nvrbetter (debut)

sorry mom im a f#ggot skel cover

@iwishwenevermet
i loved you since last December
but you couldn't say the same for me
i know that youre fed up with me
if i was you id be fed up too 
ive been so fucked up since my birth haven't really been happy since i was 10
i know that you dont really give a fuck
but if you did im always here waiting

@imnobetterthanyou
how do i feel love in this life?
how do i bring yours back to mine
you got a new boyfriend, that really sucks
maybe i am a fucking cuck
how do i feel love in this life?
i really wish you were mine
its been many months we’ve been over
maybe youll love me this december

last december w haunt

alright, lets do this for one more night
alright, lets just do this for one more time
i look into your eyes
i see every single beautiful lie

but thats alright, i lie too
at least this is something true
its alright i lie too
all i wanted to do was help you 

alright

@imnobetterthanyou
i wanna take you to another world
i wanna take you (ohh)
i wanna take you to another world
i wanna take you (ohh)
i wanna do so many things w you
i would do all that you tell me to
what do you want to do
what do you want to do?

@stratocasterr
dont be scared now
itll go away eventually
maybe in your dreams
youll realize how much youve grown up
since the last time we met
i still remember how you thought
you had the whole world to yourself
maybe in your dreams

to another world

a burden is all i ever will be
i stay up all night, its hard to sleep
sleep in the day time, familys mad at me
i cant ever be anything

am i a monster
am i human
i am useless
anyways   

i bedrot all day
i never see my mom
i wish i could be something
but everything goes wrong

a burden is all i ever will be
i stay up all night, its hard to sleep
sleep in the day time, familys mad at me
i cant ever be anything

burden

i dont wanna fight
you end up making us cry
i dont wanna die
youll end up  taking our lives
i guess its alright
id rather die in ur arms
than anyone

i can tell
when u wanna
treat the world like hell

i dont wanna fight
you end up making us cry
i dont wanna die
youll end up  taking our lives
i guess its alright
id rather die in ur arms
than anyone


i dont wanna fight

knife in my hand
i dont understand
just close your eyes
let me hold your hand

your lifes in my hand
you gotta trust me for a night
you gotta trust itll be alright

just for a night
save your sleep
i’ve been restless
youve been reckless

i want the best for us

you gotta give me trust
we gotta give up lust
i want the best for us
you gotta give me trust

best for us

i will drop quality music
im so sorry my voice is putrid
didnt i have that same rhyme long ago
im repetitive, and i have a stupid flow
idek when and where i wanna go
idek if she loves me anymore
i will feel the same for hours
everything is tasting sour
scratch that this feeling will last forever
ive been so sad i feel severed
my love for you is severe
you wont love me either
and i guess thats alright
whatever you want i wont fight

im sorry i suck

oh there once was a time
when we we’re alright
i dont want to hear your fucking excuses
i just wanna know shit, i aint stupid

i hate my fucking voice, i cant sing
i hate my fucking voice, i cant be on key
i hate your fucking voice, just please go away
your voice is stuck in my brain, it replays

again, and again
again, and again
again, and again

i want you to know
that you really need to go
could you please stop bothering me
before we end up even more unhappy

once was a time

i wanna peel ur flesh n feast upon ur insides
i want to be yours and i want u to be mine
i really want to die, but i want to live life at the same time so i can enjoy what i do

i know i lost my cool
ur blood is like a pool
im weird ik im not cool
dont follow my mistakes its not cool

Again!!

