im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS (PROD. ANATVK)

ST3AMPVNK (PROD. ZK47)

Lyrics:

nxphtha-

I cant see so clearly
I got no one to hear me
They all near me
Why the fuck do you fear me
Why the fuck don't you hear me

I see someone i never knew
I see someone filled with woe
I see someone with nothing new
What's new
Bring upon spring 
Bring upon what's new
Bring upon your ashes and chew
That no one no one wants to use
I walk an endless road
One that no one knew
One that hasn't been trimmed through
I cant see so clearly
I got no one to hear me
They all near me
Why the fuck do you fear me

Pure Shame- 

bitch I'm fucked up can't nobody hear me ain't nobody near me
I've been slowly losing my head it's like all my friends are dead and my face turning turning red i been stuck inside this permanent feelin of which is dread 
I'm already deader then dead it's embedded inside of my head when i say i am dead i mean literally dead
i been going insane i do not have enough time to fix my ugly brain I'm surrounded by pain walking all alone i feel like I'm cane cause I'm un able to approach human being due to my pain

and i walk like a monster cause i can't feel anymore
i been dying i been lying on the floor they look at me like I'm a whore

nxphtha-

Self centered pure enjoyment without any worry any day 
Speak and lie and tell yourself that your all mine
Chemicals and fairy tales that are sifting through the time
Lasting long and singing songs to remember our old lives
Poetry make it all seem like we are living one big lie
And i don't see how you think your so fine
Convert and find a better way for you to live and die

Crystal Twister w/ Pure Shame (Lord Prison)

Fractales de Mescalina que Sangran

@nxphtha129387 @SLXNDXR

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SLXNDXR:
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H3GRAY:
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INSTA: https://www.instagram.com/h3gray/

"HELP YOU!" (FT. NXPHTHA) [PROD. SLXNDXR]

tetrix p3 x nxphtha

tetrix (no hook v1) (bardier x startripl x vampra x nxphtha x sp0oky)

[SEANJDM]

Watch me whip down 100 in the same town
Take notes write down boutta watch me tear down
No breath you drown suffocate by the crowd
Lies spread you’re foul I dont wanna hear bout
Nothing matters if you always gotta tear me down
And i don’t wanna see you frown you brought yourself into the ground
The idol we revolve around we follow orders like a hound
And tell me how you getting wound up you made your life about
At the gym im gaining pounds, pour my redbull by the ounce
Too much caff I need a recount, I dont need a rebound
Just to feel without doubt, only one i give the crown
If you wanna doubt me then Imma put you in the ground
Yuh, everybody laugh at you like you a clown
Go ahead and ball out all your money till you got no house
How you got them supercars but every single one impound
Thought that you were rich so why you asking for a discount

Switch up the rhyme, not in my prime
I dont want to get by, put me in the center of a ring
Someone double my size, throw him in a trash bin
Dunno why you trash talking, beat you up i said watch it
(ha) Hol’ up a second im lost
Say that I aint makin money go and tell that your boss
Spoiled rotten like some moss, all you do is just dox
Feel like lil droptop the way im smokin all my opps
You aint stop, when you ever learn you not
Got yourself in a knot say do it for the plot
Aim with my red dot, if you tryna kick and stomp
Imma stomp you out before you ever make me fall
Everything’s wrong with you look at your reflection
Nobody gon die for you, you living in fiction 
Spin out second gear, yeah you always losing friction
How you say the whole dictionary when nobody listen

[nxphtha]

im too tired to do this rap shit
Vomit clogging up my throat 
In a pinch pull the gat bitch
you lackin
Look me down a little batshit
Thats what happens 
Im tired of wack shit 
My vis clouded and i dont serve well to smack him
Pack fists 
And throw down range 
If he decide to show his face or even back, which
Do i pick if he doesnt act like a half wit
Thats it ive had it!
So when will you change
When will you rearrange your face into something attractive
And maybe chose not to act like a sad sack of shit!I

Make it end
Sit down and face your friends
They worry about you
They worry what youve been through
Make it all up no ends for you
No answers for you 
No get out my crew
No grow one anew
All i wanna do
Is sit here and rot away with you
All i wanna do is find a place away from you
Im so true
Im so blue in the face
Wow you grew from the waist
Is that in bad taste?
Is that trash or is garbage 
Look at your apartment
Its strewn with larva 
Of the nasty kind
Look how you live bitch
It makes me livid
Fruitful ventures from your lip bitch
Limp bizkit
Stay with it
Stay in it
Stay out of it
Run around it
Dont touch it with a ten foot stick
Or some rubber gloves on your fists
Looking at you makes me sick
I wouldnt put that on my mother 
I wouldnt do that to my brother

STREET FIGHTERS - W/ NXPHTHA

KILLACAM
VAMPRA
SPO0KY
STARTRIPL
NXPHTHA
SEANJDM
PURESHAME
TOFUU666
GFL BARDIER

Crystal Twister w/ Pure Shame (Lord Prison)

nxphtha

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