overthink

i feel like i care too much.
pic cred: taboodolly on ig

YKWIM? - YOT CLUB

6:10:21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vavvblh0Ehg&feature=youtu.be

Ratboys - The Stanza

Joji - Medicine

12:54 am

yep. still miss u.

lyrics:
the beauty that i once saw in the world
must've transferred itself into you
'cause i feel your precense at every moment
your voice in whatever i do

and i'm tired of trying and laying awake
wishing death would come take me at last
to think i exist is a fable to me
i'm unable visit the past

so i'll rot
in this grave

and soon you will find someone better than me
with a beautiful smile and a daily routine
and they'll take from your heart what i placed when you left
and they'll toss it aside like stale cigarettes

AND YOU'LL BURN ME ALIVE AND INHALE MY INSIDES
AND I'LL TURN INTO SMOKE AND I'LL FLOAT IN YOUR EYES
AND YOU'LL CRY LIKE WE BOTH DID EVERY NIGHT
AND I'LL FINALLY KNOW WHAT IT FUCKING FEELS LIKE

to be free...
to be free

to be free

wrote the second part a few days before I left off to college and ended up with a little message about leaving.  Seeing as I am new here it's been hard finding friends so I settled down two nights ago and wrote the instrumental to the first part and chopped the vocals yesterday.  The song is more about the mood of the instrumental than anything.  I may sing on this at a later date but I think this accurately represents the ways I am feeling right now. 

I hope this goes better in the following weeks, I know now how lucky I was to have the friends that I had back home.

closing credits

all mine

//the bridge to feelings

co-prod. by https://soundcloud.com/camus_dot

music video: https://youtu.be/dwwluMJeFbY
buy/download 'defection': https://hashir.bandcamp.com/track/defection

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