(prod @adderal911adderal)
it feels so dumb, but it feels so nice
everything will be alright
ik u cant stand me, its alright
we will put up a fucking fight

i guess its fine
i guess its fine
i guess your fine
we’re alright

finna put ur body in my motherfuckin freezer
gonna make u beg and plead until ur fuckin knees hurt
i know i am a loser, i know i am a loser

but it feels so nice

i really wanna die but i cant say why
when im unadvised i always grab a knife
i slice into my skin, then i watch it flow by
i really wanna die but i cant say why
i want to kill myself, the way i killed her
i really really wish she was still here
i guess it was my fault because of my anger
shouldve left her in the pass just like a stranger
shes stuck in the pathway, her body is cold
she didnt have a chance to fucking grow old
and i wont have that chance im just like her
i really wanna die the same exact way
i really wanna die the same exact way
i wanna stab myself until my body decays
watch her body decay, watch my mind run a race

but i cant say why

oh no, you come again, oh no
you haunt me, and it my turns dreams into nightmares

in my room, in your room, in our house
its haunted, its your shit, its your fault
ur crying, its ur loss
you are, a dumb whore
you are, a dumb slut
what we have in common is we like to fuck

oh no, i come again, oh no
i haunt you, and it turns you to, bawling in the corner

of my room, of your room, of our house
its haunted, its your shit, its your fault
ur crying, its ur loss
you are, a dumb whore
you are, a dumb slut
what we have in common is we like to fuck


haunt me

@xechu
You had me waiting all night
I still don’t know why I try
My whole life feels like a lie 
Can’t see hints I might be blind
Bleeding out might take some time
Cutting every time you lie
My Mind keeps moving in circles
I tried to ignore that but it hurt tho
Once again I’m all alone 
all alone 2x
I’m all alone once again
Just pick up the phone for one second
I’ve loaded a round I guess that’s it
No one cares for me my life has gone to shit
Put me in a box and throw me in a pit
Don’t ever let me talk cause all I do is throw fits

@imnobetterthanyou
i really wanna die, i dont want to wake up
when i go to sleep, i hope all my problems r made up
i cant have anything i ask for
i feel like i am an asshole
a terrible boyfriend, a terrible son
i pray to god i dont wake up
im writing all these stupid songs
all for a girl i really love
i dont want what happened to me
to happen to you
i want u to feel loved, i hope u do
i hope u hear this some day
you listen and you forgive
all my emotions are sucked in
my tiny little brain (nanana)
i really wanna die, i dont want to wake up
when i go to sleep, i hope all my problems r made up
i cant have anything i ask for
i feel like i am an asshole
a terrible boyfriend, a terrible son
i pray to god i dont wake up
im writing all these stupid songs
all for a girl i really love
i really love you, i hope thats clear in ur head
i say this, then the next day, u say u want me dead
i cant do single thing right, thats why whats said is said
im finna take a bottle of pills, i pray to god i wake up dead

dont wanna wake up

i feel ur skin
once again
i feel ur touch
i feel ur love

i dont want this to happen again
i dont want us to end up as friends
or even worst, someone u forget
like u never met

you probably hate me now
and i guess its okay
its justified, i was a terrible guy
i deserve every lie
you probably hate me now
and i guess its okay
its justified, i was a terrible guy
i deserve to die, just like u did

i really want you to forgive
for all the stupid shit that i did
yeah i know i made a mistake
what i did was fake, it costs us faith
im sorry for making u deal with that pain
im sorry for treating you that way
im sorry bae, im sorry bae

i wont let that happen again happen againn

forgive me, please

@imnobetterthanyou
im sick, in the head
its ok if u want me dead
i wouldnt mind if i were dead
i want to kill you, then have u sleep in my bed
im filled with dread, i wanna die
i wanna take you and take ur life
im so sorry, you had to be mine
your sweet and innocent, but its ur time 
im a weirdo and i am a creep
people at my school call me a geek
your so cool, your so sweet
im so sorry baby

