// Did you mean to let me go? //

Stream/Buy: https://open.spotify.com/track/3D1vxBBtyLOAEQ3XQJwruH?si=7169d267faa543a9

Lyrics:
Used to feel like every one hates me 
Used to see the ones who's talking behind my back
I'm so sick of being judged daily 
Couldn't comprehend the feelings inside my head
 
Pre-chorus:
So I, 
Broke down, moved out
Livin on the west side
 
Grown up, lost now
Reminiscing that you're not mine

It's so complicated
I'm sick of the waiting
Now I really got to know
Did you mean to let me go?
 
Chorus:
Thinkin' bout us, how it all turned out
Now I'm down bad, somehow drunk with a rebound
Act like I'm fine when I'm all messed up yeah
Tried to make it right, fucked it up again  

You say we're friends, I'm over it
I don't wanna hear yet another thing
It all depends, on what I said 
But I couldn't care less, no I can't pretend



Verse:
There were always something inbetween
From the day we met until when you said you'd leave
We were young at only seventeen
We could try again but it would end up in pieces

Pre-chorus:
So I, 
Broke down, moved out
Livin on the west side
 
Grown up, lost now
Reminiscing that you're not mine

It's so complicated
I'm sick of the waiting
Now I really got to know
Did you mean to let me go?
 
Chorus:
Thinkin' bout us, how it all turned out
Now I'm down bad, somehow drunk with a rebound
Act like I'm fine when I'm all messed up yeah
Tried to make it right, fucked it up again  

You say we're friends, I'm over it
I don't wanna hear yet another thing
It all depends, on what I said 
But I couldn't care less, no I can't pretend

Bridge:
So I, 
Broke down, moved out
Livin on the west side 
 
Grown up, lost now
Reminiscing that you're not mine

It's so complicated
I'm sick of the waiting
Now I really got to know
Did you mean to let me go?
 
Chorus:
Thinkin' bout us, how it all turned out
Now I'm down bad, somehow drunk with a rebound
Act like I'm fine when I'm all messed up yeah
Tried to make it right, fucked it up again  

You say we're friends, I'm over it
I don't wanna hear yet another thing
It all depends, on what I said 
But I couldn't care less, no I can't pretend

Nyman - Can't Pretend

producer & singer/songwriter

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