gothawa vol. 1

under the three willow trees

pigeons

gothawa vol. 2

willowtrap#2166

killallhumans

the luv of it

01 CHALICE.

antithesis

04 mary jane

05 eternity (interlude)

03 ALLIGATOR BLOOD

08 goodbye's last forever

02 when in beacon hill / long live xsaddi

2003 w/ sandy

phone w/ sandy

when lifetime runs dry

zips

july

sorry

lost is sum to live by
and we dont chill boutt it
so all u suckas fake claiming get to hill hiking
bottom of the hill callin
went back im still ballin
the flyest person out my neighborhood thats still riding
im the king of the hill
i gave my soul to the hill
i put on for the hill
born and ill die on the hill

02 king of the hill

you put my soul in a bottle
and threw it out to sea
foot on the throttle
somebody’s after me
girl whats your problem
it ain’t no problem to me
i just want to see you free
‘cuz i been known
to get booked for a show
and take it over
live lost die alone
lost to me is sober
and i wont go out
ain’t no jumping ship now
got this shit above my brow
don’t never question what im bout

01 stigmata

bitch all that shit i did for u
on others i would switch for u
blood drummin my heart kicks for u
when everybody distanced u
never told the truth
whole time i kept it a brick with u
my friends said i should watch back
was hoping u would stitch the wounds
ur so insane 
i love u in my way
cuz everytime u said u loved me i wanted to stay
against what i knew i should do i tried to keep the faith
and when i got the news i swear to god
i switched the pace

07 u w/ sandy & alistair's cloud

she wanna see me dead
and i wanna take her world 
shes so lost
and im so done
i swear imma feed u girl
where were u all this time
i
hid how i feel no im not
alright
trapped in a room drawing demons on the walls
ima visualize my fight
bitches i fucked from the east
hate hoes i fucked from the west
i been playin round wit this lil thot
she set me up im pressed
fenty percs got them hoes pressed
then i ship that shit to her ex
dick in her tummy
ain no runnin
she said nyne im urs til death
skinny dick
slop and spit
i touch iud she flippd
in her stomach 
jus like vomit
she said my dick make me rich
i got what these dudes dont got
she got what these hoes dont have
if i black out when i wake up 
she better not have touched my stash
she wanna see me dead
and i wanna take her world 
shes so lost
and im so done
i swear imma feed u girl
where were u all this time
i
hid how i feel no im not
alright
trapped in a room drawing demons on the walls
ima visualize my fight

05 i, fight w/ alistair's cloud

ur girl give me what u never get
cuz i always hit them spots 
that she swear u never hit
she said nyne why its so big
then i show her why u aint shit
she said she like it over here 
i dont blame her bitch we lit
im tryna pops some tags this summer
fuck being sad i get money
my bitch & my bag & my family
they need something u know im on it
aint tryna sit on my dick
hell nah
im just tryna ball out like chris paul
he went out bad 
punched him in his jaw
trapper of the year but i still got a job
everyone told me i gotta have options
i do what i want ain’t no stoppin
man i love my girl i told her watch this
if u stay down baby then got this

04 stay down w/ sandy

bitch i was born with trauma
had that noose around my neck 
i rock that shit like a just collar
why my whole fit look distressed
if such and such
gave me a call
swear to god i’d feel so blessed
just say my name
i wanna hear it baby
please call out my name
u save
my soul
ur face
i miss the most
ur taste
when u feel it in ur toes
cuz when u shake
i love it when u fold
girl how much can u take 
cuz i could keep on goin
u look me in my eyes
when im inside yo throat
this could be it for us but i swear i wont go
cuz i cant stop myself when under ur control