@stolemyfirstname
people dont care after u die
whats the point if u always lie
if u feel alone it doesnt matter
if u feel alone i’ll make you feel better
people dont care after u die
whats the point if u always lie
if u feel alone it doesnt matter
if u feel alone i’ll make you feel better
im alone and i really want you
sitting in my room and theres nothing to do
if u feel alone it doesnt matter
if u feel alone i’ll make you feel better
im alone and i really want you

sick in the head

made this in like 10 minutes

shooutout @celaies for the song promo method sorry if that is cloning

NEW ALBUM COMING OUT OCT 31ST LISTEN TO IT OCT 31ST

im a fuck up
i make mistakes
im so stuck up
i need a new face
my mentals fucked up
i need a new place
you need a new heart
anyways
i know you dont want to see me
i read ur mind so clearly
i dont know why i still try
i just wanna be that guy
i know you dont want to see me (oh no)
i read ur mind so clearly
i dont know why i still try
i just wanna be that guy
i see you in my mind when i close my eyes
cant go to sleep at night, with u in my mind
i swear this feeling makes me wanna die
no matter how hard i try, i cant be blind

my mentals fucked up

@maybeyora
you know what im tryna tell you
i saw your face i could smell you
you know just what im gon' do
you know just what im going through

you know what im tryna tell you
i saw your face i could smell you
you know just what im gon' do
you know just what im going through

you know what im tryna tell you (tell)
i saw your face i could smell you
you know just what im gon' do
you know just what im going through

your face so good it's on the pavement
lick the blood off of her face and
you know just what im gon' do
you know just what im going through

what im tryna tell you (yora only)

i don't want to see your body
cold on the floor, i'm sorry shawty
at the same time i kinda do
i don't know, i cant choose(2x)
i tried, oh trust me baby
i'm so sorry i ended up crazy
i haven't taken my pills
i haven't even felt real
i tried, oh trust me baby
i'm so sorry i ended up crazy
i've been so cold, i feel chills
none of this feels real
and i don't want you to think of me as this monster
but i put the title on myself

@lonelyafterparty
i'm not a monster how do i prove it to you
i'm off my pills and i don't know what to do
i feel so dumb i never have a clue
what or how to do anything without you
i'm so lost and i think i'm going crazy
head spinnin' round and round on the daily
to be honest, i'd do anything for you baby
i sit all day watching you, just gazing
and i'm so fucking lost without you
look in my head for you cant find you
come to your house, pay a visit, watch you
i'm not crazy i just think i really like you

i never wanted to be a monster

i pray next time when i see you
your asleep tucked in ur comfy bed
i pray next time wben i see you
you dont know whats going on
its all in ur head

its all in ur head

Sorry for the delay to get on soundcloud. Original date of this remaster was November 8, my birthday.

wish i cud say more (remastered)

dead body

(1/3)
you left me waiting for a text back
met you a while ago, i had to get that
you dont wanna talk, i get that
the least you could do is respond to me
(2x)

i’ve been waiting for a while
theres no emotion, not even a smile
i would walk a thousand miles
to see your face, if you let me go to your place

you left me waiting for a text back
met you a while ago, i had to get that
you dont wanna talk, i get that
the least you could do is respond to me
(2x)


the least you could do is respond to me
(4x)

text back

or something (feat. kaysnoto)

and ive learned that its all my fault
and i know, i know, that i treated you wrong
i stare the sky at night and see the stars
i see you, i see you from afar

people say i have a bad flow
people say im offkey though
i guess thats me, and i cant change that
i never bettered my mistakes and
(2x)

ive learned that its all my fault
and i know, i know, that i treated you wrong
i stare the sky at night and see the stars
i see you, i see you from afar

i think i am thinking too much
i think i am drinking too much
pour me another shot, so i cant think too much
but i cant, but i cant, it stays in my brain
(2x)


didn't treat you right

prod @swallowpills
when i was a kid i wanted to be seen
i would rot in my room, i still do
some joy in my life was always my dream
“no one can fix you”
is what i would say to myself
before i slept at night
and every night was a constant fight
nowadays, its all the same
ion leave my bed, bedrot all day
i will stay in here until i decay
maybe its my fantasy
or maybe its reality
maybe its reality
i think its reality, oh i think its reality
its reality and
“no one can fix you”

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