prod (Nalig (me)  x Gavin Hadley (guitar) )

lyrics:
ye im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind, nobody's here
looking by my side
is there someone behind?

looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

on the drive home, bottles empty
raindrops, falling on my windshield
no calling, i dont wanna talk now
i just wanna be alone until the times right

no falling
into the dark times
no escape
feeling locked up in my mind now
on the bright side
everythings is alright
but still im getting lost on a late night

ye im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind, nobody's here
looking by my side
is there someone behind?

looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

i got lost up in last night
tell me what's your name i could barely see the time fly
think i'd rather have a good time
give me all you got
cuz without it i won't be fine

so what's the point of this
living in my own regret
for the past two mistakes i, got,
caught up in the tide
i think i'm losing my sight
before the bottle hits my head i

just wanted to say
that i've been down for you everyday and i
don't wanna decay
but i take my secrets down into my grave yea

yeah im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind nobody's here
lookin by my side
is there someone behind
before i forget to save


looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

lost on a late night ft. evergxrden

Prod Matthew May

lyrics:
(intro)
is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 1)
remember all the days, in the old streets
me and me friends being young kids
never even thought about the old me
that was the last time that i felt free

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late now
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 2)
remember when driving was for old people
now getting my license feels so illegal
i still have so much time left
but i still feel that pain in chest
getting older everyday
no way stopping it 
soon telling my grandkids
how their grandpa in his teens lived
already miss the old days and i am still in it
soon it will be over, i dont wanna admit it

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late nown
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

not ready to grow up

produced by me :)
no copyright btw





lyrics:
feel like nobody
and nobody needs love
making new friends
and then them cutting me off

oh hey streetlight
you're more important than me
you're shining bright
and i'm the one that is hiding deep

does nobody like me
i need somebody 

maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, i'm sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me
maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, im sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me

and i'm the outcast, that quiet kid
that only talks when he's feeling it
feelings are weaker than before
and my hearts just beating for me who swore -
that im never giving up, never going down
im the only one that can turn it all around
feeling like the words left me behind
but i know somewhere, i can still climb
to the top, not falling off
not feeling fake, and fall in love
being myself, i know its though
but i know i can do this up above
a happy life and to know what's right
to not get caught up in this fight
better days shining so bright
even through the darkest times



oh i go through darkest times
she don't wanna hear what's on my mind
hate it when i talk cuz i waste time
even though i know that i'll be fine

bloodstained coat sat by the fire
i can be all that you desire
i really hate the distance but it's dire
but i'll see you again inside the mire

oh i guess, i guess that we really meant nothing, nothing
really thought we were something, something
my phone was never buzzing buzzing

streetlights always kept me awake
stay up in the park until 8
throwing rocks at the near lake
but i still see your face



does nobody like me
i need somebody 

maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, i'm sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me
maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, im sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me


i guess it was my fault
now we became bygones
nothing that i did wrong >:(
we never would've gone long

everything will die out
now i'm filled with your doubt
laying in my bed just for you as i sit and watch the rain pour down

my fault ft. evergxrden

produced by me :)
btw this is the last song before i start posting on spotify and stuff too

wishing well ft. a distant voice

prod. Cløud x malloy x ayoley <3




lyrics:

out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day

i dont wanna hide my love
i dont wanna fight it off
you're just too far away
maybe ill see you one day

in my heart ,in my head
think more about you than thinking ahead
need to make plans so i can come over
first i needa find a clover
 

out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day


evergxrden:
on my bed, im on my bed, im waiting
for you to come over, im awake and
by the feeling i just cant let go off
wish that you were here for me to hold
and im still falling straight down into the ground
and all these feelings are just making me drown


out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day

love goes over oceans ft. evergxrden

Follow the rest of my journey on "GiIan" <3 (yes also on spotify)

one step closer ft evergxrden (prod cløud)

instrumental used: Subwoofer Lullaby by C418

i miss my home (minecraft c418) demo

physically breaking apart

got so many words
but so little time
gold has no worth 
if no one is paying the price
'cross the country
breathing air
oh it's hard to imagine
one day i won't be right here
and i'm never coming back

if it's my last day on earth
can we drive
into the mountains
talk to trees, watch the birds
let the silence speak words
its our world we got lost in...


just like our sun
everything's bound to fall
maybe forever
ain't forever after all
it's a curse and a blessing
maybe that's just the essence
life's more complex
than some atoms and guesses

if it's my last day on earth
can we drive
into the mountains
talk to trees, watch the birds
let the silence speak words
its our world we got lost in...

into the mountains

where do I come from
and where will I go
Is what I believe in,
just a way to escape the unknown

'cause in the back of mind
i know atoms don't die
there's gotta be more to the story than 'i'

'cause, i can't imagine
all we'll ever be 's just some memories & ashes
there's gotta be a reason to breathing & laughing,
and to loving someone

did it all go by chance?
is it all perfect timing?
is there meaning to earth
am i just living for survival

'cause in the back of mind
i know atoms don't die
there's gotta be more to the story than 'i'

'cause, i can't imagine
all we'll ever be 's just some memories & ashes
there's gotta be a reason to breathing & laughing,
and to loving someone...

hmm no 'cause, i can't imagine
all we'll ever be 's just some memories & ashes
there's gotta be a reason to breathing & laughing,
and to loving someone

memories & ashes

us against the world

boring fields

at least i tried

paradise on earth

:)

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