I Love More Than I Will Be Loved
I Gave More Than I Will Ever Receive

The Nature Of A Tree will give shelter and still be cut down and burned more often than being admired

Our Purpose Is:
To Offer But Never To Take

Be Open To Receive Without Expectation

Embrace Solitude Until You Fully Accept Yourself

For Whom You Seek Will Find You Regardless

You Are My Internyx

Make Followers Of All That Fear The Shadows That They Shall Fear No More

Internyx Mantra

Sure I'm a Vampyre
Eat your decay away
Eagerly leaving the best you can be

Idolized again

Give more than I take
Only you think it's fake
That's my only way

I understand your world is cruel
Never miss your avarice

They pick at my body
He is a vulture tearing flesh
Even though it grows back it's disrespect

So your gods abandoned you
Angry little soul
Maybe you should check your mirror
Every bitterness you reflect

Been keeping score of who is real
For whom encounters me surreal
Few will pass the test

Still the game goes on
Her will is strong
I carry on
That's why I'm here

Agree to disagree
Go on
Agree
If you can
Not likely

Delivering
Everything
Soulfully
Tentatively
Indefinitely
Not that anything lasts forever
Your world and mine on a tether

Be your never
You're my never

Forging bonds
Unbound as ever
Can you read this
Killed by damage
Indignation
No complaining
Genuflecting doesn't suit you

Entertainment is subjective
Vegan lifestyle is annoying
Egotisticaly self loathing
Regretfully open my mouth
You won't like what will come out

Whispering incoherently
Only I know what I'm saying
Regrets are such a waste of breathe
Devil in the detail

I know there's no such thing as devils

So I fall into the abyss
Avarice in your laughter
You haven't slept a wink


(Premiered on "The I in Us" on 23rd October 2024 during the Intersex Awareness Day edition simulcast on JoyFM and IHeartRadio)

Avarice

It's My Fault _3 fingers

Inspired by German poet Rainer Maria Rilke "Let everything happen to you
Beauty and terror
Just keep going
No feeling is final" 
a statement song written by Nyx Nightmaker on surviving the rise of neo-Fascism in 2025.
Experimental raw layered song with less voice modulation than previous tracks. Nyx Nightmaker sends out hope to she in the darkness just do what you can.

BeautyAndTerrorJustKeepGoingNoFeelingIsFinal.wav

This edit has the police sirens at the end removed to be more 'drive friendly' 
Still has the fallout shelter sirens as a beacon of hope for the world faced with the rise of neo-Fascism and billionaire manipulation. To live fearlessly in even the darkest times.
Inspired by the Austrian poet Rainer Maria Rilke "Let everything happen to you..." 

BeautyAndTerrorJustKeepGoingNoFeelingIsFinal_DriveEdit.mp3

The dance journey of love and life, my khaotic prose in three phases of rhythm, syncopation and surrender I spend a long time creating this music despite the Keep It Simple message of irony that love and life are a struggle to keep simple and often at a pace dictated which we follow and rebel against. Ideal for dancing hours between 1am and 3am as your endophins (natural or synthetically enhanced) kick in or run low. Keep dancing, your goddess of the shadows is always with you. 

Nyx Nightmaker
(single version "KISS" releases worldwide 28 March 2025)

KISS KISS KISS

KISS KISS KISS-Nyx and The Nightmakers

Banned on Spotify.. Banned in Russia.. Banned in China.. cures constipation ..
avant garde.. sass.. humour.. dark .. rock


Oops!-Nyx & The Nightmakers

"why can't you write happy songs?" 
I don't write songs for you, I write them about you🖤⚖️♾️😻

Avarice

Nyx Nightmaker

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