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something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

a mental image
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a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

reason +miraie (arisu x shatter3d)

prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch (hartfxlt)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

Left on Read” is an emo-pop / trap-inspired track in the style of blackbear, with soft female vocals and an emotional yet confident vibe. It’s a bittersweet anthem about heartbreak, lies, and walking away with strength. Catchy, raw, and perfect for anyone who ever felt ghosted or betrayed.

Left u on Read

Tweedledee & Tweedledum are tricksters playing mental games. The lyrics bounce between confusion, taunting, and total sensory overload.

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