08 when u fold

run
away
and i wish u the best
i hope u find another way
or maybe thats just the stress
im all alone in my mind
live lost and feel like a mess
smoke 10 a day pack gone
i cant feel my chest
im in this game for the love
only dealing w the rest
man what the fuck going on
this tight ass noose round my neck
just popped another promised myself that i wouldn’t do it
been off like 5 a day for weeks girl i been going thru it
empty my vains of fluid
sip like we ain’t been thru it
u could kill me if u want to i’d still love u i’m stupid
run
away
and i wish u the best
i hope u find another way
or maybe thats just the stress
im all alone in my mind
live lost and feel like a mess
smoke 10 a day pack gone
i cant feel my chest
im in this game for the love
only dealing w the rest
man what the fuck going on
this tight ass noose round my neck

03 nooseborn

i’m going on a road trip
i gotta do some soul searching
the pastor read thru my case file and said it’s over with
the devil got my soul for sure
i wish i wasnt so afraid
i couldn’t take the toll of u
in return they gon know my name
i just want to make ur summer
everything u ever wanted
stop the games its so ironic
all the changes washed away
i’m going on a road trip
i gotta do some soul searching
the pastor read thru my case file and said it’s over with
the devil got my soul for sure
i wish i wasnt so afraid
i couldn’t take the toll of u
in return they gon know my name

10 pastor

all u ever wanna do is shout
and we know
i keep the custys drippin in a drought
let the sea flow
where the fuck they went when i was down
i ain’t see no body but outside they saying its bout time
the mission never supposed to be a failure
but shit dont always go in a muthafucka favour
the bass gon blow
and the crashes imitating
the crying ur name
out
no nothings the same
now
if i make u cum
you’ll fake that ur staying
cuz i am ur coke
ur xans
ur ailments
my dick so goated
u cry like a baby
she lying on he stomach
and im hittin all her places
all u ever wanna do is shout
and we know
i keep the custys drippin in a drought
let the sea flow
where the fuck they went when i was down
i ain’t see no body but outside they saying its bout time
they only hit me up for the molly
please wake me up when its sunny
i pray to the lost god they keep it comin
she baked like pie and her nose still runnin
when we 
snort lines
henessey
on my mind
lustful tea
sip n smile
girl these pills
came from god
and still
all u ever wanna do is shout
and we know
i keep the custys drippin in a drought
let the sea flow
where the fuck they went when i was down
i ain’t see no body but outside they saying its bout time
the mission never supposed to be a failure
but shit dont always go in a muthafucka favour
the bass gon blow
and the crashes imitating
the crying ur name
out
no nothings the same
now

09 toxic

every time i wake up
nothings the same
everybody changed up
but who is there to blame but me
so damn blatant to see
cuz i’m fucked up
and i don’t trust none
body bag for our love
wasn’t what i want
bitch i’m supposed to be nyne but i ended up none
everybody think i’m fine get on that bridge ima jump
times racing
life vacant
lines breaking
got my spine aching
my oxygen tank on e
still trying to take hits
i can’t breath but nobody gotta save shit
u ain’t never been faced with my fate
i’m trying to change shit
don’t got half of an idea what all this pain is
get this cali breaking
hope it stops the shaking
paranoid they might take me out next year hope it’s painless
they try to say shit
i’ll leave them faceless
acting all tough on that dm
but hiding places
i been living paceless
fake shit doesn’t faze this 
i got a blade in my sock but i’d much rather fade bitch

11 spine (prod. me & cavalier humble)

ain’t shit change come fuck
i see u look for me in these lames
they all chunps
and i know they can’t hit it the same
so ur stuck
but my number saved under my name so don’t run
when i’m in it don’t run
my fuck
my dick
my drugs
she begs
like a slut
blood rituals for my love

06 don't run (interlude) w/ cavalier humble

CHARLIE KIRK (livelost)

before you're ready

i think i'll go roll up a backwood
and have a final moment to myself
i'll go to that same house we found love
and burn the whole thing to the ground
i just want a backwood hoe
help me trap lil hoe
i just bust a play she drive me there and back lil hoe
where u at my hoe
these bitches trash on folks
i'm just focused on the money
yea u bad but u broke for real

nyne

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