never lose yourself

prod. joei

(come on)

I’ve been chasin' down the daylight, always on the run
But the morning fades away before I see 
the sun
Got a head full of dreams, and a half-loaded gun
But I miss every shot, like I’m shootin’ for fun

All the things I never say, when I’m movin’ too slow
Like I ain't never seen the stars from the valley below
I’ve been talkin’ to the moon, like it’s someone I know
Telling secrets that I buried underneath the snow

There's a letter in my coat, that I never sent
Full of could’ve beens, and words I never meant
It's creased at the corners, and the paper's bent
The ink is faded, but the pain's still fresh

(o7)
(the stress was getting to me, i had made a mistake i'd never be able to fix)
(come on, joei)

i didn't mean it, sorry.

prod. joei

(you can't run from your past, you'll end up running in circles)

(come on)

Yeah, I see you with your friends
And I know that you're happier without me, I want it to end
And I'm tired of the nights where I feel I have to pretend
Said I'm doing fine today, the next day I'm stuck in my bed

Writing out my pain, but I'm bleeding through the pen
It’s a cycle that I’m caught in, I don’t know just where it ends
Got a heart full of cracks that I don’t know how to mend
Everything I'm going through, yeah, I wish I could forget (yeah)

I don't have any real friends
every time I try to talk, the words get stuck up in my chest
So I scroll through my phone, just to feel a little less
All these memories replaying, like a movie I regret

My life is building up with stress
I feel a sharp pain in my neck
My heartbeat pounding out my chest
I long for peace, I can't find rest

(o7)

peace

trust ain't cheap, gotta read every sign
watch your circle close, they might change their mind
if you fall back, you getting left behind (heh)
them boys will leave you for a dime

heard 'em run they mouth, always puttin' on a show
actin' like they with it, but they never wanna go
i hate when people backseat, no one likes a troll
yeah, you talking tough online, but you soft like Pillsbury dough, boy

if you wanna see me, betta act right
why they tryna clown me, always uptight
they hate that music's my life, say i'm too hype
if i see you in the streets, boy, it's on sight

a-always on time
never late to the function
tryna get a nine to five
never worked a day in my life

heard 'em run they mouth, always puttin' on a show
actin' like they with it, but they never wanna go
i hate when people backseat, no one likes a troll
yeah, you talking tough online, but you soft like Pillsbury dough, boy

they be watchin’ how i move, yeah, they real pressed
tryna copy every step, like a field test
how you say i'm broke, when you know you not cashing no checks
playin’ all these roles, but you know you ain’t even on set

Betta act right

@deyistt

r-r-r-run up all these bands, take a drink, don't need a chaser
she the prettiest, there's no one that could replace her
no, i'm not alright when i tell you i'm ok
i've been up all night, and i'll still be up all day (daayyy)

wake up, scratch that, go to sleep
you'll never wake up, just stay counting sheep
i can be your fantasy, your miracle, i'm gone
love to see what we can be in general, on god

i can be your fantasy, your miracle, i'm gone
love to see what we can be in general, on god
if you think that you can take my mental, you're wrong
all of these people be singing my song

---

if you hate me that much, you can sue me (yeah-yeah)
i'm out here listening to new jeans
yeah, i'm fitted head to toe, man, i'm rocking ksubi
talking down on me, but they really just groupies

girl, why ain't you texting my phone
you got my heart feeling cold
can't wait that long, girl, we getting old
missin' your love, got me losin' control (fweah)

s-so what's the move?
do i let go, or do i wait on you?
time moves fast, but i'm stuck in june
playin' our song, let it fill the room

losing you ft. dey

i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

ive tried to make as many friends as possible
but in the end, im digging myself in a hole
i know theyll forget about me
i just know that theyll laugh without me
i feel alone in this cruel reality

(ill be ok, ill be ok)
(ill be ok, ill be ok)

numb to the pain, i don't flinch no more
got my headphones on, while i lay on the floor
lost inside thoughts, that i can't ignore
there a stranger in the mirror, its not me anymore

watching my life go by, like a bad dream
every text left on read, like a eulogy
they ain't really care right now, they just using me

i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

#ILLBEOK

@phrett

told myself this time i’d see it through,
thinking bout the things that we might do,
i’ve been countin' days, makin' space for you,
i'll buy ya plane ticket too,
i'll fly you out to where i'm at so we can have a good time,
so we can have a good time girl,

why you put me through a test
finally putting it to rest now
girl you had me feeling stressed out

new kicks looking fresh
said you wanna buy a dress now
girl my pockets have me stressed out

told you i'm all in, ain't tryna pick a fight
sayin' things you don't mean at the dead of night
you've been switching lanes, and changing up the vibe
i just need a sign, girl, tell me if it’s ride or die
tell me if it’s ride or die
tell me if it’s ride or die
tell me if it’s ride or die
tell me if it’s ride or die

