This song got me through middle school hada revist ds

Remember hearing this when i was 12, im 17 now and still gives me a relaxed feeling. kinda like a mom singing her kid to sleep type shi

Cant find someone to love the monster I turn into 💥

you gave me all of your love
gave you your blood in return
i know that i could of saved you
but i just stood and watched you burn

and you dont hate me
as much i hate me
but i still call you my girl (x2)

tear out my heart
with your stone cold hands
take my flesh away
and show me what remains
maybe then ill understand
maybe then ill understand

im in pieces
laying on the ground
you know im waiting for you (x2)

and you dont hate me
as much i hate me
but i still call you my girl (x2)

your blood in return (2024)

instagram- fatherfuneral
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IM ALWAYS NUMB
IM ALWAYS STUCK
LIKE HOW THE FUCK
U COME UNDONE?
A CONUNDRUM
NEED ADVICE
BITE MY TONGUE
WHILE IM YOUNG
IM AFRAID THE LONG RUN
WILL BE ROUGH
WE’LL BE TOUGH..

MAMA ILL BE DAMNED TO KNOW
YOURE HIGH OFF THE ANTIDOTE
NOW FOLLOWED BY A PHANTOM AS
HIS HAND CREEPS UP YOUR PANTY HOSE
THIS IS WHY IM SCARED OF GHOSTS
GREW UP SAW YOU DANCING FOR
A MAN WHO LOOKS SATANIC SO
IM FRANTICALLY
PANICKING
INSANITY ALL IN MY FAMILY
NEVER TAUGHT ME TO PREAPARE FOR THINGS
THEY SAID ITS ALL JUST HEREDITY
I THINK ITS NONSENSE
THEY ALL JUST WANT ME 
TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
IM THINKING POSITIVE
NEGATIVE FORCES
DRAINING MY ENERGY
NEED TIME AWAY IN DIFFERENT PLACES
GET ME AWAY FROM HERE
YA 
REGULAR BASIS
EVERY DAY SHIT
ANOTHER HEMISPHERE
YA 
AND I CAN TYPICALLY 
JUST IGNORE IT
BUT I WANT ANYTHING FIOR ME AND MY SHORTY
SHE HAS EMPATHY FOR WHATS IMPORTANT
AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO HER LIL GORGEOUS 
THOUGHTS AND SYMPATHY
I DONT DESERVE IT 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbnrZ7Hd4x0

Instrumental created/produced/composed by @kaynives & @atbrehant

My vocals mastered by @darkskyparadox AGAIN

thanks to my girlfriend for the image <3

https://soundcloud.com/kaynives/rapideyemovement

SCARED OF GHOST [prod. KAY NIVE$ &  BREHANT x DARKSKYPARADOX]

First Singer: https://soundcloud.com/swooli

Lyrics:

There's a thing called life


Hey 


I keep wondering and thinking, steady tripping hoping shit gon' be okay (be okay)

Been living numb for far too long, been living wrong how could I not see all the pain (all the pain)

Wasn't blind was tryna hide from all my problems, spending time all in my drank (in my drank)

Swear I gotta go and get it cause right now I feel my momma on the way (on the way)

To a place ain't tryna see her at, a place where people go when they feel drained (they feel drained)

I died inside, I almost quit, I saved my life when I got up said fuck a grave (fuck a grave)

Said that we gon' live forever and I meant it best believe that nothing's changed (nothing's changed)


If you lived my life, would you be there when the shit was getting cold 

Think you'd lose your mind, what you know bout having folks but feel alone

How'd it feel to die? When you gave up on your dreams and lost your hope

I'm back and I'm alive, holding on this time ain't letting go


I'm back and I'm alive

Alive - Ft. Swooli

Thanks for the motivation

Lyrics:

I don't feel alive
Feelings too numb
But Imma fuck you like you need girl
Treat you right
Let's not play around
You know how we get down
Cause when it comes to motivation
You're the best around
My diamonds shine so bright
Whenever you're around
So Imma fuck you like you need girl
I'll treat you right
I can't escape the pain
You make me feel all night
So let's forget about the past girl
Bring me down

You keep me sane
My life in lane
I won't let you down
No I won't let you down
My muse my pain
My everything
I won't let you down
No I won't let you down
I've grown so used to your mistakes
I won't let you fall
No I won't let you fall
I need you now
Not then right now
I can fuck you right
So I can treat you right

Motivation - [prod. by john cardiff]

You gotta go on. No matter what.

Lyrics:

You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on

Diamonds shine bright
Rob you on sight
ATL Night
ATL Night
Never sleep, ight
Watch your step, might
Lose yourself, might
Lose yourself, yeah

Yeah we getting reckless
Drinks at the show
Got a nigga feeling careless
Been smoking all day
Don't got no time to take a breath yet
Believe me when I say this
I'm just tryna get lit
Got no patience for the basics

You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on

Diamonds shine bright
Rob you on sight
ATL Night
ATL Night
Never sleep, ight
Watch your step, might
Lose yourself, might
Lose yourself, yeah

You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on
You got to go on

ATL NIGHT - [prod. by reckless]

Go away.

