It isnt on spotify no more so here i am😅

such talent, so much pain an emotional behind this song man so beautiful dont ever stop

The Upload

i broke apart w/ skele (neverfall)

@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

chapter i

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes 
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

makes u numb
hit my head on rocks below
blood
blood fills the water oh my god
god cannot save us
oh we're fucked
fucked
sleeping on this bed of rocks
shadows of the trees
they dance on ice thats 3, 4 inches thick
is that lantern light
i ask her body what the fuck she thinks
this our savior 
and i hope he drags us up or else we'll sink
please just save her
i do not care if im on the brink

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

it makes u drown

drowning at the bottom of a frozen lake (ztope)

got a lot more drops coming after this one, let's fuckin GOOOOO
show sum love to the homie @betweentheveinsandi MF put his body through hell to get this verse in LMAOOO

lyrics:

[hero]

all the tears I cried
falling apart
now I closed my heart
to open when its over
i cannot do this shit
i cannot push on forth
huh didn't wanna die this way
but it was jus not my choice

aching on my skin so bad can't even check my cell phone
i can write my verses but i freeze up on an outro
harmonies conflicting in my head with the electrodes
lost so many people its jus procedure till it takes its toll
yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving
over the pettiest shit they are calling me crazy
i cannot trust nearly anyone lately
got me self reflecting
got me second guessing
jus gon kill this song so hard they think im a perfect specimen

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

[betweentheveinsandi]

who had a clue id die this way
all of the doctors said the same
he'll but a blade right thru his veins
something had went wrong deep in his brain
look at the way he respond to pain
getting back up to punch u in the face
i got this fury deep root deep in this plane
i gotta let this hurt just burn and give me super strength
The pain is only ever there to make u stronger
most be tapping out when i say i can do it longer
take me at my word that pain can turn u to a super soldier
look at this bud i swear im smoking boulders

[hero]

yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving

[betweentheveinsandi]

friends switch up n form habits of taking
ill write a diss and keep personals vacant

[hero]

got me self reflecting
got me second guessing

[betweentheveinsandi]

our brains work just the same and thats how i know ur wrong

[both]

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side
I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

just procedure w/ betweentheveinsandi (autrioly)

there's no love in those eyes of yours

prod: acey & @vito2300
master: @vito2300 & https://soundcloud.com/diskrypt

can we talk for a second 
i can't breathe when i'm next to you
stop for a second 
reassess what's gotten into you
tell me why i'm looking at a monster
a monster
i feel like a lamb sent to the slaughter 
the slaughter 

i suppose it's unavoidable
you were sent to kill me off 
so make it horrible
want you to cut around my neck 
like i'm deplorable
and i'll sit pretty for you 
rotting under soil 
oh i just give it up right 
i'm so easy don't lie
there's no love in those eyes of yours
oh i'm just wasting my life 
and it's just about time 
i'm just waiting to die
for sure

don't wanna tell you that i like it 
all the blood's got me excited
and if you wanna put me down 
i wouldn't mind it
you can treat me like a dog 
i love the violence
you can tell me what to say 
and i'll recite it 

if i'm the puppet 
you're the hand 
so pull the strings up
do you what you want 
i'll understand 
you're such a demon
(x2)

if i'm the puppet
you're the hand 
so pull the strings up 
do what you want 
i'll understand
you're such a demon
it's so hard for me to talk 
i can't speak up
if i don't see you at the end 
i love you so much

puppet

puppet (prod. acey & vito)

you know love
we can make it better if we want to
i don't mean to undermine who
you truly want to be
and patience
is something that i struggle to take on
but i'm trying my very best
don't lie
i can see the hatred in your eyes
your hollow heart
forever keeps me memorized
how selfish
the fact that you never compromise
so what's it gonna take?
'cos i can barely take another second
i lie awake waiting for your embrace that will
never change and i hope you can see that
but you're just a faded memory
it's just too much to stay
it's getting hard to breathe
my chest still closing when you're next to me
i wanna keep you safe and i promise you'll see
that life could be so perfect when you want to dream
please just tell me why
the lights went dark in your eyes
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope
my heart beats out my chest and now i find no hope

and now, i find no hope

(notahero)
your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

it don’t pleasure me to tell
i’m scared of growing older
tears surround my face
right now i wish that i was sober
i wish time could freeze in place
i need some time to think this over
cause i’m scared of everything
but she says that i just need closure

breakfast
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

reminisce
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

i’ll be with you till i’m dead
i know i don’t talk when i’m mad
but i don’t equate it to love lost
i turn it into a folk song

