h8 today [shinjin]

@dreamcache
prod mix me

me
ion rly wana fall in love is tht a problem 
ion rly wana take no drugs if i cant pop em
sorry baby ion wanna talk its not an option
hold up wait i luv th way tht ur walkin

ion rly wana make sense
ion rly wanna be ur friend
money hit my phone i wanna text
ion even wanna kno whats next

dreamcache
idont wanna focus on wats killin me slow
cuz im moving too fast 
keep my feelins on tha low
and everything u told me got me got me on go
i been spittin fax going stupid with the bros
im engaged w myself
i dont need help
pink green on the shelf
streetwalkin on stealth 
keep talkin that stealth
keep a drummy on my dick
rock a racky on my belt

me
blues stuffed insid my belt
 cache passin racks i cop it straight off the shelf
i could tell u how it felt
girl dnt even ask ima keep it to myself

i wanna b someone else
just for a day
.functioning brain

teach me to block it all out
show me its safe
tell me im brave

i dont wear no kenzo
i hop thru the window
im teachin them lessons i hope they got penncils
told bro keep it ssimple
dont make it an issue
i kno im a dog ill still come when i miss u

the path so clear
few more steps im almost there
2 where u r
id wait for yrs
u tell me tht were done it felt sinceere
is this the end u want

ion wana make sense

ion wana make sense   w/dreamcache

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

@deadat18
its not fair
when ur down
jus kno
im there
dont knoww
deep dwn
imScared
whenusay that im the one now i cry inside

@dreamcache
my head is in my hands
im doin what i can
i cant got thru this again
i need u where i am

life could get so hard but ima get back up
i kno ur the one cuz i cant get enough
stupid shit i said wish i could take it back
if i dont go mia i might b wasting my time

baby with u im tryna run it up
bc of u i gotta level up
i remember the first time that i saw u.

notFair.. +dreamcache [ihateparties]

last shot prod onlyantana

produced by @opal707
featuring @d1vwv
mix/master/cover-art by me

ok lets do this
i never knew shit
always getting treated like the new kid
i swear im just human
theres nothing to it
i wake up eat my breakfast and get to it

everything been diffrent for a while
it changed for the better
ever since i met her
id hate to be the one that waste ur time
ngl find it hard to maintain a smile

i hate when it happends, tragic on tragic
i love it when i get to be with you i feel fantastic
touch feel like magic, better then imagined
remember how it felt to be alone i  cant go back there

i cant do it again
(i dont think this shit is fun i wont do it again)
ill do better this time

im just trynna sleep away the days babe
wanted u to stay so i made place
calling out names like i was never there
i cant seem to cope i disappear
one last try can i just love myself thats all i need
will i hide all of the things we kept underneath
idk what to call it im lost for words
the way that i forget it thats all its worth

maintain + d1v (opal)

@oaf1
@kiryano

I dont know what i did wrong 
or why youre so cold 
i just wanna feel whole 
so pls lmk ;3
turn my heart into stone 
ur the reason i froze
where will she goo
no-nobody knows..

@oaf1
catch me
cuz i’m fallin
u could text me
it’s an option

r u okay
right now
got a headache
turn da lights out

i’m all in 
ur folding
i forgot wat u told me
buying drugs like theyre groceries
we’re not friends u don’t know me

fuck tha goalie get da ball n i go score
2020 did me wrong i am so bored
countin money on da train i feel like lorde
even tho u bring me pain i’m still all yours

Cold ft. oaf1「prod. kiryano」

cryptid (w/ tonser)

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room
don't step on me, already in a bad mood
you showed your cards that's a bad move
got some ash on your shirt let me get it off you
i've been feeling like the man when i walk through

going hard tonight it's like i'm ready to die
you're
always on my mind, you're the reason i try

i'm used to it, that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it
x2

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

walking around, trying to figure out
can i even go a day without you by my side?
you're always around
try not to feel down
head spinning around

i can't think about it
x3
i try not to think about it

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room

that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it

Used 2 it (prod. nightclub20xx)

ya im free now 
frm demons tht i keep out
u need help baby reach out
and ill b there to meet u

n do u mean it
when u describe the feeling
i feel like i am dreaming
im trying to believe it

im playin on my xbox
they play me on their ipod
u play me grl like nonstop
ill let u win again

time stops
when u looked up our eyes locked
the sun has set but i watch
the stars beneath ur skin

had a look outside the window at the sky n it was red
maybe its a sign i wonder wat is coming next
i dnt come around but i might come down again
learning how to say whats in my head

planted in the dark where the seeds dont grow
i know tht its hard baby please dont go
always wna tlk to me abt where my problems at 
please dont ask

free now

this song is abt my mental health lately :/ love u guys

LYRICS:
(she cant evn feel it)
bby go cause i know its so hard!
n ion evn know if ill evn go far
my thoughts b racing feel it!
i feel so depleted!
they dont evn know it baby they cant evn see it!

runnin from the demons!
u cant evn see them!
they dont evn know
they dont evn know i feel it!

(but she can evn feel it, and i cant even feeel it any moooorrreee)

but now i can feel it
nicotine i need it!
ive been losing all my memories cant evn see it!
ive been wasting all my time like ion evn need it!
watch myself just lose my mind and turn into a demon!

n its getting so hard to know
that im nevr gonna get that far (i know)
1 day im gon reach the stars.s.s.

free now

oaf1

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