prod. @skotskr and I
art by @wormpiss_69 on ig

Hook:
And We’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
But I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

Bridge:
I just want
Peace
(repeated)

And we’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
And I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

love.exe (co. prod skotskr) [untitled_0038]]

prod me
guitar solo by the one & only nate thomas

spotify

we never thought about dying

if i can
lay it all out on the table and figure out who i am
would you tell me if i im something different or if

im crazy
but everybodies crazy
and lately 
EVERYTHING SEEMS worse so tell me


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough


if i am
alive in what i breathe and i cant breath this oxygen
ill flush the air right out of both my lungs and let you in

by now ive figured out its just me and all the words that i could say 
and my head is clouds of doubt that every thing wont be okay


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough

PATIENCE (prod. yungspoiler x michealwarren)

The Boy Made of Paper

BRUHMANEGOD & BLCKK - RUNNIN' AROUND IN A CIRCLE (PROD. SOLSA)

lyrics:

verse 1:
You opened up my scars,
You're feeding on my pain,
My brain so insane,
This life so inhumane, 
Porcelain face,
Delusional reality,
I see a frown on your face,
I see a frown on your face.

Chorus:
I'm waking up, 
Can't open my eyes,
I feel like I'm dying tonight,
No love,
Pure dread,
I'm writing death notes,
Demons waking up,
Running from the cage,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.

Verse 2:
Pills dragging me into a deathbed,
Neck hanging by a thick thread,
Wounds dripping down in red,
Internal pain won't leave my head,                            won't leave my head

Chorus:
I'm waking up, 
Can't open my eyes,
I feel like I'm dying tonight,
No love,
Pure dread,
I'm writing death notes,
Demons waking up,
Running from the cage,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.

DEATHBED (prod. Biv x SICKHEART)

CHRISTIAN

STREAM! ^_^ https://open.spotify.com/album/7eiBui4weYkssniYvsy5Qn
DOWNLOAD: https://kastrosbeats.bandcamp.com/track/icantwaittodie-ft-blckk

Vocals/Mix: @blckk
Production: me

@blckk is an incredible artist and I hope you all enjoy this little tune of ours :)

ICan'tWaitToDie Ft. BLCKK

creep

RECORDED OCTOBER 2020

LYRICS:

NEVER BEEN THE ONE THEY WANNA TALK ABOUT
HOPE I'M GETTING RICH SO WHEN THEY SHOW UP I CAN WALK 'EM OUT
AIN'T NO CONVERSATION I COULD LET THE PISTOL TALK 'EM DOWN
SUICIDE, ALL I EVER MOTHERFUCKING THINK ABOUT

OPEN MIC FOR TWO MINUTES
ALL I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS SHIT JUMPING MOVE DIGITS
ALL I EVER DREAM AND GET TO CLIP DUMPING RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS FACTS BITCH
RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS

AND THIS MY VERSE I TALK MY SHIT Y'ALL NEEDA
COP YOU A HEARSE OR SUCK MY DICK I'M BREATHING
STRAIGHT METAL AND NICOTINE LIKE I'M TRIPLE SEVEN
STRAIGHT WISHING IT'S LEGEND WHENEVER I GET MENTIONED OH SHIT

BUT I'M BEING HONEST I COULD ROLL WITH
TEENAGE DEATH, I GOT ME A MONTH LEFT
TO MAKE IT POP IN MY SKULL BRAINS FLY TOO TALL BITCH
I'M A STRAIGHT SET BURDEN TO THE FOLKS, SHIT

NEVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT
THE ONE THAT THEY WANTED TO DROP
FUNNY THE WAY THAT IT WORK
THAT'S SOMETHING THAT I WOULD'VE BOUGHT

AND Y'ALL STILL CAN'T PICK IT UP
I FUCKING SUFFER I COULD NEVER GET RICH ENOUGH TO CHANGE THAT

BAD TRIP FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

THIS THE SHIT Y'ALL WANNA LISTEN TO
I NEVER BEEN THE TYPE TO LET YOU MOTHERFUCKERS PICK AND CHOOSE
BUT FIGURE SINCE THE WORLD FUCKED ANYWAY
COUNT ROUNDS FOR THE FAGGOT UP IN OFFICE I'M OFF SHIT

