daily drops 13/04/23

inside all of this emptiness i see you lied to me
a dead rose in a grave it grow n it's not hard to see
that i'm on my own again it's now written in stone
inside of your mind what do i see? an empty corpse
trust in empty "gods" ?
i just can't let go
lost in empty hallways fade into the night
you're my kryptonite
my soul's crystalised
smother me, please slaughter me and spill blood on the floor
lie to me, and say to me that you don't want to
blow my brains out, i don't wanna stop
bite my body like a zombie
i just want to find out where i died
rip my skin off and dissolve me
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[mastered by @billsburyjoeboi]

Empty Gods

Empty Gods [grayskies]

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

pockets full of dust and i'm feeling like a fairy

cathedral (+ sainty)

0:00 @northeastlights
0:53 @odel007
1:57 @northeastlights
2:51 solo
3:44 @ripwarheart @reijiroprod
4:43 @ripwarheart
5:44 @ripwarheart
6:36 @ripwarheart
7:32 @012207 @yashio10k
8:26 @odel007
9:22 @newgarasu
10:15 solo
11:12 solo
12:07 solo
13:01 solo

spring clips pt (1/2) [northeastlights, odel, warheart, reijiro, baz, yashio, garasu]

prod. & vox by myself

I used to write her sweet songs,
Now every word is h- ,
I used to write her sweet songs,
Now every word is cursed,
I just popped a percocet & start wishing the worst,
I used to be a hopeful man,
Before all this dirt,
I used to write love songs,
Now all I do is hurt.

I used to be an honest man,
Now I'm drinking dirt,
I used to be a holy man,
Now I'm taking percs,
Percocet my water,
Reminiscing on my -,
Oh I really used to be a sweet man,
Used to be a lover,
I don't think he has a real heart,
I don't think he has a real -.
I don't think anything real inside,
All his organs I think their made of metal,
His heart is still -,
He was a still born child,
Born with a heart of nothing,
It's impossible they said,
To make nothing something,
I was born with a blood lust,
An unquenchable thirst,
Unquenchable hurt,
Life wasn't worth it so...

I give up,
I give up,
I give up,
I give up,
I never gave a fuck,
Until I hit my death bed,
I never trusted anyone,
Until I trusted you,
Oh I shouldn't have put my trust in you,
Ever since I've always lost,
I've always lost,
I always-,
I always lose,
Losing to you,
I sing to you,
This isn't a love song...

Idk what love is anymore,
Idk what love is anymore,
Idk what love is anymore,
Idk what love is anymore,
Idk what love is anymore,
Idk what love is anymore...

I torture myself daily,
Trying to suffer for my sins,
You're trying your best to listen,
But can't handle the darkness within...

I just popped a percocet & start wishing the worst,
I used to be a hopeful man,
Before all this dirt,
I used to write love songs,
Now all I do is hurt,
I just popped a percocet & start wishing the worst,
I used to be a hopeful man,
Before all this dirt...

i used to write sweet songs

disciple six by 9aradox featuring young4n and mateo

disciple six + young4n & mateo [valentinekxl]

give me a kiss... >w< [p. IHATEPARTIES!]

prolly would never have finished it so whatever

starfall (unfinished)

these three tracks have nothing to do with each other lol, i like them all and i never released anything longer than 4 minutes so enjoy

spce
Issue()
eczema

How I Feel EP

wasted tears i had
never thought it would be bad
my heart that u could never have
tell me you trynna be mad

tell me what is wrong
i gave all my love
tell me was it fair?
tell me why u can't hold

*near*

load my gun and take your shot
i hope this is right, baby i swear
baby i swear, look at my eye
the stare you give
this life we live
it sees thru..
thru n thru, im done w u
u can choose
whats it to you?
baby were thru,
just like u knew

*tee-dreamz*

just like you knew 
i’d die for you 
can’t catch a clue 
if you don’t tell the truth  

can’t catch a clue 
tell me the truth 
if I kissed you 
would you miss me too?

i still love you 
i still love you 
i still love you 
i can’t leave you

i’d kill for you 
i’d kill for you 
cut me until 
my skin turns blue

daily drops 13/04/23

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