Hiding from the enemie
Violent traumas after me
Thought I found all of the pieces 
Still turns out that some are missing 
Thinking of why I neeed you here 
keep you some company my dear 
I need you please don’t go away 

I’m fucking crazy you make me this Way need some thing to numb the pain help me baby save me please all these dreadful memories (chorus)

Haven't been taking my medication
Something's really wrong my heart is pacing
Think I got wrong again
I need to find me a new lover

Need you right now 
Touching the ground 
Blood on my hands 
You filled me with sin 

Craving you right now 
My head is spinning round 
Not trying to confuse 
So used to being used 

I’m fucking crazy you make me this Way need some thing to numb the pain help me baby save me please all these dreadful memories (chorus)(2x)

dreadful memories (prod. bartes & Joe Leytrick)

This is first song i ever made :) 

Lyrics: 

Why won’t you just go away 
Stop and listen hear me out 
Why’s it that you go around 
Acting like your favorable 
We all know what you do 
Stop trying to hideee
There’s something screaming too 
You don’t wanna find outtt 

(2x)Exertion 
 Torture 
 Struggle 
(4x)Ache

(4x)Ache

kyz  prod. lga775

Mmm yeah mm yeah (2x)

I still think about the times we had 
Even in the night even in the night 
I know that we struggle with getting back 
Even with a fight Even with a fight 

I promised that I’ll bleed for you  
And you promised that you needed me 
Still remember how it ended up so bad 
Still stuck in the drugs you used to have 

(Chorus)
Baby please change 
why can’t we go the same
I want you just safe 
Not stuck in all these ways 
I care for you 
Just want you here with me 
Why can’t you see 
That your stuck in misery

can’t go back to first time we met i,rather be dead i’d rather be dead

but if you want to, we can run it back  

screaming fuck you, but i’m not a sex addict 

and if i had to choose, you were the best at it 

misery, god help me please it’s (tragic) 

misery, i’m on my knees from (panic) 

misery, you’re stuck in here for-

baby please change

why can we go the same 

i just want u safe 

not stuck in all these ways

Misery ft. Ronshach

I misss you everyday it never goes away i promise I’ll keep you safe
im always on my own no time to be around the others when im in pain
i try to go around but i just hit the ground wondering why I can’t
it’s hurts to be alone but im still on my own trying really hard to breathe
you scare me half the time thinking you’ll leave sometime but i just have to get a grip
pass me down the road hoping im still home hoping that’d you’d never leave me
i know you love me so and i still love you oh trying harder to get reach
it hurts to be Alone but im still on my own hoping that you’re here with me 
and i still run around hoping your still around and i just hope you feel the same way 



/I’ll always love you

On my own -midari

Independent artist 
This is my diary so I’m not expecting you to like everything I make but you will eventually ;)
IG: M1idari

MIDARI<3

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