gonna try and drop more consistently now
thank you for listening <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/0Sdi7MdltHH7i73oOaVseR?si=b8ea75435f334398

*lyrics*
Up up up going vertical
Always thinking like its payback
Bro why you gotta say that say less
Tryna do my best
Just to keep it all together 2x

Tryna live my own way i crashed it
Woah yeah that’s it
Demon’s stay away from me cuz i can’t be lacking
They try to fool u like a catfish
Bible on me yeuh it got me strapped like a ratchet
Skeletons they’re not relevant you’ve been made new
Heaven sent i can’t settle yet till i’ve reached u
I can’t be like everybody else
I can’t act like i'm somebody else

Up up up going vertical
Always thinking like its payback
Bro why you gotta say that say less
Tryna do my best
Just to keep it all together 2x

(I’m honestly not really sure everything i said here but here's some lol)
I don’t wanna be left alone
*lots of adlibs*
I think i’m losing myself again

Up up up going vertical
Always thinking like its payback
Bro why you gotta say that say less
Tryna do my best just to keep it all togetherrr

Vertical

tysm to genesis and brideboi for hopping on they carried the song
@genesis555
@getwrecked-productions
*my lyrics*
I can't stay so i keep my distance
watch yourself one shot don't miss it
saw the end before the beginning
I'll still be here before its finished

can't stay + genesis555 , Brideboi

I know

*lyrics*

I dont wanna talk
I just wanna vibe
I know that i'm not enough but i try
Please just make it stop i can’t follow lies
This is just like caffeine how it keep me up at night
2x

I'm not showing up i gotta make my cut uh
I know i'm not the one its okay cuz im not done yet
I just stay at home
Nowhere i wanna go
I know that there's no way that i could make my own way

And i thought i would have learned by now
Stuck in a loop in a curve right now
Staying alone overthink myself
Take my thoughts put them on a shelf
Keep it inside let no one else
Know my feelings it's not my season i don't know why losing feeling

I don't wanna talk !

Thank you for listening! We spent a little while on this so i hope u enjoy it :)
https://soundcloud.com/xternalz?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

*lyrics*
Frozen grave
Feelings they on lockdown
Got my name engraved on a box for my heart
Burn the deck getting sick of the cards dealt
Might go insane yeah i'm all up in my head now
2x

lockdown + xternalz

*lyrics*
I could touch, heaven at the moment
I just feel so close to you
There were times i felt hopeless
But i found, rest in all of this
2x
I can’t find my peace in nothing but you
They change up like season don't know what to do
Don't know what i can do
But i
Yeah saw signs like omens
I Push through but i notice
I didn't like the old me, but i didn't let that own me
Why you move so coldly
This thin ice but i know it
I think twice let my words speak

heaven

____lyrics____
Honestly, im wishing you would talk to me
When it's hard to speak, you always know what i mean
Pray as i descend, don't know if i can mend
Break till i bend, just tell me it's alright
It's coming to an end, it's not making any sense
I don't have any defense, how much i can take

I don't even know why it's so easy to wait
Every moment pass me by im always coming late
Every tear that I cry you can count it on my face
I don’t wanna waste away but i’m too afraid to change
Just tell me it's okay
I don’t wanna wait this time
Let all of the hate combine
Until it makes something that I cannot face
This life is not mine i’ve
Been walking on a line why
I don’t wanna fight tonight
I think I might
Slide back I left it all open
I’ve been tryna fight back looking for my purpose
I keep going right back yeah its a nightmare
I said I really hate that yeah but it's not fair

Honestly, im wishing you would talk to me
When it's hard to speak, you always know what i mean
Pray as i descend, don't know if i can mend
Break till i bend, just tell me it's alright
It's coming to an end, it's not making any sense
I don't have any defense, I don't know how much i can take

talk to me

Prod me
@yametsu
@xternalz
@inari1k
@unionha
@sqeffy
@impolqris
@1lav
@valberrie

recourse + Yametsu, Xternalz, inari, Union*, Sqeffy, Polaris, Lavendr, & Valberrie

prod me

[lyrics]
Baptize me in the water that i’m drowning in
I can’t sleep the night time is my only friend these days
I’m in this haze alone, i’ve fallen too low this time
Lost my mind to an ember that never burned
And I can’t think, i waste my nights to remember
Something that i heard before you
Baptize me in the water that i’m drowning in
I can’t sleep the night time is my only friend these days
I’m in this haze alone, i’ve fallen too low this time