I AIN'T TRIPPIN' ON THE POLITICS
I JUST DON'T LIKE STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS ON SOME RACIST SHIT
MATTER FACT I THINK I'M OUTTA SHIT TO DO FOR SIXTY MINUTES
LACE THE FUCKING BOOTS AND FIND A PUSSY I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITH

I'M THINKING 'BOUT KILLING MYSELF AND BRINGING YOU WITH ME
'CAUSE I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITHH ANYBODY BUT NOBODY KILL ME
I BEEN AN IDIOT SINCE I JUMPED IN THE PLANET
SO TAKE THIS SHIT IN ADVANCE WHEN YOU TRY TO CANCEL ME

I STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND 'TILL THE DAY THAT I'M DEAD
I'M STAYING ON THE SAME SHIT I CAME WITH
AND I AIN'T TRYNA FUCK UNLESS SHE GIVING ME HEAD
OFF TOPIC BUT FUCK IT MAN WHILE I'M SAYIN' SHIT

LOOK IT'S A GOOD CHANCE
ALL THIS SHIT'LL BE OVER BEFORE I'M MAKIN HITS
SO ALL THE IMAGE BRAND BULLSHIT I'M DEALING WITH
NEVER REALLY MATTERED SMOKE A CIGARETTE AND DRINK A BIT

FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA'
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

TENT CITY REMIX [PROD. CUBENSIS]

MUTT

@blckk

(hxstage)

I tried to drown it out but every night it stays the same and it’s still there 
Back in the darkest corner of my mind it sits 
I want to get away from this 
Take me out of my frame 
I want to find me again 
Can’t remember my name 
I stopped trying gave up there can’t be something more 
I spend every night just posted on a frozen floor 
I have been breaking down
I never wanted this but I brought it all on myself

fuck it don’t call I don’t need another let down 
Double back if ever need someone 
Break my teeth on lies you told 
Disappointment's getting old 


(blckk) 

it’s getting old
i’m trying harder now to hurt you if you hit my phone
I fucking drank so I couldn’t remember anymore
it’s all I see if i’m sober your clothes are on my floor
I guess it hurts when it’s over cause he could help you more
I never got any closure 
I let you try to ignore me again 
like you always did

like u always did

hxstage x blckk - like u always did(prod. hxstage)(instagram:@_hxstage)(lyrics in desc.)

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

Old soul
The best that I've known
Thankful for this
Body of bones
Body of bones
Body of

I couldn't say much
What's new when your life don't phase none
Only died in my mind, now I'm laced up
Deep space where I crush all the fake love
But I still run back to the same rush
To the same rush
To the same rush

They speak words of gifts too much
Maybe I don't wanna be the one
It's a curse, but mask it enough
I'd like to leave if we must

I'm not tryna live in old days
They say time heals, why the scarface
She can't feel it when my heart ache
She can't feel it when my heart ache
She can't feel it when my heart ache

Spotify

let me leave

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

You love it here
I don't blame you dear
Tell me clear
The noise you hear
Our home is near
Just like our only fear
Just like our only fear

I'm a paranoid fuck
Life is great for all the sheep
Good to see them fuck it up
Don't believe in what he see
Guess your talent is your luck
You're ignorant as fuck 
Wish you nothing more than us
You won't ever see my trust
Good to see them fuck it up
Good to see them fuck it up

I remember things I
Wish I never did
Someone else can take my 
Place and feel this shit

I’m sorry
I treated
You poorly
I’m dreaming
And all I 
See is you

Midnight I met you
Driving me home at
5 in the morning

I should’ve kept you
I turned my whole life upside down

Don't think they're gonna help much
I'm just being honest love
They'll bury us beneath the dust
And hang me when the moment comes

I'm a paranoid fuck
Life is great for all the sheep
Good to see them fuck it up
Don't believe in what he see
Guess your talent is your luck
You're ignorant as fuck 
Wish you nothing more than us
You won't ever see my trust
Good to see them fuck it up
Good to see them fuck it up


station district

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm their tomb
My temper side of view
Cut the room
Let the windows fight off the wound
I shouldn't move
All I consume
Don't just assume
I'm not amused
Life should resume