Lyrics:

It's been a long time
Since I could smile like this
Man it feel so foreign
You really broke me
You really broke me, oh no

Cause I've been doing alright
I've been doing so fine
But you just had to show up
You had to show up
You had to bring me down

Go away, yeah
Go away, yeah
I don't need you anymore
Lost your chance girl you'se a hoe
Go away, yeah
Go away, yeah
I don't need you anymore
Lost your chance girl you'se a hoe

Cause I've been pushing through baby
I've been stacking up lately
I've been working hard
Tryna keep my mental state steady

And I know
This the life I chose

Cause I've been alright
I've been doing so fine
But you just had to show up
You had to show up
You had to bring me down

Go away, yeah
Go away, yeah
I don't need you anymore
Lost your chance girl you'se a hoe
Oh no

Go Away - [prod. by coldwintr]

Isolation

Lyrics:
You've been alone for all your life
No one to save you from their lies
They tried to feed you from the start
You have no power in this world
I'm gonna burn their favorite toy
And claim my throne
Watch me burn

Yeah, yeah
These bitches wanna steal my life, yeah
Pussy ass niggas better step back
I told you never come here again
I told you never come here again
Shoot that nigga if he act up
DISHEARTENED we gon keep that shit locked up
Talk that shit better back it up
Cause If you fuck with the crew you better strap up

Bring me down
They tried to bring us down
They tried to bring you down
But that's okay cause I'm here with you

You've been alone for all your life
No one to save you from their lies
They tried to feed you from the start
I'm gonna tear that shit apart

Bring me down
They tried to bring us down
They tried to bring you down
But that's okay cause I'm here with you right now

ISOLATION - [Prod. Dante Grey x KingOfBlackHearts]

Warning

Open your eyes
They don't want you in their bed
Feel it inside
Can't you see you're in the way?
I find it funny
You don't act like you're depressed
But it doesn't matter
They gon hurt you anyways

So leave
Just leave
Before it's too late
Just leave
Just leave
Before they rot your brain
And leave you

Mindless, mindless yeah
Ain't no different from the rest
Mindless, mindless yeah
Cause you act just like the rest

I tried so hard to see inside this place
But it's too dark, oh it's too dark
All I see is my mistakes
Can't find someone to love the monster
I turned into yeah
Cause it's too late, oh it's too late
All that's left are my mistakes

Room 28 - [Prod. fantompower]

Can’t get rid of me that easy 

Lyrics:
You want me
I'll be waiting here
Come find me
Among the damned of this world
You want me
I'll be waiting here
Come find me
Among the damned of this world

You got numb numb numb
To the sound of my pain
So you throw me out like a dog in the rain
You got so damn used to my crying in vain
So you throw me out like the dog that I am

You've lost
Your selfless acts
You've fallen trap to
a righteous act

Don't patronize me
Set me aside see
I need attention
I need affection
From you

Cause I'm just like you

I’m Still Here - [Prod. Arbour]

fanlink.to/suspiriorum 

[LYRICS] 

(NARNIA)
You know its too late to say that youre close to sorry 
Everything that you hate became what you are for me 
Watch the guilt bleeding down your dress 
Sitting pale with a cigarette 
I should have killed you its on my hands 

(ORIGINAL GOD)
IVE SUFFERED UNDER TORTURE AND HOPELESS IMPRESSIONS 
IVE LIVED MY LIFE WONDERING WHAT IS THE LESSON 
LEAVE DISAPPEAR NO LOVE IS WORTH THE SELF OBSESSION  
MY SOUL DOES CAVES ANYTIME YOUR NAME IS MENTIONED

On and on I cant go longer 
feed on me until theyre stronger 

(NARNIA)
I should have sewn my mouth shut when I first thought about giving up 
I could have closed off all of the pain you caused and watched as you burn 

(ORIGINAL GOD)
Tell me whyd you do this to me? I loved you like a brother
Struggling to make sense of things and hide tears from my mother 

What Id do to hold you close 
I ran away from home  
We all will die alone 
So until then help me grow 

ARE YOU SCARED OF NOTHING? 
THE WAY IT CONSUMES LOVING  
SLOWLY PERISHING HES COMING 
THE END BEGINS WITH SOMETHING 

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www.instagram.com/originalg6d/
twitter.com/originalg6d
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music.apple.com/us/artist/original-god/1411590277
www.youtube.com/channel/UCy3rjOljD9tPrdNah5XvUQg

Chaos Reigns (ft. Lil Narnia) [prod. mokes]

I'm part of you, your Flesh and Blood.
Prod. SlapHappy
https://discord.gg/pPauQYc
Check out all my other socials on my profile, listen to the song on Spotify and Apple Music! It helps.

Flesh And Blood

You’re gonna hate the fact that you love me
For inquiries - nxcrex@gmail.com

Room 28 - [Prod. fantompower]

NXCRE

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