(greenwood)
if im nothing to me
who could i be for you
i just want to be here
i know that you don't want to

sorry about the fog
its the wine and the street pens
i just need to stop
we don't talk about the reasons
think i fell apart 
hear you talk when you're sleeping
everything is good and it's safe and it's easy

there's colour in your face and water on your skin
and thoughts inside my head to ruin your life again
disconnected from the body that i'm living in
i dont remember much of anything
to give me peace in Copeland
its not been easy coping
love you the more i'm told it
i know you'd never know it

just stay another night
i'm sick of sleeping on my side
and waking up alone and faking it 
scared of death like why we play with it



(notahero)

your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

parking fees w/ greenwood (nathanp)

lyrics: 

if i told you
that i would change
would you still look
at me the same
old parasites
gnawing at my brain
there's hate in your eyes
i need to change

i'm drowning in the echoes
of your blame
wearing every word
like a scar I can't replace
stuck in my head
with this eternal ache
i've torn myself to shreds
while still thinking of you

if i told you
that i would change
would you still look
at me the same
old parasites
gnawing at my brain
there's hate in your eyes
i need to change

parasite

Ghosted

Lyrics: 

these days are irreplaceable
you think i make you miserable
i just booted up i think i gotta go faster
when she left the party i was spose to leave after
lv on my belt she break the buckle if she have to
she said when i get u home u gon love me ever after
i can feel the damage and its getting to me
tell me whats the time cause its blurry to me
ion got the time since i bust to the top
and its cheese inside the air its gon fly out the drop

these days are irreplaceable
you think i make you miserable
these days come crashing down
i feel like i found you now
found you now


These days are irreplaceable 
You’d think I make ya miserable 
When the days coming crashing down 
I feel like I found ya now 

 You wake up 
You never miss your text 
Is this what you call a hopeless romance

I’m a burden to you 
What more I could I do for you 
I told myself I wouldn’t try this hard 
Yet here it goes here the fuck we are 
Lying next to you starting at the stars 
Forget your scars let’s float away 
Darling you’ll be back some day 


These days are irreplaceable 
You’d think I make ya miserable 
When the days coming crashing down 
I feel like I found ya now

Hopeless Romance feat. Sewerperson (Prod. by Brody)

Crazy - David Alexander (f.k.a)

Lyrics:

I'm breaking, this silence drives me mad
Erase me, these memories never last
I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too

Ice cold fingertips 
Time raised fiction 
Heartache memory's been my best friend 

And this is all that I'll ever be 
I'm stuck with old memories but they'll never love me 
And who are you? How'd you find me? 
I left for good that day

I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too 

You'll fade too
You'll fade too
And this is goodbye but I won't forget you...

this is goodbye :(

[produced by farber]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

crumbling/suicide note

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94EOD2chO2c

Artists / Producer:
@rxseboy
@eric-godlow

Lyrics:
I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

We should go back to that place again.
To see that smile on your face again.
And if it’s real, we shouldn’t play pretend.
you want a song, I’ll give you eighty then.

I got the time to write.
I see a brighter light.
I feel alive to tonight.
Get it popping like dynamite.
nah I’m kidding gotta hide the hype.
if someone messing with you there’s gon be a lotta fight or flight.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
I kinda really wanna know how you feel girl.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
Can you tell me how you feel girl?

I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

@rxseboy - new girl (prod. eric godlow)

Lyrics:
longdark comin feel that breeze feel the snow blow
all white ice on my wrist when im down low
blood stained hoodie ima book it asking whered you go
hiding in the bathroom cuz im scared, dont want you to know

life been filled with the naysay
i give up on a wednesday
school been tough cuz all they say
go get lost dont want you to stay

every photograph i fake a friendship and a smile
cant remember when i really laughed i know its been a while
cuz im stuck in bed im in my head just searching for the shine
hoping that theres really light outside my cold forsaken mind

well maybe we
should sit and read
all the the things i said but cant take back now

this is goodbye :(

Oakey

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