prod. cxrter

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

siento - prod - @el1xel1x

Letra:

Mami no sabes como me duele

Mami toi cansao mami ya no kero naa
cada dia despierto con ganas de suicidar
no tengo energia en esto intento para na
ideas no conecto es cierto un bueno para nada

no quiero seguir
no quiero esta falsedad
sacame de aqui
me duele la realidad
x ti puedo seguir
si esque tas dispuesta a amar
ya no quiero mentir
solo quiero un poco de paz

mi corazon ya no siente lo mismo como antes
si pienso cuando estas aqui q no vas a quedarte
admito q esto me duele pero no a mi contrincante
por eso yo vuelvo a falsearte pa q no vaya a acabarse

y estoy mal lose pero no te importa
solo quiero q termine esta puta vida ya
ni siquiera se si esta mierda es vida
ahogando este vacio entre gotas y lineas


ojos llenos de oscuridad
esto se me va de las ramas
se me va de las putas manos
porque esta mierda es to en vano

ya no sueño con conseguir
me canse de esta vida finjir
me canse de solo huir
ya no paro de dañarme asi

yo soy mi propio enemy
se q no puedo salir de aqui
tengo sangre en la garganta
y una droga q te encanta

yo se q tu ere mala
en ti no puedo confiar
mienteme todo en la cara
q ya no me importa nada

Bueno Para Nada

Lyrics:

se que esta todo bien
antes estábamos mal
se que no puedo estar
si tu no estas acá

me duele verte mal
y me ha costado intentar
me duele aveces cantar
déjame amarte

dejame amarte
me duele no ayudarte

eres aparte
no se como explicarte

con mirarme
iluminarias mi arte

tuve que perderme
para poder encontrarte

y no hay detalle
prometeré el cuidarte

quiero abrazarte
tu me prometes quedarte?

Si tu no estas acá (Prod. Splashgvng)

Dependencia

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Hugo Boss w/ winkla

Volverte a Encontrar (Prod. Cxrter x Cloud x Bapsxx)

untitled

untitled ft. @nery

Ojeras w/@nvthvn_kun & @nuevesejk

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💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

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