus in my life
thought we were a harmony ? thought id be alright
told me we were forever but now ur gone
u cant take back all the words u fkn said 
u wished me a terrible life yeah im wishin i was dead
ur laughing with him but i didnt care anymore
doesnt fkn matter cause imma die anyways (ill make sure its fatal ongg w)

@ilyporo
i knew u would lie
okay its fine :/
leave me here 
let me die
lie down (in my sorrow)
bet u think u won
left ur emotions aside 
but Im pretty sure u will never be happy as u were 

i was the right one
(the only one)
even tho u manage to fool me
ur worlds blew my head like a gun
cant take it back
ur pure evil...cruelty

@haunted_sad
u cant take back all the words u said 2 me
i treated u like u were jus my family
i cared for u i gave u a fucking home.
im goin back i wish i never met her

ucanttakebackallthewordsusaid w/ilyporo (decago + yashio)

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

akura - all that i hear now (rewind)

let the flowers bloom
let it hurt it body too
let it help me think of u
swear to god i love the view
let it bloom ye
told u that I'm missing u
how can i love without u
look outside the flowers bloom
bloom bloom
 flowers bloom 
what's it mean to u?

its been months since 
i blossomed..
and im thinking 
there's a problem 
ur the reason i hate
autumn
now our memories are fallen
jus hold on
let it bury u away
never cared what i said
never careed what it meant
tell me is this really what you want?
is this what u...

bloom

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bloom (hartfxlt)

me vs every0ne 

bitch im never lacking
XOT im strapped in
i jus gotta new switch 
i cant fuck wit no bitch
wanna sound like me?
bitch im counting green :)
i jus hit up . . . .
i dont check the tags
went from first to last
now im last to first
wanna verse im taxin 
xot got action

verse:
fell in luv wit drugs
fell in luv with blood
sex money and drugs
bitch im feeling loose
4 pints in my juice 
kapital denim jeans
smokin on doja cream

you never cared abt me +sylph [karasu & sds]

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