Feel like i'm living a thousand lives at once
And one is enough, i can’t keep up as it is
And the lucks running thin
Just like my patience i’m lonely and jaded now
I took my peace of mind
And then i wrote it down
I’m waiting for a time when i won’t
Drown in my emotions, just shine a light
Where i’m going

ember

Prod me

[lyrics]
I know that i'm fading, know that i’m fading
I want it all and more, what I keep falling for
Just take a step back and watch me fall apart
While you turn around
I’ll be
Phantom in your mind, I can’t breathe when you come around
But trust me i won’t mind, if you think that you wanna come around
I got close but no cigarette
Again and again I saw a post and i’m in my head
Brand new day i'll stay in bed oh
Really miss my friends oh
And i know i'm the problem
I should call them
While i'm on the right side trust me
I don't feel lucky, raining when it's sunny
Drowning out the garden

phantom

prod me

[lyrics]
Yeah the winters colder, 
And we’re growing up
And the weight of the world is
All too much
Don’t let me go
Because im bound to fall again
Straight from the summit
I might mess up my whole summer

Yeah the winters colder

Don’t even tell me i'm wrong
I knew it all along
Lying to myself
But lately im happy alone
I know you know where to find me
Cuz you see everything i don’t know

livilence

prod me 

[lyrics]
So far so bad
Walk in like i know nobody
I don’t need to know
How you feel about me
I say that and then
I lose my mind entirely
I’d rather pretend, we’re friends
Until you

(forget about me) 
Where are you going and
I know it's snowing but
I still need closure and
Even though i’m messing up I
I’m getting closer, you’re getting father
All my emotions, are beyond me
Wake up no sleep, dead weight cut me
Might get ugly, i see nothing
Looking up, i hope i’m enough yeah

so far

prod me 

[lyrics]
I guess i lucked out cuz i got over it
I don't know how you know that im lower than i've ever been
I made mistakes so i could make amends, I won't make them again and i
I stay out of harm's way, i don't wanna part ways 
I’ll stay right here, looking are you sideways
And now i'm lonely up at my place, here 
Here, and i'm changing

But you're staying the same
But You’re staying the same

I know what you meant from what you never said
I am less, i am far from what you knew you wanted
I wish i wasn’t right, all right, about the way this
Goes
I don’t know where 
This went wrong

harms way

prod me 

[lyrics]
Shelter from the wind
I won’t be the shelter from the wind
Doom, Won’t you
Come back
Come back

I lay my head down
I won’t escape this town
This house i sought it out and tore it down
I swear i never wanted nothing else

doom

prod me

[lyrics]
Dishes in the cupboard
They’ve been there since you left
I know that you won’t come around now
But i still wish you would

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

I know that you won’t come around now
Now that the leaves are changing
But i still wish you would
I’m running out of time,
i wish that i said the things i wanted when its on my mind
I wish that i never broke a promise and i made it right
I’m waiting and i’m changing and im waiting just to realign
There won't be a better time
(i know its)

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

go back

prod me

[lyrics]
Keep in touch, i don't want what you want now
I got wings and I flew to the sun how
Burning up, but i still don’t wanna come down
To where I began and I know you won’t
2x

I’ll give it a month, or two
And rebuild my bridges
I don’t want but i’m willing
Just don’t make me the villain

Memory lingering, on my fingertips
I bet you wish that you knew who you were by now

memory

prod me

[lyrics]
When the bad days run out then maybe I could be someone 
I could be someone, someone
It left a bad taste, cuz I know that you got what you wanted
You got what you wanted, you wanted

I take back everything, i take back everything
I take back everything, i take back everything
2x

You can’t let me down, cuz I’m already there
I’m falling so far, I don’t need nobody else I don’t need nobody
Yuh yuh yuh ay
You won’t understand, why you talking on your friends like you were never friends
Only one way that this ends and that's if it ends, but it all depends

take it all back

just know

prod me

[lyrics]

Yeah you’re like
Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

Yeah i've been beyond it
I put it all behind me last month
I refuse to catch up
When i fall behind
Im sorry, i take all your time
That's on me
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody else
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody

Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

And you don’t have to stay

blue sky

prod me

[lyrics]

Look me in my eyes
And tell me what you see
I still can't recognize
The person that i need to be
Im falling slowly, but it still don’t make you right
I know you don’t know me, but it still don’t make you right

I just wanna let it go
I just wanna let it go

I thought it was real
But i don’t wanna reach too high
Change your mind and break mine down again
Huuhh
Everything hit me at the wrong time
And i don’t why

Look me in my eyes
And tell me what you see
I still can't recognize
The person that i need to be
Im falling slowly, but it still don’t make you right
I know you don’t know me, but it still don’t make you right

need to be

Prod me
[lyrics]

I don’t wanna watch
While you go on
I’m coming undone
I know you know
I’m reaching the stars
And falling apart
Just let me know when you’re around
And I’ll keep my distance
And I’ll keep my distance
And I’ll Keep my distance