---

i need you too want me
(need you, need you, need you)
(need you, need you, need)
i need you to have me
confide in to me
cause that's all i need

why you put me through a test 
finally putting it to rest now
girl you had me feeling stressed out, out

girl i thought you were the best
my heart is ripping through my chest now
really had me feeling stressed out

stressed out (ᵕ•_•) ft. phrett

they hate me, but i don't care
woke up twice, couldn't feel my head, ah
its getting too much to bare, (caught in despair)
i feel 'em watching, 'em stare, (but no one was there)
got myself caught in a snare
(ah, uh, ah, uh-huh)
damn this feelin is so unfair
(ah, uh, ah, uh-huh)

now when i walk in a room
i walk in, feeling confused
i'm turning green, i turn blue
indigo and purple hues
cause i don't know what to do
everyday i'm still consumed
by the feeling that you bloomed
you left me feeling so blue

can you see me
i can't tell
like a feather in the well
i'm stuck, with no one to help me

do you need me
i feel unwell
like i'm locked up in a cell
i'm still breathing, time will tell

misconstrued everything you once knew
count the thin breaths, between lies and the truth
do you feel the emptiness, i feel it too
there's a blade in my back, and you're pushing it through

they hate me, but i don't care
woke up twice, couldn't feel my head, ah
its getting too much to bare, (caught in despair)
i feel 'em watching, 'em stare, (but no one was there)
got myself caught in a snare
(ah, uh, ah, uh-huh)
damn this feelin is so unfair
(ah, uh, ah, uh-huh)

INDIGO

again&again

ctrl+break

fuse

sweetheart, come back to me
don’t leave me in the deep
sweetheart, i can barely breathe
when you’re close, it feels like peace

baby, catch me flyin-flyin in a spaceship
went to the store yesterday, got some asics
all that frowning-frowning, you gone need a facelift
if you wanna gamble wit me, go to vegas

baby, i’ve been shinin-shinin like a bracelet
you and me together, yeah, we interlacin’
sparkle in your eyes, yeah, you know you got me lit
your touch hits different, i cannot resist

your touch hits different, i cannot resist, (go-go)
your-your touch hits different, i cannot resist, (go-go)

sweetheart, come back to me
don’t leave me in the deep
sweetheart, i can barely breathe
when you’re close, it feels like peace (i see it, i see it, i see it)
when you’re close, it feels like peace (i see it, i see it, i see it)


movin’ to the rhythm, you can’t slow us down
the way you be screamin, baby, my favorite sound
every-every move we make, yeah, it shakes the ground
you got ammunition, but now you runnin out

(haha)

yeah, you gon need a bunch now
like a banana, you gonna need a bunch now
we gon have a good time when you come round
party all night, rockin till the sun down

interlacin'

keep moving

betsuri

rain

face your fears

hysterical

prod me & @khelsending

lyrics:
hoping tides would change and bring you back to me (ooh-nah)
but now our time can never be
girl, you’re like a jellyfish, why you always sting
got me drifting in your current, tangled in everything

i don’t know if it’s safe for me
if i struggle right now, will u wait for me
i’ve been sitting here patiently
in the background, you giving me latency

you be telling me, wait and see
but ion think you on the same page for me
if you want me, just say it, please
yeah, if you want me now, just say it, please

that’s what I’m counting on (that’s what I’m counting on)
that’s what I’m counting on (that’s what I’m counting on)
that’s what I’m counting on (that’s what I’m counting on)
that’s what I’m—
---
huh and u want me back, no
i wont get u back thats for sure
margelia from head to toe, (shes here)
and i play with the stick like a marching band
and i play w the stick like a contriband
treat the glock like a elderly woman, way its finna hit u, leave u paralyzed, shit got damn

cuz im finna make the trap jump
bad bitch finna shake that rump
if u hear this song, sing along
shawty yk u was in the wrong okay
---
gotta make sure that we locked in
saturday night we gonna be ballin
hating from the sideline, yeah, they always watching
me and you, bae, and we never stoppin

joei

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