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong


dance with us

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

It’s been so long that I
Don’t think I’m strong enough
Maybe you, make me
Fall in love, maybe

If I gave this a chance 
Would it kill us both to fall
Would you paint me on your wall
Could I ask you why he calls

Would you hate me overnight
When we fight 
Are we both right
Can I bleed with you the same
Can I still forget your name

And if, everything goes wrong
Can I, write a million songs
Am I, nothing at all
3 a.m. calls and breaking your walls down

Breaking your walls down
Breaking your walls down

Whether it's enough
Clouds between the sun
Walks along at once
Can't nobody run
Keys are starting up
Gunshot to the lungs
Couldn't speak of us
Couldn't speak enough

Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up


corners

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I think you changed
I think you hate me now
I think you want someone else

And all I ask of you is telling me the truth
All I ask of you at all

I smoke until 
My lungs collapse
Or fingers burn
I’ll never learn

And I’m coming back
To tell you it’s okay
No matter what I say you love to hurt

Hate me if you need to
I wished to never meet you
Only lives would pass us by

Your world is through
I repeat you
And I, don't think much of the high

Darling don't even call me when
All he has left is skin
Find there's nothing in his flesh

Don't even try to find myself
But I know the dark I dwell
You're always hiding I can tell

fingers

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I started drinking when I woke up
I’m washing memories out one by one
and it hurts, but it’s all I have

I know I prolly should’ve spoke up
I’ll take a minute if you have one, love
and it hurts but it’s all we have

I don’t wanna write more songs about you
But I don’t wanna waste my time without you
And maybe it’s the closest I could get
And maybe it’s worse if I forget

No one stays for long
Not the way you want
When someone else feels brand new and not what they used to

I couldn't get too far away love
I knew you wouldn't let me stay love
Ashamed of problems that I'm made of
I see your smile when I wake up

You don't know me anymore 
Not like it was before
Even then we were at war
You don't think of me I'm sure

You don't know me anymore 
Not like it was before
Even then we were at war
You don't think of me I'm sure

u don't know me

BATHING IN THE SILENCE OF MY BEDROOM AGAIN
STARING AT THE PICTURE OF US
YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL
WHY'D I HAVE TO KILL YOU?

SKIN COLD AS ICE
GIRL DRESSED UP IN WHITE
YOU'RE MY CORPSE BRIDE

THE DEVILS KNOCKIN' AT MY DOOR
AND I DONT MIND IF HE COMES IN 
IM GIVING UP ALL MY FEARS
AND REPLACED THEM WITH MY HATRED

I'VE BEEN GETTING BAD SLEEP
CAUSE I FEEL YOUR GAZE IN THE FLOOR BOARDS
PLEASE LET ME BE, LET ME BE

SKIN COLD AS ICE
GIRL DRESSED UP IN WHITE
YOU'RE MY CORPSE BRIDE

I'VE NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE
I'VE NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE
HOW COULD I DO SUCH A THING
HOW COULD I DO SUCH A THING

WHY DID I HAVE TO?

SKIN COLD AS ICE
GIRL DRESSED UP IN WHITE
YOU'RE MY CORPSE BRIDE
YOU'RE MY CORPSE BRIDE
YOU'RE MY CORPSE BRIDE

CORPSE BRIDE (PROD.  HEYDIUM)

hi my name is teenage and im your local rapper,
i got smack crack and opioids your parents are afraid of me
when i rap i bring hilarity my friends think im funny
they are not aware of the sadness that is ----

fuck that shit bring it back lil bitch
i got drugs so good so bad you'll get a heart attack
rappin is my past time, hope to be my full time


chika chika who chika this chika bitch
i got chicks up in my whip come inside come inside please
90s, what a fuckin time to live, i cant pay my rent, i cant get a job
damn bitch i wanna be famous, knife to my throat got steel and its stainless
painless, hope that i can do it quick, no my moms aint home, hope that bitch dont find me
90s
 
i aint sick, why cant i sleep, starting to think i smoked too much weed
i cant cry no more my chest feels hollow, whats the fuckin deal when i drink i cant swallow

watching tv, adhd, feelin sickly, take a walk
see my friends die, when its night time, say my goodbyes, and kiss the barrel

nap

fcxik