I’m losing patience I’m waiting
And losing my mind
And losing my time
It’s useless I tried
I watched the bridge burn that i made
I waited, I waited, I waited no

I don’t wanna watch
While you go on
I’m coming undone
I know you know
I’m reaching the stars
And falling apart
Just let me know when you’re around
And I’ll keep my distance
And I’ll keep my distance
And I’ll Keep my distance

distance

prod me

[lyrics]

I'll seek you out and tear you down
I never wanted nothing else I
I tried to control it
but I let it control me
I saw it all in your eyes
all you in your eyes
all in your eyes no
all in your eyes

waiting, waiting, waiting for you
changing slowly I know you might go
I won't hide anymore
I lost the feeling now I'm feeling lost
who do you trust now
why do I feel like I'm the one at fault
don't get involved now, don't get involved

control

Produced by me <3
[lyrics]
I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too much hate built up
said it's all love, I don't mean much by it
Honestly, I don't mind it but 
the space I reside is turning way too hollow
All the days I borrowed came right back
to me fragile just like glass and I 

I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too bitter, I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture
I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture

realign

prod me
[lyrics]

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay

I get so conceited when im all alone
I can feel it all
I can see my flaws

It's just enough to feed my ego
It took mine to show your evil
I don’t need more than this
I don’t need more than

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil

last time

prod me

[lyrics]
Just don’t remind me
I’m supposed to wait on your timing
Don’t remind me
I’m supposed to wait on your timing

I left a piece of me behind
In the past
You can’t redefine
What you had
I need peace of mind
I need hope thats mine
I might close some lines
Just don’t remind me

Woah
It gets hard to hear your voice,
I think these feelings might destroy me
Feelings might destroy me
2x

No matter what I don’t want to run
I don’t want to know what it's like
To be somebody that you never knew
But i’m falling behind now
In the past
You can’t redefine
What you had
I need peace of mind
I need hope thats mine
I might close some lines
Just don’t remind me

Woah
It gets hard to hear your voice,
I think these feelings might destroy me
Feelings might destroy me
2x

piece of me

prod me

[lyrics]
It hurts to be the one
That you don’t see
Please

I’ll watch where I run
And fall in line 
With you
I’ll see what becomes
And keep my eyes on you

Oh, don’t let me go
Don’t let me go
I can’t carry it on my own
It's way too much
But you won’t give up on me
I can’t carry it on my own

It hurts to be the one
That you don’t see
Please

I’ll watch where I run
And fall in line 
With you
I’ll see what becomes
And keep my eyes on you

fall in line

prod me
[lyrics]

seven hours on the phone
yesterday
talk is cheap, but it's free to waste away

have mercy on me
have mercy on me

is this the way that
that it has to end
is this the way
yeah

is this the way that it has to end

prod me
[lyrics]

Split lips from the cold air
I know this is going no where
I tried to tell
I tried and failed
But i still cant meet your eyes
I guess that i’m as good as your guess is
I got things that i know i won’t mention
Know i won’t mention this
To anybody else but

When you need me
I will not be too far
I’ll let you break apart and then
I’ll find someone else
To let down
To let down

I don’t wanna lose the way again

I walk inside the wake of
The war that you waged on us
I tried to change my pace up but
I couldn’t catch up with you now
I want this in writing
I’m still arriving
While you decide
If someone else is right

(yeah you know)
When you need me
I will not be too far
I’ll let you break apart and then
I’ll find someone else
To let down
To let down

when u need me

prod me
[lyrics]

You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it
You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it

undeserving

prod me
[lyrics]

Set me down
Just to pick someone else up
Just to pick somebody else
I’ll try
Dying 
to myself
Just a little more
2x
You know everything
Everything about me
I try to trust what I don’t see
I try to trust that they won’t leave
And I can breathe again
I know you
Do you know me too
I’m on the wrong side
I just want your light
So find me again
I am nothing 
Without you
Without you
Without you
I’ll try
Dying 
to myself
Just a little more
2x
You know everything
Everything about me
I try to trust what I don’t see
I try to trust that they won’t leave
And I can breathe again
You won’t let go
Of me
You won’t let go
Of me

i'll try

prod me
[lyrics]

Ill dive in
When i see you walking towards me
When i see you walking towards
Me
I saw the worst
It made me bitter
It made me bitter
Yeah

It's been so long
Since I've seen you
Since i’ve seen you
Our time is elapsing
So fast
I'm trying to hold back
I’m losing its all bad
There’s so much and I

Ill dive in
When i see you walking towards me
When i see you walking towards
Me
I saw the worst
It made me bitter
It made me bitter
Yeah

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