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asserting myself in the most dramatic lights

Lamentations

[LYRICS]

(verse)
why blame me for your wrongs
when all i did was love

your heart beats inside my chest
our pain is fate i can’t move on

god is laughing at me now
he took my love and let me drown

i fuck up everything i gain
ima godamn waste of space

(chorus)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive 

(verse 2)
where did you go last night
when i needed you

i was broken bleeding
and you left me for my fucking doom

i would kill myself
if it meant i could feel your love

everyone around me told me
that i need to give you up

fuck you and the things you’ve done

(chorus)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive 

(bridge)
ugh ugh
why do you want me to die
would’ve done anything 
just to bring us to life

(chorus x2)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive

You Don’t Wanna See Me Alive

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I hope you all enjoy this song, this is something a bit different for me. Most people don't know but I used to play in a lot of bands back in high school and we always ended up playing covers of songs by blink 182 alkaline Trio etc. I wanted to go back to my roots and make something that fused my old music with me new and so I can up with "Make It" this track fuses pop punk and dance music to make something uplifting dancey but with a bit of a rocky edge to it. I hope you love it as much as I loved making it.

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Electro-Light - Make It

ugly ugliness / beautiful ugliness

ugly mother fucker

that's what you think
you of all people
you don't get it
do you?

you are blind too
like everyone else
why am I with you
if that's what you think

refrain?

ugliness, the strange, the different
the freak show
you are beautiful to my eyes
but your mouth and soul
has said the last word

you see with your eyes
not with your soul
you prefer
entertainment

making fun of the
weirdo and unspeakable
making scary
the abnormal

refrain?

are you normal?
beautiful
piece of shit
your soul
is infected

but you are gonna be 
alright
let us die 
don't bother us

you are fine
and you know what?
we are fine too
the life is not
too too bad

refrain?

you go and be happy
smile beautiful smile
go and find love
you deserve it
I am not

I am part
of the freak show
enjoy
feel better

by making us
feel worse
you don't think
we have already
plenty of mirrors

but you are not gonna dictate
who I am
you won't dictate
what I can be

refrain?

the ugly person
made all this shit
from nothing
go home

don't worry
be happy 



ugliness

ugly ugliness / beautiful ugliness

Original Song: Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish


You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone

2023.09.26
{5684}

happier than ever (cover)

𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬
prod. kais
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt & https://soundcloud.com/heylog for getting on this with me <3

lyrics:
(kais)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

(skele)
ooooo
there’s nobody here 
anymore 
look around
oh i wanted 
to feel 
you breaking down 
grab my throat 
need to feel something 
blood soaked house 
it won’t let me leave
scars won’t show 
but i feel them bleed 
n if i don’t choke 
would you be proud of 
me 
of me

(heylog)
don't look back at me
forget everything
hearing high-pitched rings
hanging by a string
I look up
what have I become?
oh god, you tell me to run
rooftops hidden by the snow
every limb appears white
and your body sits and glows
it glows

(kais, skele, & heylog)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

bound

spotify

bound w/skele & heylog

upteenthpower

SILENCE SOUNDS

oldNews

water on hand with the voice of the sound

dont mind the mindless minds

Regenbogen

table

oh love

You cant control it all
lets start with your emotions
turbulent chaoes
coming out
from the hysteric
womb and kindon comes

translations upon
insecurities
broken sunglasses
staying on
all this time is over

so easy
to accept
an illusion
over the truth

to good to be truth
we dont know
anymore
what's love

connection disconnection
disconnect
pain teach us nonsenses
alone before us
loneliness after all

there is not
US
only sides
pushing away

negatively charges
selfish halves
souls
with abysmal wholes

voiceless noises
screaming
I love you
for the wrong reasons

because we wanted all

tuatuta screaming I love you

Black Bridgesii (Instrumental Demo)

Mercy

All Time Greatest Hits

I Still Believe (English Version)

Songwriter making songs to remember and relearn experiences from life.
This is my way to explore ideas and philosophies about life.

I want to share the little bit I have able to grasp from life and hoping this will be useful words, ideas, opinions, and knowledge for the world to hear and see.

I have roots on Mexico and I am Mexican-American.

Took me long to find my voice on english and I know that my voice is hard to understand most of the time that's why I try to add the lyrics in the songs.

I am waiting that a long the road would find more soul friend that need away to put there soul in my songs that's why I go basic with the little I can do, guitar and voice.

Still working on those skills but I won't let that stop me, before I believe that I couldn't express my self, that the dream was too big, that I was not good enough. Now I understand that I just another Frankeinstain who needs to let the shit out (hate, rejection, pain, depression ...) somehow, and came back to writing songs.

Most of the time I don't have an idea of what I am doing but I like the songs at the end.

I used to be Crack but found the Exit.

For me is the music and I know there is alot of people with better skills than mine but I will be part of the change.

I hope this lyrics and feelings can help somebody on the road and we can get out of this rat race and maze by having some light to be able to see in the dark.

We get lost sometimes but the light (love) is always inside; we just need to remember that no everything is bad and that even in the dark and shit; we can find something of value.

This is my pet peeve that the value that we believe we have seems to be given by everything that is outside of us and that's all missleading cause the value is intrinsic and existential.

Same value as a rock.

I am going to stop here, just listen to the songs; love.

ugly ugliness / beautiful ugliness

o-exit-o

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